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He doesn't understand...
So I'm awake sitting in the bathroom while you sleep and my heart is hurting over the changes and distance between us. I don't know what to think, but all I know is that I do not want to continue going this way.

What way? The way we are now, with me being an after thought at the end of the day. With me being the last thing or person you think of everyday. With it being ok not to see me outside of work for almost two weeks, and then not even kiss or touch me. With you not hungering or thirsting for me so much you can't wait to see me and make love to me. With it being OK to text or email or call everyone else before you even think of responding or contacting me.

Is it that you no longer have feelings for me, or is it that you just take it for granted that I care for you and that you don't have to make the effort anymore? Do you no longer desire me, or is it that you desire someone else more? Whatever it is, I don't want to be in this place anymore because it hurts too much:...every single day.

I think I don't tell you things because I don't want to lose you, but I feel as though I already have, and I don't even know to whom or what. If its a whom, please let me know and don't just keep being around me throwing me scraps, it just simply isn't enough anymore.

So I'll end this by telling you how much I love being around you, but I'd rather you tell me you don't care for me anymore now than to be left bleeding on the floor later. And in case there is any question, I'd rather you want to be with me, but not out of some form of guilt or obligation.

PS: I love you.

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Comments(9)

velvety
Posted 04 Mar 2012 07:41
a very heart rending and soul wrenching piece heartfelt ...

Buz
Posted 17 Oct 2011 04:55
I could really feel that. Amazing writing. Pain seems to always bring out the most of one's talent. Beautifully written.
ArtMan
Posted 16 Oct 2011 19:22
Heartfelt and well written!
flytoomuch
Posted 16 Oct 2011 06:42
You always come up with compelling lines and images.
SecretDesire
Posted 16 Oct 2011 01:27
Well written! ... words straight from the heart. I felt your hurt and pain....5+

Frank_Lee
Posted 15 Oct 2011 22:30
This made my whole chest feel like stone. I couldn't breathe. You have immense power, and there's no doubt whatsoever in my mind someone out there can see that burning ember inside you and recognize that glowing jewel.

DLizze
Posted 15 Oct 2011 17:45
this is so sad - dredges up so many memories of times I sat home alone, waiting
LauraLee_sugah
Posted 15 Oct 2011 17:01
have mercy...... too bare..... hurts my whole body....... beautifully written...
Bad_4You
Posted 15 Oct 2011 15:14
Heart wrenching, excellent, passionate and vulnerable. This has it all. Ps Mare, if this is non-fiction, dump the bastard. He's a fool...
 

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