I thought I needed more.
But what I lost,
Was ten times greater.

I thought that his needs,
Would be worth the risk.

My need was nothing, I learned,
Compared to my despair.

Thought I had conquered acceptance.

But my heart is finding,
I have no clue what it means.

The depth of this pain,
Has taken me to my knees.

This throbbing emptiness.
Worse than any I have ever known.
 
The agony of this terrible ache,
Will destroy my heart.

I cannot offer it again,
Then listen to it shatter.