Heated passions had boiled over, an argument that never should have been, now tearing my heart from my chest. Fate destined lovers with eyes only for each other. Two souls as one ripped from one another, leaving just ghosts and painful memories behind.
Your words cut so deep, the blood ran freely, I didn't want it to stop. Scars were all that would remain.
The pain so great as the door slammed shut behind you, your keys on the table. The world shifted, my legs crumble as I drop to the floor, sadness enveloping me. I feel like the sky is falling, ready to plummet down and crush me. There is so much hurt.
I want it to end, to say I am sorry. I would give anything, anything for the chance to explain. My world, my life, to show you I hadn't meant those words I had spoken. You are my everything; and now it is too late.
My soul slips deeper, drowning.
As I lie on the fall, I want the earth to open its gaping mouth and swallow me whole as I sink into the inky depths, drifting into an abyss. Drained of love, hollow and alone, I can't breathe. My chest hurts so much, the shudders of loss stab like a thousand knives.
Fleeting hope propels me up, plucking me from despair as I rush to the window on uncertain legs. Rain lashing down like a painful mimicry of my emotions. There you are below, walking in the rain, walking away.
If only you would look back, I beat my hands to the glass, screaming your name. Please don't leave me! Hope slipping away.
I collapse, crying at the window, watching as you leave. Tears streaming, running down my face; dripping down, pooling. Falling like the pieces of so many broken promises. I can't turn to you anymore, there is so much regret.
I lay there, a shipwreck on the rocks, wishing the waves would gently pick me up and carry me away. Cries wrack my body, shaking me to the core. I love you so much.
How did it come to this? Can't we turn back the clock? Whatever the cost, I'd pay it gladly.
I'd pushed you away, now wanting to pull you back to me. You took my heart with you, leaving me an empty shell. It was always yours, my heart belongs only to you.
Memories of our love fill me up, ready to tear me apart. How can I go on when you make me what I am?
We do everything together, as one. Hand in hand, I feel protected, your loving arms keeping me from harm. When you put your arms around me, I feel like I am home.
Now I'm left, cold and alone, do you even care? Ages seem to pass without you here, the raindrops on the glass, like rivulets of my pain.
The sun begins to set, the rain clouds turning golden, a cruel taunt when I remember how many beautiful evenings we had watched them together.
At the end you start to think about the beginning. It had been so good for so long.
I loved you from the first moment we met. Your smile warmed my soul, sweeping me away like a leaf on a breeze, a great wind carrying me. Now I'm falling, so afraid, and I need you to catch me.
Gradually, the darkness of sleep takes me, takes me to the place where we still are. A chance for me to apologise.
I can tell you how I feel, now that you're gone, how much I miss you. I need you to subdue my fears, to tell me that you still love me, that you'll love me for a thousand years.
I plead with everything my heart can muster, come back to me, come back to me please!
A sound stirs me from that place, but I don't want to leave.