Sonho Dourado

Sonho Dourado 

(A Narrative Reflection)

I’m tired and thirsty and I am recalling when I saw her looking timeless in her finery from across the room under those Venetian chandeliers that were burning brightly overhead, and seeing her as if I am seeing her through either a snow dream across a star stream. While the winds of passion blew in from all frontiers and recalling seeing her blue eyes looking like two sapphires burning and having seen the crowd part as we made our way to meet each other in the center of that hardwood floor with reflections seen in the mirrored walls and knowing that there was no turning back from this meeting.

But that’s all over now and the room I find myself sitting in is where all took place and those Venetian chandeliers now hang overhead darkened and dusty with age and the mirrored walls are bottled and dirty and in the candle light that burns now making all look as though I were sitting in a dark undersea grotto of sorts.

Was that the moment of truth? And could we find in our hearts each and every dream we have misplaced? Before Heaven calls to us on each mountain we climbed as showers of tears were later shed in our hearts as the last goodbye was seen being waved from the distance as the laughter died and remained reflected upon a silver spoon.

Listening to the sleet and wind outside as I drift off into a doze and recall the scenes that were played out here that night which took place in what seems to have been in another lifetime and far away. When passion flew like an arrow to hit the mark and love came down like the blade of a Guillotine. When she and I met out on the bridge and her blue eyes reminded me of a fox as we held each other and kissed deeply till we saw stars. Not knowing who or what is right and had no strength as she flooded my darkness with her light as the door was unlocked and the gate unbarred. Aching to feel her flames as the “I want you pain”, was felt in the area above my hips. As we headed to another part of this sprawling estate to touch and fulfill each other and lend our love to each other and watch the moonlight slowly cross the floor.

Finding an empty room as clothes were hungrily discarded and the flames of lust burned brightly and we admired each other in our state of total undress and then throwing caution to the winds we proceeded to hold and explore each other as we kissed long and hard with straining, dancing tongues, and explored each other’s bodies in the moonlight of the darkened bedroom we had found and hearing nothing but the sounds of gasping and panting as pleasure spots were found and then tasted and as well as caressed.

Our hunger grew and we knew we had to satisfy it as I slowly kissed her from her head to her thighs using tongue and lips and lingered on her breasts and there teeth, lips and tongue was used as I felt her quiver with anticipation and then slowly down further and breathed in her scent and tasted and lingered on her wet fire that was beginning to be a torrent of wetness. And I kneeled in front of her and lingered as I tasted her sweetness that flowed there and felt her hand on my head and fingers in my hair to support herself as passion and lust burned deep within her and was boiling over quickly. Licking and suckling her hard wetness as I opened her gently like a flower tasting her deeply as she pulled away and motioned to the bed.

Following her she had me lie down as she then positioned herself above me and I felt her cupping my hardness and pulling her back some I slowly licked her from her tight ass to her swollen hard clit and felt her lips engulf me as I gasped and then proceeded to open her wet fire again and resume what I had started and tonguing her deeply as I heard her quietly moan taking me deeper and faster in her mouth. Feeling our senses spin and soar as we felt time stop in the moonlight from the windows. As we decided by unspoken agreement to take each other as she slid down and then slowly lowered herself down on me and impaling herself on me and tightening as she did hearing her silently gasping as she descended on me fully.

Feeling her hard clit rubbing as we began to move and then going deeper as I thrust in her deeper and reaching pulled her down to kiss her deeply as her clit began to grind harder as I felt her rocking faster and her wetness on my thighs. Cupping her butt I began to rock her harder as she threw her head back and grabbed the headboard as we pounded each other harder and faster as she tightened hard on each stroke I gritted my teeth as I fought to hold back and noticed her doing the same, as the pounding of each other continued and we exploded over and into each other as she stifled a scream and I hid a loud moan. Shaking as we continued with wild abandoned and seeing each other’s wild eyes as we continued til another orgasm was felt rocking us both. Then we lay there and realized we would have to return downstairs so we reluctantly dressed and returned downstairs to the main ballroom.

Now finding myself waking and seeing the first rays of the sun peeking in and reflected off those tarnished mirrors has me look about at all in sad disrepair and has me wonder what happened to her and after we lost touch through the years. So I make my way out into the growing dark light of the dawn and wish her well as I close the door. Wishing her well wherever she may be.