Jessica was twenty-nine and very happy with her life. She had a good job, holding a senior position in a financial services firm, and that enabled her to afford an expensive flat and a whole range of lovely clothes both for the office and her busy social life.
At the office and in her social life she was seen as an alpha female who everyone respected. She knew, though, that she wasn't mentally an alpha but saw the benefits of being seen as one.
She did find her work very stressful, and relished the weekends when she did her own housework. She could well afford to employ a cleaner and even someone to do her washing and ironing, but she found all of that a release from her stressful job.
As she carried out those chores, she often thought about her fantasy, which was to be spanked on a regular basis. She was a lesbian and imagined herself as her girlfriend's cleaner and housekeeper as she did those things in her own home, but then imagined her girlfriend picking up on her mistakes and putting her across her lap and spanking her bare bottom to teach her to do better. She would even pick out women who she saw at the shopping mall who she thought were dominant and fantasied being spanked by them. She loved to picture herself across the dominant woman's lap, her face inches from the woman's bare upside-down legs and would finger herself to huge orgasms. The reality though was that she had never been spanked so it all just remained a fantasy for her.
One other particular thing dragged her down. She was very happy with her looks, except for one thing. Whenever she looked at herself in the mirror she saw her particularly large ears sticking out from the sides of her head, and they were certainly larger than other girls' ears. She kept being told not to worry about that because she was such an attractive girl, with a lovely face, good figure, full breasts, slim arms and legs, and a flat tummy. Some friends even said that her ears made her attractive, which made her feel good, but she was never sure that was actually the truth.
In fact, Jessica could never get it out of her head that people looked at her because of her ears rather than her looks. She was often conscious when people spoke to her that they were looking at her ears rather than her eyes, in the way some looked at her breasts instead of her eyes. It brought home to her that her ears made her stand out, although some said in a good way whilst she wondered how that could be true. Indeed, her ears became a big self-conscious thing for her.
To try to hide her large ears, Jessica always wore large earrings, hoping they would divert attention away from her ears, and tried to grow her hair to cover them up although they stuck out too far for that to work sufficiently well.
Today she was spending another evening out with her longtime friend, Laura, going to a local club. They both loved to dance, and both dressed skimpily in tight vest tops showing off their full breasts, and also their well-toned bare arms. They also wore very short tight skirts and as it was summer, they had bare legs.
Although not an item, Jessica fancied Laura and wanted to be her girlfriend ever since they were at sixth form college together. When there, Laura was one of the top girls, outward, and was class captain. On the other hand, Jessica was more reserved, and whilst she couldn't get into the group of Laura's friends, she had a crush on her and often fingered herself to orgasms imagining having sex together.
So, this evening, whilst happily dancing together, Laura lent forward and kissed Jessica on the lips. Jessica loved it and kissed Laura back. One thing led to another and that evening they went back to Laura’s. They both quickly got undressed and were kissing and cuddling each other, and as Jessica had hoped, they both gave each other tongue and finger sex and huge orgasms, and Jessica got her long-held wish of sharing a bed with Laura and making out.
As they lay in bed afterwards, Jessica was hoping this was the start of them being an item, although wasn't sure Laura was up for it. She clearly preferred girls who were alpha like herself, and Jessica wasn't sure that she came across as alpha enough. She hoped so and never acted submissively with Laura, but she just wasn't sure.
Afterwards, they lay in bed together and Laura was kissing Jessica when all of a sudden, she grabbed hold of her ear and squeezed it and enjoyed Jessica’s gasp. Instead of letting her ear go she squeezed and twisted Jessica’s ear even harder, smiling as she did.
Jessica on the other hand squealed as she felt her ear being squeezed and then twisted and then felt fingernails biting into her ear lobes. She wanted to cry out for Laura to stop but was worried that she would see her as a wimp if she did.
Laura was actually thinking that Jessica would like having her large ears squeezed and twisted and kept going, and justified what she was doing by saying, “You are such a naughty girl, Jessica. So so so naughty. You deserve to be punished and you’re just lucky that I’m not going to spank your bare bottom.”
A distraught Jessica pulled at Laura’s hand and when she did, she actually thought she was making the pain that she was feeling even worse. So, she stopped clawing at Laura’s hand and just hoped that she would stop.
When Laura realised that Jessica was no longer struggling, although still gasping, she thought that proved that Jessica wanted her ears to be squeezed and twisted and so continued to do so, also digging her fingernails into her ear lobe.
Laura had always found Jessica attractive even back at college, although she was so reserved and wouldn't join her group. Even back then she knew that she actually found Jessica even more attractive because of her large ears. So, when in recent years they met up, by chance, and Jessica agreed to go out with her, she wondered whether Jessica being so reserved was actually because she was a submissive by nature, and maybe was one of those women who enjoyed being spanked because they had lovely fleshy bottoms and relished suffering the pain. With Jessica, she imagined that she would want to have her beautiful large ears squeezed and twisted for the same reason.
As she continued to squeeze and twist Jessica's ear, Laura knew that she was getting quivers flying around her vulva and when she knew that she was on the way to an orgasm she stopped squeezing and twisting Jessica’s ear, and instead kissed her again, easing her tongue into Jessica’s mouth, and hugging her. She caressed Jessica‘s full breasts and kissed and sucked her nipples and then her tummy, working her way down towards her legs and pussy lips.
As Jessica was now enjoying Laura’s kissing and cuddling and licking, so she was kissing and cuddling and licking and sucking Laura and knew that she was quickly bringing her to an orgasm. What surprised her, though, was that she was also feeling as though she was getting close to an orgasm herself even though her ears were still stinging from being squeezed and twisted. She told herself that she still hated having her ears dealt with like that but was really enjoying the rest of their lovemaking with her long-time crush Laura.
After Laura and Jessica had given each other another huge orgasm they fell asleep in each other’s arms. In the morning, having breakfast together, Jessica's ears were still tender which reminded her of what Laura had done to her before the lovemaking. She turned to Laura and said, “I loved everything we did last night, except the ear pulling and twisting."
As soon as she said it, she thought maybe she shouldn’t have done because if the price for having Laura as her girlfriend was to have her ear pulled and twisted then she was up for it, even as much as she hated it.
Laura could see that Jessica meant it but knew that she had fantasies herself which were that she was the domme in any relationship. She started to go out with Jessica because she was pretty sure that Jessica was really submissive which she thought was confirmed when she stopped resisting when she kept on pulling and twisting her ear. If that was the case, then Jessica was lying to everyone about being alpha and was really a submissive which was exactly the type of girlfriend she was after. So, she knew she wanted to get the truth out of Jessica because if she really was alpha then she would be ending the relationship and look for a real submissive.
So, pretty much ignoring what Jessica had asked, and maintaining her intent on being the domme in the relationship, she asked, “Well, if you had the choice between having your bare bottom spanked or your ear pulled, which would you choose?”
Jessica gasped at the question because as well as imagining making love to Laura, she had fantasised about being spanked by her. Back when at college that was when she first fingered herself to huge orgasms just imagining herself over a dominant girl's lap, and invariably Laura's bare thighs and being spanked by her. She never reconciled why those fantasies happened when at college because whilst certainly more reserved than Laura and her group, she was seen as alpha herself by her own group of friends.
Even now, although knowing she had submissive desires, she was worried that if Laura realised that, she might stop being her friend. So, wanting Laura to see her as an alpha, she didn't want to encourage Laura to spank her in case she thought of her as a submissive. On the other hand, as the question had been asked, she could give a truthful answer without actually saying she wanted to be spanked by her.
Thinking those thoughts but treading carefully. she replied, “Well, they are both punishments, and both will hurt, but I suppose if I had to make the choice, I’d much rather have my butt spanked than having my ear pulled."
Laura was fully intent on pressing Jessica into admitting she was submissive and said, “Yes, both hurt, of course, but plenty of girls get turned on by having their bottoms spanked. The pain as well as the submission and humiliation increase their erotic feelings. I bet if you thought about it, you would find pain and humiliation terrific foreplay to lovemaking. We could try it now if you wanted.”
The more Laura explained the things she herself had long-held fantasies about, Jessica started to have quivers flying around her vulva. Surely not she told herself. Everyone saw her as alpha even though she had these well-hidden fantasies. Also, if she agreed to be spanked would Laura be able to choose when because surely no alpha would hand over that control.
Then, thinking about her fantasies and knowing she really had submissive desires, if, on the other hand, she was just spanked when she wanted to be spanked, that might well turn her on. Thinking that she asked, "You do mean that I would get to choose when I was spanked?”
Laura could see the conversation going in the direction she wanted it to go, and replied, “I think you can certainly ask for a spanking any time. However, you would have to accept that I would have disciplinary control over you, and if I decided you needed a spanking then your knickers would have to come down and you would have to go across my lap and I would have to give you that spanking whether you wanted it or not.”
That wasn't the answer Jessica had expected. However, subconsciously she was starting to think as the submissive she really was rather than the alpha she portrayed herself as.
Laura saw that Jessica was thinking about what she was saying so decided the time was right to say sternly, “I think you know that you have submissive feelings, and actually submitting to me would answer a lot of your fantasies. We could have the most wonderful domme and sub relationship.”