Should I Go or Should I Go?

Should I go or should I stay

To meet my lover so far away

Or stay and repeat the past

With a lover whose’ love doesn’t last

My online lover, so gracious and kind

Entered into this with an opened mind

My lover here is also caring

And we both have memories worth sharing

The kids, the cars, the house, the money

I’m so confused, please help me honey

The choice is mine to make and soon

Should I stay or should I go for our moon

We made plans online together

Of a life that would last us forever

So scared, nervous, and confused

Am I a pawn, just being used?

Said a prayer to God to help me cope

He gave me the answer, the right one I hope

I chose to stay and restart the past

Knowing the shadow of doubt that it casts

The decision I made left my lover beyond blue

Please understand it was something I had to do

My hand is extended to you because I care

Let’s try to be friends and continue to share

I wish you the best and all good things in life

I’m sorry, I do love you, but not as your wife.