The rain came down steadily; heavy sheets of it falling for the last few hours. It had turned the winding cottage roads into obstacle courses with pools of water and large branches and debris strewn across the gravel and asphalt.
Wise travelers would have avoided trying to push through such a torrent. Yet there would always be a few who had "no choice" but to go through.
Some make it just fine. Some have to face the consequences of their choice.
The blue cube van had been pushed back just barely across the road's mucky shoulder where it rested like a stuck ox. Only a few feet away was the water-filled sink hole in the road that had drowned the van's engine; its grill had branches and leaves sticking out of it, evidence of a challenge fought and lost to the aforementioned pool.
Inside the van, two people sat across from each other in the rear cargo area, staring at one another. Her name was Lena, a fourth-year university student trying to get home after aborting a trip to a cottage with a friend. His name was Marko, a young contractor also heading in the same direction coming from the same cottage. The van belonged to someone he considered a friend sometimes, but an obnoxious prick the rest of the time.
The two, for all intents and purposes, were strangers. Lena and Marko had met at the cottage just earlier that afternoon. Somehow they ended up in the van driving for about an hour-and-a-half before the storm had killed it. They'd been sitting in the conspicuous and purposefully decorated interior of the van's cargo area, a couple of battery operated lights illuminating the compartment, for about an hour, the smell of alcohol lightly pervasive in the air.
The silence between them had grown thick in the last few minutes. Marko held a tight-lipped smile on his sharp olive-skinned face. He focused his smoky hazel eyes on Lena sitting on the floor across from him.
She returned his gaze, but there was no smile on her lips; her long, smooth face was stoic; her small, tulip-shaped lips slightly pursed. Only her slender almond-brown eyes appeared to betray what she was thinking as they remained trained on the man seated across from her; the fine lines of her dark brows set heavily upon them. It was a wary expression.
Marko cocked his head slightly, raised an eyebrow and broke the silence. "So?" he asked.
Her lips seemed to tighten as she drew a deep breath. She offered no reply.
Marko took that as his signal. Slowly he rolled forward and started to move towards her. His eyes never left hers as he leaned forward and reached his hand out and touched the toes of her outstretched foot.
Lena's eyes shifted downward; she watched in furtive silence as he proceeded to run his hand from her toes, across the top of her foot and then slowly up her smooth-shaved shin. It stopped at her knee. She remained still without protest.
Marko's smile deepened. He slid his hand under her knee gently caressing the soft skin at the back of her leg. He thought he felt her tremble ever so slightly. Then he slid up and out along her outer thigh. He shifted on his knees moving closer to her as he did.
Lena felt and watched the man's rough hand as it rolled over her leg and then touched the tender flesh of her inner thigh. It moved with the deliberate ease of a breeze upwards towards her crotch. Her breathing intensified; the thumping of her heart overriding the patter of rain falling on top of the van. She stole a quick glance up at Marko, saw that his devilishly alluring eyes fixed upon her, before darting her gaze back to the hand, as it continued sliding upward.
He stopped at the bottom lip of her shorts. Still there was no response from her. Marko moved in closer now, his body, his face almost next to hers. His fingers slid underneath the leg of her shorts, pushing the material higher up her tanned, slender thigh. Her mouth slipped open now; he heard her breaths, watched her chest rise.
Lena shifted hesitantly in her seat but still said nothing.
His fingers touched the outline of the crotch of her panties, flicked at it, lifting it up but going no further. The material was so soft, so fine.
Now she looked at him, realized his face was an inch from hers. She gulped softly. Blood rushed to her cheeks.
"You can tell me to stop if you want." Marko's voice was like a tantalizing wine; just as intoxicating. "Go through or go back? Your choice."
Her brows angled down sharply.
How had she gotten herself into this position with this guy?
***
Eight hours prior to “Now” at a cottage on Raven's Lake...
Lena stepped out from the passenger side of the VW Beetle, holding her loaded school bag. The look of concern on her face was noticeable only to her apparently, as the driver --her friend Donna-- stood on the other side of the vehicle with a very pleased look of her own.
"Thank God! Fresh air!" Donna declared running her hands through her short bob of red hair. She stretched her arms out, soaking in the rustic atmosphere.
Lena was less enthused. "Why are there so many cars here?" she asked.
"Look at the trees! They're huge!" Donna went on, "The lake! Oh my God! The lake is so nice!"
"Why are there so many cars here?" Lena repeated. There were about ten cars crammed into the clearing beside the cottage.
"Well," Donna said, "I guess they belong to them."
Lena had already figured that all the people infesting the dock by the lake and the cottage's porch and hot tub had something to do with the cars. That wasn't what she was asking.
"I thought it would just be five or six people from school…and girls only," Lena remarked.
Donna wasn't listening. She was scampering like a bunny towards the cottage. She met and hugged a kinky-blonde woman who looked like she was a hippie throwback with flowers in her hair and cans of beer in both of her hands.
Arms crossed, Lena walked slowly towards them.
"Hey! Lena! You made it," the blonde said, "Welcome to Club Maureen!"
"Hey Maureen." Lena waved half-heartedly.
Maureen looked her over. "You've got to change your clothes, girl! It's so warm and perfect here!"
Donna had picked up Lena from a morning class so she still wore full-length slacks and a button down blouse. She intended to change at the cottage albeit what she brought was a bit more conservative than the bubble-gum pink bikini that the full-figured Maureen was stretching out.
"Um, Maureen," Lena said, "What are all these people doing here?"
Maureen grinned and shrugged. "I guess word got out!"
Word got out about what? This was supposed to be a quiet girls' weekend Lena had thought. Actually, she wasn't even supposed to be there. She didn't really know Maureen; she was Donna's friend. The only reason she came was at the request of Donna and she was already skeptical about how the weekend would turn out.
Donna had broken up with her boyfriend, Tobin, a week ago and was still a bit of a mess. She had called Thursday night all blubbering and begging Lena to come with her to Maureen's cottage this weekend. Lena went through her reasons for not coming. Donna countered and promised it'd just be a few people from school, all girls. Then Donna "please, please, pleased" her into submission. Inwardly, she should have known better. At best, this weekend would have been one long "Oprah" counseling session. During the three hour drive to the cottage, all Donna could do was bemoan her failures with Tobin.
But Lena liked the idea of relaxing by the lake. She had to admit, she had been stressed for months now with school and a part time job as a secretary. Her social life was shot. Once or twice, while she holed up in her small apartment studying over the weekend, the term “reclusive” had come to mind. So she decided that before she started looking for stray cats to bring home, she should do something about it. Going to a quiet cottage and relaxing for the weekend, while still sneaking in a few study sessions, was a good way to start to "do something about it".
So she was a little perturbed by "Club Maureen".
"Are all these people staying here?" Lena asked anxiously.
Maureen and Donna were downing their beers. The blonde swallowed and again shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe. Hey, it’s all good! The more the merrier! You want a drink?"
"Can we all fit?" Lena was incredulous. She looked at the cottage. It was big, but not that big.
Maureen was unfazed. "We have lots of room! People can share the bedrooms and we can spread out in the living room and game room..."
Lena surveyed the porch and the dock. Unconvinced she said, "There's like twenty people here...plus guys!"
Maureen was counting in her head, clicking off with her fingers. She smiled and said, "Actually twenty-five."
Lena was about to say something else but a loud engine roared as a big, battered, blue van pulled up to the cottage "car park" and blared its horn. The driver climbed out, a wild-eyed guy with brown spiked hair, and bellowed, "Woo! It's time to rumm-bull!"
Another guy, with a healthy olive complexion and short black wavy hair, came out of the passenger side looking much more subdued.
Make that twenty-seven people.
Maureen and Donna squealed and charged at the driver. "Kirk!" they shouted in unison.
Lena sighed, fuming on the inside, and glared silently at the bouncing trio by the van.
Marko stuffed the paperback book he had been reading into the back pocket of his jeans, then he grabbed his bag from the back of the van and slung it over his shoulder. He didn't bother to join in on the revelry with Maureen, Donna and Kirk but he winced each time one of them shouted or screamed like a lunatic. He walked around the cars and then dropped his bag on the ground and pulled out a cigarette. He lit it and took a long, much needed drag. Blowing out the smoke, he squinted. Twenty feet away, he noticed a young dark-haired woman just standing in the middle of the cottage grounds. He would have easily described her as attractive but she had a stern expression; her arms were crossed and she was dressed like a teacher.
At first he thought she was staring at him but quickly realized her hard gaze went past him and was planted on the threesome by the van. She looked pissed. He knew how she felt. Three hours in a van with Kirk had exhausted him and possibly wore out any interest in actually socializing this weekend. He picked up his bag.
Lena was going through the options in her head. Hitchhike back to the city? Maybe someone had a tent. She was so focused in her thoughts that she didn't notice the guy in the grey hoodie and blue jeans walking towards her until he dropped his bag next to her. She blinked and leaned to the side, looking down at the bag then at the man.
"Excuse me," he said to her.
Lena twitched a smile and shook her head. "It's alright," she said. She returned to gazing straight ahead.
Marko did the same, turning to face the cars, hands in the pockets of his hoodie. They stood there quietly for a minute watching the frantic conversation going on between Maureen, Donna and Kirk. "Freaks," Marko muttered.
Lena turned her head to look at him again. She squinted a bit as she watched him rock slowly on his feet.
Marko glanced over to her, his cigarette hanging out his mouth. After a moment, he pulled it out. "Oh sorry," he said apologizing for the cigarette.
She smiled again, a bit more warmly. She shook her head. "Free country," she said.
He nodded. He decided to hold out his hand. "Marko Alves."
Lena hesitantly regarded his hand, but finally accepted his handshake. As they shook, she noticed how large his hand was. It was also very rough but very warm and surprisingly gentle." Lena Han," she said and added, "Friend of the short freak with red hair."
He chuckled and smiled. "Han". Korean. Nice.
"I'm with the guy with a bottle of gin surgically stuck up his butt," Marko said.
Lena snickered. Then she inhaled and sighed, her body easing a bit. She also dropped her arms, holding them at her waist. Looking down at the ground and shaking her head, she wondered aloud, "What am I doing here?"
Marko paused for thought then pointed at Donna and said, "You came because of her, right?"
She looked at him, surprised. She remarked, "Are you a mind reader?"
He grinned and asked bluntly, "Lesbians? You and..."
Lena blinked and gasped. She was about to object but when she saw his big, coy grin she started to laugh. "No. Not lesbians. God no," she snapped playfully, calling his bluff. "No. I'm playing babysitter."
"Would have been more fun if you were lesbians," he joked, a matter-of-fact look on his face.
In spite of her situation, she laughed again. This was good. Going from despair to something resembling enjoyment was hopeful. This guy didn't seem like he was going to add to the hell bent party atmosphere pervading the secluded cottage. Maybe it would be infectious.
"Chicka! Chicka! Chicka! Bao-bao!" the loud one called Kirk yelled out as he strolled over, his arms draped around Donna and Maureen. "Hey, bro'! You picked out your playmate for the weekend already?"
Lena cringed. Marko's demeanor also darkened noticeably as he frowned at Kirk.
"Woo! You're going for Chinese take-out, eh?" Kirk added leering at Lena.
Marko could have snapped but he didn't. "Shut it already, Kirk," he said with a low grumble. He didn't shout but no one mistook him as being anything but serious. Both Kirk and the two girls shifted uneasily.
Marko glanced at Lena. He could tell her mood had dropped again.
Kirk held up his hands and grinned, pretending to back off. Donna and Maureen slipped out from underneath his arms.
Maureen waved to Donna and Lena. "Come on! Grab your bags. Lena? I can show where you can change in the cottage."
Kirk pulled at Marko's sweater and thumbed over to the docks where the coolers were. Marko dragged his feet following him. He glanced back at the girls who were walking towards their car. Lena trailed the other two. She looked back toward him and smiled gently.
He nodded and waved. As he walked towards the dock, he looked up through the trees. The clouds were slowly swallowing up the blue sky.
***
Lena sat on the bed dejected. She didn't ask if that was the room she'd be staying in but the fact that there were at least five other overnight bags already scattered on the floor led her to doubt that she'd have much personal space this weekend. She could hear the loud conversations and the laughter taking place all around the cottage. She sighed again and repeated the mantra "relax, relax" over and over.
Another one of her mental relaxation exercises was to try to recall the best moment of the day so far. Marko had made her laugh. That was something on a day like this. He had a nice smile and really cool hazel eyes, too. Never hurts to have the spirits lifted by a cute guy, though she would never pin her hopes for happiness on some "cute guy". Besides, she had little time or interest in that sort of thing, guys, right now.
So what to do? First things first, change her clothes into something more..."cottage". Lena stood up and opened her bag, pulling out some khaki hiking shorts and a small black, light cotton sweater. Then she started to unbutton her blouse.
On the deck that circled around the entire cottage, Kirk stood on the other side of the bedroom window peeking through a crack in the shutters. He took a sip of his beer and chuckled quietly to himself.
Marko came around the corner and stopped. He shook his head and called to him, "Yo Kirk, what the hell..."
Kirk immediately turned to him, a finger over his grinning lips. He waved him over.
Marko sighed and rolled his head then walked over.
Kirk moved from the window and leaned up against the wall resting his hand on Marko's shoulder. He snickered then said, "You can thank me later, man, but if you'd like a nice little preview of your Chinese Delight, take a look."
Marko frowned. Then all patience drained from him in an instant. He grabbed the smaller man's collar and yanked him close. He snarled, "How old are you? Act like a fucking grown up!"
"Hey! Hey! Hey!" Kirk said, his hands up, "Watch it!"
"First of all she's Korean," Marko said, "Second of all, you're a dick!" Then he spun around, dragging then shoving Kirk away from the window.
Kirk dropped his beer. He looked down at the can spilling forth its liquid happiness onto the deck. "Aw man. That's just sad," he moaned. He was more dejected about the loss of his beer than the obvious anger of his friend.
"Go stick your head in the lake or something, jack-ass," Marko pushed him away.
Kirk skulked away thinking of where to refresh his drinking hand.
Marko, standing in the middle of the deck, in front of the window, watched him disappear around the corner. Satisfied his idiot friend wasn't going to come back he eased off a bit. He turned his head and looked at the window. He could see the crack where Kirk had been peering through; he could see motion in the room. Turning his attention to the deck floor, he thought for a long moment.
Lena slipped on the sweater. She pulled her long hair out from under the collar then stretched it over her shoulders. As she brushed her hair, she thought she saw movement from behind the shutters of the window. She walked around the bed and drew the shutters open. There was nothing but a clear view of forest just a few feet from the deck Lena pursed her lips tightly then turned and exited the bedroom.
When he heard her close the door, Marko stepped away from the window side.
***
Five hours prior to “Now”...
Somehow, Lena's day had gone from bad to worse.
Within an hour after arriving, it had started to rain...hard. While two or three of the revelers thought it would be a good time to go for a swim everyone else was packed into the cottage. Their answer to staving off boredom: alcohol and pot. The air was filled with the heady aromas of liquor and burning grass. When everyone had been outside the cottage, at least the noise and shouting got swept up into the trees and out across the expanse of the lake.