My selfish Need

She looks at me and thinks, she stays silent wanting to understand why I have changed my ways.
You still feel that I love you, but not like before.

I have managed to cause you a lot of damage and hurt, because I know you suffer when I cheat on you.
You understand why I do it but you close your eyes against it not wanting to see the truth.

I think the time has come, we need to talk.

My love I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to see you at my feet, at beck and call.
Maybe if I saw you with a guy that's not me, jelousy and fear of seeing you take
flight with out me could awaken my interest again.

There is no love in a simple affair, it's just a quick time that you latter forget, but the love and tenderness
That I felt in your skin I will never forget, because I love you and I will always love you.

I don't want to lose you as I don't know what to do.