Today is a struggle
For me to smile 
To push the hurt
Out of my mind

It's hard to forget 
The heartache
That lives so strong
Within my soul

The total disengagement 
From you
The deliberate actions
That you choose

You've walked away
Turned your back
Without a care 
Without a thought

For me 
It's not so easy
The heartbreak and deceit 
Is difficult to feel 

It's been four long weeks
Not a word From you
No sign of emotion
Nor indication you feel

How you can do this
To me, to us
I cannot know

You've broke all trust

The pain I feel
Is so real
A physical ache
Deep in my soul

Today I am struggling 
Still hopeful you will
Be the man I believed 
To do what is real

Today yes I struggle
The tears yes the flow
Tomorrow is another day
To attempt to try to heal