Sometimes we all come across stories about incredible, creative, uber-smart people in the news or online. Maybe we even meet them: walk away with a picture or a signed piece of memory to take home, or a mere flap of a butterfly’s wings leaves a subtle imprint on the course of a steadily rising acting career by rubbing shoulders with them at a gala. This story is nothing like that and I’m here to tell the truth.
I was always an ordinary type of girl. Brown eyes, brown hair... there were enough of us running around to not feel special. Even my mother used to tell me, “you’re not pretty, you’re cute.” Although I was attractive, this was how she chose to protect me to teach me that I can’t rely on my looks to make my dreams come true. But it was still important - though it wasn’t looks alone that rocked my dreams the night I briefly met G.
His many endeavors were well known and even without a functioning high speed internet, I knew that he was simply one of a kind man. A dreamer, a performer, an artist, G was actually all of those textbook things when I first saw him across the room, but few people knew all that about him yet. Later on, he would go on to build an empire and become one of the most sought after actors alive.
But at this evening, he was still on the rise and to me - he had a draw that felt like a calling. The air in the room was thick with fall scents of soy candles: cinnamon bark and teakwood. My senses were alert and suddenly I was on the move, walking aimlessly but making my way through a busy crowd. As if guided by a tipsy puppeteer, I nearly plowed myself into G’s muscular tuxedoed back.
Thankfully, only his elbow took the impact of my clumsiness and a quarter of his gin tonic spilled onto the red carpet. A small turn of his head preceded a heartfelt apology, followed by joint senseless muttering as invisible neurons jumped from him to me and me to him. He doesn’t hear me over the electric static between us. I heard the same white noise in my head too, as time slowed and suddenly I realized there were other people around us. It was at that moment that I decided to set aside my inhibitions and cracked a joke about “coming in with a splash,” grinning wickedly.
He knew exactly what I was doing and his body slowly shifted closer toward me as if to say “you have my attention now all to yourself.” Wasn’t long before I grazed my braless erect nipples, which were visibly poking at my silky, low cut dress against his chest, as I leaned into his ear amidst the loud ballroom to ask about his recent media post. I subtly challenged him to show me his poker face and deliver an unrehearsed polished answer while looking me right in the eyes. A small smile danced on his lips because my question showed him I was at that gala to seek him out and followed his career avidly, though my intentions were not immediately clear to him.
He didn’t falter until the very end: just as he delivered the last print-quality statement - his eyes drank me in, lingering a split second longer exactly where I baited him to pause. And I could see he was transported to a different place mentally, that raw unedited want waking up in him. The words “let’s take a walk” rolled off my tongue faster than I could filter them and to my surprise, he grabbed my hand equally as fast and worked us thru the shoulder to shoulder crowd. “Stay close” he whispered… I was forgetting to fucking breathe. Was this real or a dream?
The VIPs at this gala had suites on the top floor and many body guards / drivers / assistants / handlers of sorts lined the hallway he took me down. We continued chatting business, acting, and comparing notes on industry trends as we moved in unison at a rapid pace thru the maze of hallways. I bitched about modeling and he about acting. This line of conversation was natural to us both, but the nonverbal communication was on a completely different subject. Every time our eyes met mid-step, something hit me deep at my core like a gong that pulsed vibrations to every inch of my body.
When we finally entered his suite and the door clicked behind us, I found myself gently pinned against the wall. He expertly undid his bow tie and chucked it to the floor to allow more air to flow into those healthy lungs. Our breathing was equally as fast and the muscular veined neck of this handsome specimen of a man was not lost on me.
Being in a compromising position with him was something I fantasized about many times, knowing full well it would never happen. And yet there I was with his hands running down the sides of my body, pulling at my knee length silky paper-thin evening gown, lifting my left knee to rest on his elbow, sliding my soaked thong to the side, and working his large thumbs over my breasts. I could have come undone at that alone, but he pressed his growing interest in fucking me right to my pussy and small moans uncontrollably escaped by lips. I couldn’t fucking believe I was about to get what I wanted. With HIM. Now. It was unreal.