I felt like I was living a dream. I had gone from a small town, single mom, and now I was in my New York City apartment with the love of my life. I was standing on the balcony, sipping on a glass of wine, and watching the city move when John stepped out to join me. 

The night was cold, we wouldn't be out long so he kept the door open with our curtain drawn as a barrier. This allowed us to hear the kids, but kept the cold air out of the apartment.

His arms wrapped around my waist, and I leaned into his body. He kissed the top of my head. "What are you thinking?" 

How was I going to answer that? I was thinking and feeling everything all at once. I took a moment to think about my answer, and said, "Everything."

I took another second to turn to face him before elaborating, "How much I love you, how you take care of the kids like your own, and the way you make me feel. It's just perfect, and I couldn't ask for more in life. I just wish I saw this nearly eight years ago when we first met."

He kissed me, pulling me close to him. Our kiss broke for a moment, "You weren't ready. What's important is the here and now, and our future together."

He was right. I wasn't ready until recently. I cherished our friendship throughout the years, and was grateful for the chance to explore more. We smiled at each other. He leaned in and kissed me. At that moment, the world belonged to us, and time stood still. We got lost in our kiss. 

The baby started crying a few minutes later, causing us to come back to reality. I looked up at him, and said, "And, I appreciate the fact that you are totally calm when the baby needs me just a bit more." 

John chuckled and said, "I understand, how about you go put her back to bed and than come join me in our room?"

"Sounds perfect."

He gave me a quick kiss as we entered our apartment. 

***

It only took a few minutes before the baby was calmed down and  back asleep. 

Our bedroom was a short walk down the hall. John must've heard me coming, because he grabbed me as I walked into our room. He had waited behind the door, grabbing me from behind as I entered, quickly blindfolding me. I shouted in amusement, it had been awhile since I had fun and played with accessories in the bedroom. I heard the door shut and lock. With a huge smile on my face I asked John, "What exactly are you doing?"

He kissed me before responding in a sweet, sexy voice, "Making you guess my every move."

I loved the extra arousal he brought to me with his touch. He kissed me, walking me backwards as he did. Even blindfolded, I could tell he was smiling, as was I. Once we made it closer to the bed, he placed me on the bed and climbed on the bed.

I had my legs spread, my right leg wrapped around his body. My right hand cupped his face, I felt his hands wrapped around my back. His body laid at my side. I had absolutely lost myself in his embrace, I had no desire for the night to end. After a few quick kisses, and a moment of allowing our smiles to rest on the other's, I felt him break away.

I thought it was strange, until I heard his drawer open. I knew he was getting the rope. I was turned on by this knowledge even more. I loved when he tied me up, I loved him doing what he wanted to me.

He tied my hands to a post on the bed frame. His body hovered over me as he tied me up. His cock rubbed against me. It didn't matter that I still had my leggings on, and him jeans, he was so large it was hard to miss an erection on him. 

He lowered his body, arms wrapping around my back and neck. He kissed my neck and than my lips. Once again, I lost myself in his embrace and kiss.

His left hand squeezed my right breast, causing me to gasp. He squeezed my other breast, gaining the same response.

His right hand hand played with and gently tugged at my hair. His left hand caressed my side with his fingers. His face buried into the corner of my neck and shoulder, kissing it gently as he breathed in the scent of my body.

I turned my head, just enough to rub my cheek against his. I whispered in his ear, "You don't know how much I love you. Nor do you know how much I crave your touch."

He kissed my neck, and then my lips. We were nose to nose when he smiled and said, "I love you more than I ever knew possible. Being with you, being a family with you, that means everything to me."

We smiled before sharing a kiss once more. He rubbed his package against me once more. I moaned slightly from the stimulation. 

John kissed his way down my body, down to my pussy. He kissed my thighs and hips. He kissed the opening very softly before sliding my lips apart with his tongue. His tongue played with my clit, and his fingers explored the depths of my warm, wet cunt. His fingers dug deep, pumping in and out. My muscles contracted around his fingers. My breathing was hot and heavy as I exploded in an intense orgasm, "Ahh! Yeah! Yeah! Ahh!"

John kissed me hurriedly as he pushed his pants off. I propped myself up slightly onto the pillows of our bed. 

"It's about time you treated my pussy to that cock. You've been teasing me with it all night, I want it inside pounding me like you've never pounded me before."

I heard a slight laugh, and I could feel him looking at me. I assumed he had a slight grin on his face when he told me, "Well, it's going inside you know, but not where you think it's going. Open your mouth wide."

I smiled, and did as I was told. He filled my mouth with his cock. He pumped himself in and out a couple times. He tried to slide it down my throat, but when I gagged a little he slid out. 

"You did good, I know it's a lot for you to handle."

"I loved it. I love the way you taste."

He kissed my lips, silencing me. He was large, and thick, more than I have handled before and I was still getting used to his size.

He stroked my face with the back of his hand as he kissed me. He slid his giant cock inside my wet cunt. His hands undid my blindfold, and he removed my ties from my wrists.

My hands were finally free, and I took full advantage of having the freedom back. I rolled on top of him, leaning over him to give him a good look at my large breasts. My hands tucked behind his head, our lips met in a passionate kiss. I rode his cock while we kissed.

He rolled back on top, taking long slow strides in and out of my pussy. He supported his weights with his hands as he hovered over my body while he thrusted into it with his cock. He leaned down to kiss me periodically.

We were both close to cumming, I was waiting until he finished. I wanted us to cross the finish line together. I didn't have to wait very long. A few more strides, and he had released his load while I screamed with pleasure, OH yeah! Ahh! Fuck yeah!"

He rolled to my side. We laid there, facing each other and kissing. In that moment I knew, I knew that I would never hold another man because he was all I needed.

"I love you."

He smiled, kissed me, and responded, "I know, and I love you even more."