They only want me when I remain aloof and don’t want them.

Then when I do want them and give them everything I can they
retreat.

I am left restless and wondering why.

Too many possibilities to ponder.

And the craving will not go away.

Who shall be next to test my turbulent waters.

I remain edgy and uneasy.

Seems I only get satisfaction from the ones who are the same
as me.

Yet new opportunities are looming near by.

How ever intense, my passion is endless.

Who shall be the one to receive my precious gifts?

In the end it will be only me……..