I missed Andrew rather a lot he was my first carer and the man who showed me certain things, which gave me the confidence to self-pleasure, for the first time in my life. Sadly it will be many years before we meet again.
His replacement Belinda was more than a little imaginative. I was wary of her at first because she was the first black person I had ever encountered.
She was not what was expected from a carer for a blind lady. Some of the things that she did just seemed to be more than a little strange. Just before Andrew was removed from his position of trust, he shaved me, for reasons best known to himself.
When he was arrested the following morning, I still had a generous amount of his milky spunk in me from when he fucked me the night before. Yes, I did miss him. Belinda however thought otherwise and made it quite clear that she wanted my thick black rather matted pubes to all grow back again.
I found her to be very attentive in many ways, she was clearly very experienced in matters which were not part of caring. Sometimes after bathing me she would tuck me up in bed and read me a nice story, I liked that, and she wanted me to call her mummy.
We became quite close rather quickly. I was not so naive as I pretended to be. I liked being Belinda's plaything. You see I was starved of close company and apart from my prim and proper parents visiting maybe once a week, Belinda was my only contact. One day she presented me with several rather strange objects.
They were of different shapes and sizes. I had no idea what they were, but I soon found out because my carer gave me a practical demonstration. They were vibrating toys? Yes, it would be true to say that the black bitch violated my innermost secrets rather roughly and I loved every second of it. She told me that most women used vibrators. Clearly not my real mummy, or maybe she did
I wonder if she let my daddie watch her as a prelude to fucking her. I have never even thought about my parents being active in an imaginative way. Perhaps they were. Mummy and daddie so prim and proper naked in a field under the cover the darkness, fucking each other as if they were teenagers once again. What I pity that I cannot see because I would like to watch them.