It began innocently enough. He was a typical sixteen-year-old young man, a good student, churchgoing, and an all-around athlete. But Tom had a secret, he jerked off twice a day looking at Playboy Magazines.
Back in the 1980’s porn magazines were kept behind the counter to prevent theft. And to keep young teens from fraying the pages. The old Italian man who owned the small Mom & Pop bodega-style store would always give him a knowing nod.
After school, Tom would race home, pull off two paper towels in the kitchen, go to his bedroom, lock the door, and get out one of his five hidden Playboy magazines. He would drop his jeans to his ankles, sit on the edge of his bed, and choke his chicken as he’d flip through the well-worn pages.
When he felt an orgasm approaching, he’d shoot his load into a paper towel, ball it up, and then milk out the remaining cum so he didn’t have jizz tracks in his underwear. His hard-core Catholic mother would be mortified if she found evidence of his self-pleasuring activities. He would repeat this routine after dinner while his parents watched television and read the newspaper, telling them he was finishing his homework.
After masturbating for several months Tom realized he was very attracted to the young women in lingerie, stockings, and high heels. Sure, their makeup was flawless, and the photography top-notch, but he found that he’d cum quicker to these photos.
Flash forward a dozen years and Tom had purchased a beautiful and sexy outfit for his bride on their wedding night. It was, of course, white with a lot of feminine lace, had white stockings, and his wife wore her heels from the wedding. He loved it. She, on the other hand, did it for him. While they had been sexually active for several years, she thought it was a bit stereotypical for their wedding night.
Over the years of their marriage, he would purchase other pieces of lingerie for his wife on special occasions: their anniversary, her birthday, Valentine’s Day, or long weekend trips to the coast. She’d wear the lingerie to please her husband, but it would end up in the back of the bottom drawer in her dresser. Tom would occasionally pull a piece out and ask his wife to wear it for him which she would reluctantly do.
But he would also do nice romantic gestures in the bedroom like candles, chocolate-covered strawberries and whipped cream, red twinkle lights, give her massages, etc. He was a bit of a romantic guy who enjoyed sensual and erotic sex, not a guy who just wanted to pound his wife. Tom had also purchased a few vanilla sex toys, like a vibrator, and a fun sexy dice game with specific acts on each side. Just like the lingerie, they’d be used once, maybe twice, and disappear to the back of her drawer.
As they got older sex was happening less often due to kids, commuting, and job stress. It also became a robotic quickie of fifteen minutes. A few kisses, a quick blowjob to get him hard, she’d ride him in cowgirl until she climaxed, and then he’d finish shortly after her, usually in doggy.
Flash forward to 2015; Tom was now a single man in his early fifties. He had purchased a condo in a gated complex near the river and lake. He was also on several dating sites like Match, Bumble, and even Tinder. Being a former college football player, Tom kept in shape throughout his marriage by jogging and doing a mild weight routine at the gym. He was now fifty-three, stood six-foot-two, two-hundred and twenty-five pounds, with short buzzed brown hair, and brown eyes. Tom dressed well and his female friends and co-workers agreed that he would be very popular with the single ladies.
Tom was hanging out at a nearby craft beer and wine bar, making friends, and becoming one of the regulars, meeting with a group of guys three times a week. He’d have two beers, shoot the breeze with the boys, and head home to make dinner. That was basically his social life.
After a year and a half of many first dates, Tom took out a woman in the neighboring town, just six miles to the north. Their first date went great with happy hour cocktails rolling into a full dinner date as they talked effortlessly about their jobs, marriages, kids, hobbies, and even some innocent flirting. At the end of the date, he walked her to her car, gave her a hug, and a nice peck on the cheek.
A few days later they met again. This time at the end of the date he felt that she wanted to be kissed. He gave her a nice lip kiss and counted to himself to three. He moved back and saw the smile on her face. He kissed her again. This time he slowly parted her lips with his tongue. She was a very willing recipient. They kissed passionately for ten seconds.
“That was really nice,” he said. “I could do that all night long.”
His date, Gina, giggled, and said, “Maybe on the next date.”
Tom and Gina saw each other again a few days later on Friday. Tom wanted to really impress her, so he picked her up at her house and took her to the best Italian restaurant in town. Their meals were delicious, and the bottle of wine went down easy with the salad, pasta, and yummy garlic bread.
Not wanting the evening to end he suggested they stop for a drink on their way home. “I have several bottles of wine at home. Let’s go back to my place,” said Gina.
“Great idea,” said Tom. He had visions of them making out on her couch all night. Since it was only their third date, he did not think Gina would be ready to get naked.
At age fifty-two, Gina was a beautiful woman. Five-foot-six inches tall, a slender size six dress, average 34C breasts, long brown hair with a few golden highlights, and brown bedroom eyes. She was a girly girl, so she curled her hair daily, wore fake eyelashes, and had cute fingernails. Gina was also very successful in her role as the Director of Marketing for a large regional bank.
Upon entering her home Gina gave him a quick tour, omitting the master bedroom. Returning to the kitchen she opened a bottle of wine and poured them each a glass as they sat at the large kitchen island. As they chatted Tom had put her hand in his, a move Gina noticed and gave him a smile. A few minutes later, he simply leaned into her and kissed her quickly on the lips.
“Sorry, I’ve been wanting to do that all night,” he told her.
“You’re such a gentleman,” she said. “I like that. And you haven’t been pushy about sex. Some guys just want to get laid.”
“Well, thanks. I appreciate the compliment,” Tom said, laughing. “Every guy wants a physical relationship, but I want more. Words like romance, sensual, and erotic come to mind. Most other guys just want to get naked and pound.”
Gina leaned in and kissed Tom softly on the lips. “Hold on, I’ll be back. I need to powder my nose.”