Three weeks has passed since Douglas and I had made it official between us. It has also been a month since my last encounter with Jacob too.
Since that day when I had lost control and kissed Jacob, I started to avoid him. But it seemed that the more I ignored him the more I dreamt of him. It was starting to drive me crazy.
I was also starting to feel a bit guilty because it literally felt like I was cheating on Douglas. In real life I would be kissing, hugging, doing intimate things, and spending quality time with Douglas, but in my dreams, it would be with Jacob.
Is it because I'm destined to be with Jacob and not Douglas?
I sighed out loud, frustrated with my messed up feelings.
"Is something wrong, Jenny?" Douglas asked me, looking concerned.
Crap. I zoned out again.
"No, nothing's wrong," I said, smiling to reassure him.
"You sure?" He asked again.
"Of course, I'm with you, what else would be bothering me at this moment?" I said. I held onto his hands and smiled as if my feelings weren't a pile of mess in my head.
"Okay, if you say so," Douglas said, as he leaned in to kiss my forehead. His eyes told me he didn't actually believe me and it made me feel even guiltier than I already was.
I didn't say anything after that. I just smiled, and hoped he didn't see through me even though I'm sure that he did...
Finals were coming up, and Douglas wanted to go to the beach to 'cool off' before the stress got to us. I didn't argue with him because he had a point. I have been reviewing all the notes that I had taken in my classes for the past week preparing myself for the actual finals.
Stress really was getting to me. Not just school but also my personal matters. It was starting to drive me crazy.
We had been on the road since four in the morning and we still haven't gotten to the place where he wanted to go yet.
He was keeping the place a secret. A 'surprise for my sweet Jenny' he had said smiling like a little boy on Christmas morning when I asked. I don't know what he had planned, but whatever it was, it made him excited.
"If you're tired, you can sleep, baby," Douglas told me.
I looked at him and smiled, "But I want to stay up with you."
"Don't worry, I'll wake you up when we get there," he told me. He grabbed my hand and kissed it. "I won't let anything happen to you."
Douglas was all about my safety and was always concerned about me, and here I was thinking that I was destined to be with Jacob just because I had been dreaming of him.
"Maybe it's because you keep thinking of him, stupid Jenny. Why can't you just appreciate that your dream finally came true? Isn't Douglas the one you so desperately wanted? Well, you have him; he chose you out of everyone else and you're still not satisfied. What's wrong with you?"
I was getting a lecture from my inner self who was in love with Douglas. How ridiculous was this?
"Sleep Jenny, you look exhausted."
"Okay," I said smiling as he caressed my cheeks with his knuckles.
"He really is too good for me..." I thought to myself as I turned my head away from him and faced my window as I closed my eyes.
Douglas
After five hours of driving, I finally reached our destination. I could tell Jenny was under a lot of stress due to finals, so I decided to take her on a trip and help her relax. I had rented a lake house for three days for us.
It excited me that we were going to be completely alone. It was near winter so the lake wouldn't have as many people around. This was my surprise to her.
I had so many things planned out for us.
During our three days here, I was going to attempt to get her to sleep with me.
I smiled as I looked at her cute sleeping face.
"I'm going to make sure you belong to me completely before this trip ends, Jenny."
I opened my door and walked around to Jenny's side. I opened her door and unbuckled her seat belt. I carefully picked her up and carried her towards the house. I opened the door and walked inside, letting my imaginations run wild as I imagined us married and on our honeymoon together.
"Soon, I'll claim your body as mine."
I walked into one of the bedroom and laid her down on the bed.
I watched her sleep and thoughts of what I wanted to do to her made me hard. I watched as her chest rose and fell with each breath she breathed. I watched her full luscious lips as it opened a little.
My cock stirred as memories of our first intercourse filled me. We haven't done anything since then and I craved more.
I wanted to taste her sweetness again, wanted to hear her sweet moans of pleasure; pleasure that I made her feel. I wanted every inch of her body.
I wanted to lick every inch of her, and fuck her til we collapsed with exhaustion.
I know I sounded a bit... creepy, but it's Jenny we're talking about here.
She's beautiful. She is an unopened flower waiting to be opened by someone who loved her with their all.
I will have her. And I will make her scream my name as I fucked her senseless.
***
It was nearly two in the afternoon and Jenny still wasn't awake. I walked to the room I had placed her in and watched her peaceful face.
I had told her that I would wake her upon arriving but I hadn't done so. I didn't want her to wake up just yet. I knew how worn out she was. It was like she didn't get much sleep at all.
She moaned in her dream as I looked at her wondering what she was dreaming about. I caressed her face and smiled when she instinctively leaned towards my hand.
"Jenny? Are you awake, sweetie?"
"Mmmm," she moaned and smiled.
God, she was so cute.
She opened her eyes and looked at me and smiled again.
"Hi sleepyhead," I said to her, smiling.
"Mmm. What time is it? And where are we?" She asked, looking around.
"It's two in the afternoon," I told her, still smiling. "This is my surprise to you, baby. I rented this lake house for us for three days. I hope you don't mind... It was just that I saw how much stress you were under and I couldn't just stand around and watch you crumble under all the stress."
She looked at me with tears in her eyes and smiled as she brought a hand to my face and caressed my cheeks. "Of course I don't mind, Douglas. Oh god, you are so good to me and I feel as if I don't even deserve someone like you. You only do what's best for me, and you have no idea how happy you make me."
She pulled me into a hug and kissed me hard on my mouth. When she let me go, I smiled and pulled her up off the bed.
"C'mon, I cooked us something to eat," I told her and smiled.
Jenny sat at the table while I got the food ready and took it to her.
"Sorry, I know it's not much, but I was craving for some spaghetti today," I said, smiling as she smiled.
"It's okay, it smells delicious. Let's eat! I'm famished! Ha-ha," she said as she started eating.
I chuckled and smiled as she began to eat. She had no idea how adorable and loveable she was. It's like, every time I'm with her, I fall in love even deeper than before.