Before I know it time just flying.
Looking down the street people are celebrating,
And I wonder my friend far away how are you doing?
We met ten years ago in this raining city,
When I just landed a good job and busy with party.
You said you were visiting your sister and studying.
In fact you were here just for recovering.
You hair is dark and you always wore black,
You like smoking and you hardly spoke.
Rumor said you had affair with a married guy,
Rumor said you were here to escape.
Your sister and you joined my hiking group to loose up,
But as a city girl after two miles you had to give up.
I walked to you gave you my energy bar,
Told you for a first timer you hiked pretty far.
Later we hang out to watch ocean,
It was a windy day so you snuggled into me.
All of sudden I noticed your body was soft and hot,
And you said, "Why don’t you kiss me."
That night we went to my apartment,
Where our kisses became passionate.
As I entered your body I noticed you were crying,
I thought you didn’t like it but you held me and told me just keep going.
You spurred out something when you came,
And I’m pretty sure it was not my name.
I did not say a word just held you with my arm,
And wish one day I could let you forget about him.
Like that we started dating,
And you let me enter your world.
You showed my all the scars on your arms,
With all the cigarette burns and razor cuts.
You said only pain makes you feel alive,
You said like fire you were burning yourself.
I was too young to understand all of that,
But I worried one day we would take different path.