Is 500 miles very many?

I couldn't even say

It doesn't seem so far

Yet still not a promise of a day

Am I a fucking idiot?

So caught up in a dream

Unaware of reality 

Are things not what they seem?

Will a promise be enough?

And how long will we wait?

Will this be my lifetime?

Is this my fucking fate?

What have I done to me?

It's way to fucking late

Love will never set me free

No expiration date

This is the fucking moment

These moments, they exist

When I feel unsure of everything 

And fear I must resist

But he tells me this

A promise of his love

I believe his words 

Am I asking for too much?

In this very day

This moment that I live

He offers me his heart

Is there any more that he could give?

Can I just be happy?

To have his love surround me?

Affirmed by not a touch 

But never lacking in his deeds

Is there any more that I should want?

Am I caught up in my greed?

Am I a selfish bitch?

Concerned with just my needs?

Fucking questions haunt me 

On cloudy days like this

Inviting all my tears

And stealing happiness

So I call to him

Tell him of my seethe

He will soothe my ache

And put my heart at ease

Patient in his love

He removes these ugly doubts

Forever steady, never swaying 

He sweeps away the clouds

And when my tears have dried

And my visions is all cleared

I see our love remains

Us... We are still here

There are no logistics to this love

No conditions of the heart

No expectation of a touch

Just two.. To never part