Something to Make Me Hurt

The rain flooded down most of the day

Enjoyed the dark sky anyway

Sitting in a towel recovering from a hard days work

I reach for something to make me hurt

Thick smooth glass twisted to a point

I place it between my legs and anoint

Warm and slick

I push it in until I'm sick

Getting on my knees

I say to myself please

Sitting down on it

The thick rimmed edge to my clit

I feel split

Is this fate

Standing up straight

Working in and out

There's no drought

It starts and will not stop

drop by drop I'm popped

Squirting in streams

Like in my dreams

I feel the pain of abuse the next day and say

I'm gonna be easy today

But the ache doesn't go away

So I play