She stood before him, her hands were shaking and she was having trouble controlling her breathing. She had never been in a situation such as this one before, but she chose it. She made this happen. It was what she wanted.
With trembling hands she took off her shirt. She felt exposed in a bra and skirt. She could feel him scanning her body. She unzipped her skirt and let it fall to the floor. She knew she wasn’t. ugly, that wasn’t the problem. The problem was that no man had ever looked at her before, especially while being so exposed. She had been bound by her faith to stay pure. When she met him everything changed.
He stood up in front of her. She was beautiful in her bra and panties. He smiled at the fact that he knew the sexy matching bra and panties were not part of her typical wardrobe. These were purchased especially for him, for this night. He wanted to just rip them off of her and take her right then and there, but he appreciated her more than that and he wasn’t going to let his hormones get in the way. He was going to take his time with her and show her how sexy he really thought she was.
He ran his hands all over her body with feather light touches. A shiver chased its way up her spine. He ran his hands up her sides and then around to her back until they are embracing. He leaned down and kissed her for the first time. She welcomed his kiss. She knew that she should feel guilty for what she was doing, but how can someone feel guilty for feeling this wonderful. That is what they had pretty much taught her at the convent. Pleasures of the flesh were a sin and you would go to hell for them. She devoted her life to her faith, but when she met him for the first time she knew she had chosen the wrong path for herself. She left the sisters behind, she left the convent behind, she left her crucifix and rosary because she wouldn’t be needing them anymore.
She pulled away from the kiss and bowed her head. It was not for prayer this time. She took her shaking hands and fumbled with the button on his jeans. She finally got the button undone and she pushed his pants to the floor where he stepped out of them. She could see his arousal through his underwear. She had never seen a man before. She had never seen a lot of things before. She knew nothing about what she was doing, she was only following her instinct. She knew that what she felt when she was with him was primal. It was nothing that prayer or Hail Mary’s was going to take away. She had tried it and her feelings, both emotional and physical, had only deepened. When she found herself touching herself for the first time in her 18 years of life, while thinking about him she knew it was time to follow her heart instead of the beliefs of a religion, that she didn’t even understand.
He pulled her back into him. She was so sexy and so unsure of herself. It made him want her even more. It should be considered a sin to take something this beautiful and wonderful and try to hide it away from the world in a dark stone building. Why would God plan such a thing for such a beautiful creature. Why give her this kind of beauty just to keep it hidden under the black robes of a habit. It is as blasphemous as putting the Mona Lisa in and art museum and keeping a black cloth draped over it.
He caressed her body and ran his fingers through her long mahogany hair. She was perfect in every way. She has the perfect hair, her body curves in all the perfect places, her eyes are the perfect color of green, almost like emeralds and right now those eyes were locked with his. He pulled her in for the second kiss of her life. He couldn’t imagine an angel’s kiss feeling any better or sending as many sensations through his body.
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He was no stranger to women. He had been around the block a time or two. He grew up in a rough neighborhood where girls threw themselves at any man that looked like he might make something of himself someday. He was not going to go to college and become a doctor, but he had graduated from high school and was due to start taking classes in auto body the coming fall. His plan in life had been nothing more than to fuck every girl that offered herself to him and to work until he had enough money to open his own body shop. He carried the appearance of a tough guy, but that was the only way to survive where he came from. You had to be hard or you would end up dead and he had planned on living that life until the day she walked into the local diner where he was hanging out with some of his buddies.
He was sitting in a booth with a few of his friends. He knew there was a convent just down the street, but he had never given any thought to it. He had wondered why they would put a convent in a such a rough neighborhood, but that was all he had ever thought of the place. It was something he never planned to be a part of, but when she walked in that diner, even in her wimble she was incredible. He couldn’t help himself. He got up and approached her. He was impressed with her bravery to walk around in this part of town alone. She didn’t wear the traditional habit that the elder nuns wore. She wore a skirt that was just past her knees, a white button up shirt, and a gray cardigan sweater over it. She had the wimble on her head, but you could see locks of her mahogany hair falling from it.
They had a short conversation and she had to leave. She told him how she had giving her life to her faith. He could see in her eyes that she was struggling to tell him this. He knew she was attracted to him too. He couldn’t get his mind off of her after that. He swore he would stop at nothing to have her. He held to his word.
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He pulled her over to the bed and sat down and pulled her on top of him. He could see how nervous she was and he felt somewhat guilty about that, but he loved her and he had to have her. He idly wondered how God would punish him for stealing one of his brides.
She was straddling him. She could feel his bulge between his legs. Her body shuddered. She couldn’t believe what she was doing. She knew that it was right, at least in her eyes it was. She couldn’t lie to herself and say that she wasn’t scared, but she somehow knew everything was going to be alright. It felt natural to be there with him.
She leaned in and kissed him. As the kiss deepened they both started thrusting against each other. For him it was a habit, it was just what you did when you had a sexy girl sitting on you. For her it was pure instinct and want. She could feel his cock rubbing against her womanhood through her panties. She felt sensations she had never felt before.
He leaned his head down and started kissing her neck. It only heightened her sensations. She didn’t know what was coming over her, but she pushed herself back and put her hand on his bulge and started rubbing it with pure need. He moaned loudly, but she didn’t stop. She knew it was moans of pleasure. She stood up in front of him. She wasn’t sure what to do next, but she let her instincts guide her. She took her hand and hooked her fingers under the band of his underwear. She tugged on them and he lifted his body enough for her to pull them all the way off of him.
She stared at his body and thought about the first time she had touched herself thinking about him. She had tried to imagine what he would look like naked. The only cock she had ever seen was in an anatomy book and she was somewhat surprised at the difference. He was beautiful. The first night he came to her was the first night in her entire life she had touched herself in a sexual manner.
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It was late one night when he crept into the convent. He didn’t know where she would be or if she would even want to see him, but he couldn’t give up until he knew. He walked down a long hallway. He knew he wasn’t suppose to be there and he knew what kind of trouble he would be in if he was discovered by the wrong person, but he didn’t care. He had to see her. He heard voices calling down the hall. He opened the first door he came to and slipped inside. It was dark in the room and he could barely see anything with only the moonlight coming through the opened window. Then a lamp came on. He jerked his head around and there she was. It had to be fate that he walked into her room. There were several other rooms and several other girls there, but it was her room that he entered.
Her eyes were sleepy. She had obviously been awakened by his intrusion, but she didn’t protest or even get angry. She only stared at him. She knew why he was there. She knew he had came for her. She also knew that she would struggle to resist him.
He walked over to her bed. “I didn’t mean to wake you. I don’t really know what I’m doing, but I just knew I had to see you.”
She smiled a shy smile. “I had hoped I would see you again,” her smile faded “but I knew it would be better if I didn’t. This is wrong, you can’t be here.”
“Tell me you don’t want me here and I’ll leave. Tell me you didn’t feel the same connection I felt at the diner and I will leave you alone and never come back.”
“I cannot lie to you, but I also cannot lie to myself. I have devoted myself to God. To destroy such a commitment is a sin.”
He shook his head. He heard more voices outside her room. “That isn’t good enough. Tell me you want me to leave and never come back and I will respect your wishes. I will never bother you again. I just need you to say it.”
“I can’t, but I can tell you that you must go. The Sisters will be in here to check on me in a few minutes. You cannot be caught here.” Her voice was pleading, but he wasn’t giving in to her pleas.
“Then meet me tomorrow. Just name the place and I’ll be there.”
She heard the voices outside getting louder. “You must go. I can’t meet you. I don’t have much freedom.”
He shook his head again. “I will not leave until you agree to meet me.”
Someone tapped on her door. “Just a minute, I’m not decent.” She called out, then she looked at him and whispered, “I’ll be at the church on 9 th street tomorrow between 11 and 4. You can come there if you wish to speak to me. Now you must go.”
He smiled at he climbed out her window and he blew her a kiss. The door came open just as he jumped. He had gone unnoticed. “Lights out dear. You have an early morning.”
“Yes, Sister Mary.” She turned off her lamp and waited for the door to close. When it was shut she got up and walked over to the window. Her heart hadn’t stopped pounding yet. She could see him climbing the fence to leave the convent. She got back and bed and smiled at the thought of him. She felt a tightening feeling between her legs. She put her hand on her mound to try to make the feeling go away, but it only made it stronger. She started thinking about him and she could feel a wetness flow out of her pussy. She started rubbing her self in no particular rhythm. Within a few minutes she had to make herself stop. She felt the building up of something and she was afraid of what that might be.
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She stared at his naked body and laughed at herself for the fear she had felt back then. She knew that what she had done to herself was nothing compared to what was getting ready to happen. She walked over to him and knelt down on her knees. Again this was not for prayer, it was to please the man she loved. She didn’t know exactly what to do, she didn’t know why she so badly wanted to taste his manhood, but she did. She wondered to herself if he would think she was crazy for putting his erection in her mouth, but she didn’t care. She needed to taste him, to lick him, to feel the warmth of his cock in her mouth.
She bowed her head and took his cock into her hand. She took her tongue and licked around the head. He moaned out to her “Oh baby that feels so good, but you don’t have to do that.”
“I don’t really know what I’m doing, but I know I want to do it.” With that she took his cock into her mouth and started moving her head up and down on him. She could feel the ridge of the head of his cock as it went deep into her throat.
“OH MY GOD, WHERE DID YOU LEARN TO DO THAT?” He panted.
She took her mouth off of him, afraid of what she had done. She wasn’t sure if his reaction was of pleasure or dislike. “What did I do? Did I hurt you? I’m so sorry, it just felt right.”
He put his hands on either side of her face. “Oh baby, you didn’t do anything wrong. It’s just most girls gag when they have a man that deep in their throat. I just couldn’t believe you could take that much of me. It felt wonderful.”
She smiled at him, happy that she had made him feel good. She put his cock back into her mouth and started going up and down on it with slow deliberate strokes. She took her tongue and swirled it around the head of his cock each time she came to it. She was moaning along with him now. She could feel that tightening sensation in her pussy again. She knew how to take care of it, but she didn’t want to do it to herself this time. She wanted him to do it for her. “I want you to touch me.” She breathed, as she came up to stand in front of him.
He wanted nothing more than her. He couldn’t believe that he was finally going to make her his own. He had waited for six long months to have her. He hadn’t even looked at another woman since the first time he saw her in the diner. Now he was going to get his reward for being patient. He could remember their secret meetings. She would always seem so afraid and careful. She would barely let him hug her goodbye. Now she is standing in front of him in only her bra and panties asking him to touch her.
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It was the day after he had snuck into the convent. He stood on 9 th street at exactly 11 o’clock. He knew she would be here soon. He stood across the street and waited. It was walking distance from the convent, he wondered if she would walk or come in a vehicle. He didn’t wonder long. She was walking down the street alone.
He sprinted across the street. He could see the nervousness on her face. He walked up to her and smiled. “I was starting to wonder if I had been stood up.”
She grabbed his arm and pulled him behind the church. “Do you realize what I’m doing here? I am here to have confession. I will be telling the Father everything. I have to, it’s my duty. I can’t do this. I have devoted myself.”
“I know the difference between a nun and a nun in training. You haven’t taken your vows yet. You still have time to change your mind.” He pulled her into him. “Tell me you feel nothing right now and I’ll except your choice, but remember you cannot lie.”
She hung her head in shame. He was right, she couldn’t lie. “I can’t say that I feel nothing, but I have to ask forgiveness for those feelings. I cannot do this.”
He smiled at her. “But you are here with me now. Does it really feel so wrong being in my arms?”
She pulled away from him and ran into the church. He knew he would see her again. He knew it wasn’t over.
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He took his hands and ran them up the length of her legs. When he got to her hips he felt her shiver under his touch. “Don’t worry. I’ll be gentle with you.” He wasn’t saying it in a teasing manner. He was sincere. He didn’t want to make her uncomfortable. He slowly took her panties and pulled them down. He pulled her closer to him. He was sitting on the bed and her pussy was just under his chin. He reached up and took her bra off of her. She had magnificent breast. Again he wondered how something so beautiful could be expected to stay covered all the time.
He gently took one of her breast into his mouth. She moaned loudly at the sensations it sent through her body. He pulled her onto his knees and she wrapped her legs around his body. He was leaning down to keep her breast in his mouth. She could feel his cock pressed up against her pussy and she involuntarily started rubbing her pussy against him.
He was thrusting in rhythm with her. Her clit was running up and down the length of his cock. He knew if she didn’t stop he would cum too soon, before they even got to consummate their relationship. He stood up, holding her against him and turned her around and lay her on the bed. He crawled between her legs and spread them open. She was wet and he could see from looking at her pussy that she had never been touched. He bowed his head down and ran his tongue up her slit. She gasped in surprise and pleasure.
“Oh, God how can this be a sin. Nothing that feel this good can be a sin.”
This only encouraged him. He pulled her tiny pussy lips apart and started licking her clit. He swirled his tongue all around her labia. She was thrusting her hips forward as he licked her. He took his tongue and concentrated on her opening. He could barely get the tip of his tongue in her un-penetrated pussy. She was pushing herself forward trying to get as much of his tongue into her as she could.
He took his ring finger and slowly slid it into her.