Unfulfilled Desire

Unfulfilled desire:

I sit here with silence and darkness once again surrounding me. I can’t sleep and my mind has begun wandering. The first thing that comes to mind is how close, yet how far from me you are. Yes my love, I know you are only a few yards away sleeping soundly, and yet you seem to be out of my reach. I would enjoy nothing more at this moment in time than to lie next to you and hold you in my arms through the night. I try to reach for you and you seem to be even further away. I try to move towards you and feel as if there is a force keeping me from you.

So I let my mind form these little plans on how I can touch you in special ways to make you blush and increase your desire for me. However, my thoughts of you are not so pure. My desire for you is more than friendly. As much as I wish I could hold you in my arms as a friend there is more in my heart. There is the longing to feel the touch of your soft skin against mine as our bodies are intertwined in passion, the softness of your kisses and the fire they can undoubtedly create, even though I know it is not possible. You have made it clear to me there is another in your life that prevents us from ever being together as lovers. Yet the desire continues.

I hold you in my arms for a few moments when we say goodbye and I gaze upon your beauty. The moment you enter my arms, my true feeling for you come to the surface. I feel the desire to touch you in a manner that will turn you on and set your sexual fires in motion to the point of no return. When you place your hands on my body they feel as soft as fresh made silk and your lips when you kiss my cheek produce kisses that feel like fire. These touches only serve to heighten my desire for you. I can’t say enough about the beautiful smile that graces me each time you look at me. I want to stay but know I must go and with me I take a heavy heart.

It would give me great pleasure to use these two strong sensitive hands to caress your body and increase your desire to be with me. I would caress you with a sweet smelling lotion and let its smoothness comfort you and allow my hands to glide across the sensuous curves of your body sending your sexual desire to the outer reaches of the galaxy. It would be my pleasure to carry you to that orgasmic place somewhere far beyond that which you have already achieved, and to keep you there as long as possible, before allowing you to fully climax so I could enjoy watching the movements of your body, and the passion flashing in your eyes as you go increasingly higher with every touch.

The sound of your beautiful voice moaning softly as you beg me to let you reach your climax will sound like music to my ears. The feeling of your body shaking as an intense orgasm starts ripping through your magnificent body, coupled by the sounds of encouragement emanating from your sweet lip only serve to drive me to more intently pleasure you. When your orgasm erupts from deep within your body, the intensity causes you to be wracked with pleasure coming from every pore, your body shaking intently as I intensify my efforts to give you the most pleasure possible. When your orgasm has finally subsided and you begin to settle down a little, I will take you in my arms and kiss your body and soft lips tenderly before laying down next to you, pulling you close to me and cover ourselves with a soft sheet and drift off.

I can only hope that someday we will be able to come together and be with one another without anyone else in the picture. Then and only then will we finally be able to let the real passion that is within ourselves come out. The unbridled passion that has been kept bottled up for so long would finally come rushing to the forefront of our relationship. The friendship we share would be changed forever in the blink of an eye as friend’s crossover to become lovers. What a night that would be.

Most people cannot fathom the feeling that comes from truly providing pleasure to someone without want or desire of anything in return. It is a feeling of intense pleasure and a rush to know that you are doing something for someone that gives them great pleasure. The only way I can explain it is, you pick the one thing in life that gives you the most pleasure and multiply that amount of pleasure by one hundred and you might come close to what I feel when I am with you.