When I was in my late teens, he visited me in my sleep, often. The very first time was the night I turned sixteen years of age. I've always thought that he was my birthday present from the universe, celebrating my emergence into womanhood. I felt like I had known him all my life. I became familiar with all his physical attributes and his presence in the air every time he came to visit at night.
You should know I live in a place where it is almost always warm, but typically hot. Hot and humid or hot and dry. His presence would only raise the temperature, even more, making me moist over my whole body. My simple cotton sleeping tunic would become soaked even before he might arrive. Sometimes the scent of Madre de Noche Jasmine would drift into the room.
It would start with me feeling all hot inside and starting to get the needy urge to touch myself. He would just look at me and stay in the dark. I could feel my nipples getting hard. I would reach for my breasts with my left hand and softly caress them in a circular motion. My right hand would seek the wetness between my legs. I would touch the opening of my pussy lips with my long fingers, bring my nectar to my clit, and rub them around and around the erect nipples. Doing all this over and over till I would reach the peak I sought for release.
Sleep would come over me. I would awaken feeling refreshed and happy as the sun rose in the east where my window is facing. The Bougainvillea would display itself on the walls opposite my room. I would listen to the maya and the bulbul birds singing out to greet the morning, as I stretched with pleasure to greet the dawn.
Some other nights I would dream of him. I could feel his cock inside my pussy fucking me hard while he would bite my neck as he gripped my breast tight in his hand. The first time this occurred was shocking to me, and I woke up with my panties soaking wet and feeling like I couldn't walk properly, with my feet and legs together. But I so grew to look forward to his thrusting shaft inside me.
These occurrences happened almost every week throughout the two years until I reached my eighteenth birthday. By then I had a boyfriend who was teaching me the actual acts of fulfilling my carnal needs.
My spectral delight didn't come to me every week. The visits were according to his own reckonings of his own needs, perhaps. He might appear to me for days in a row and then time would pass slowly as I waited, expectantly, and finally, his form reappeared in my room. Weeks later, I would feel him once again, testing my body with his. Using me as I needed to be used. Giving me the physical pleasures I yearned for while he was away.
Always before I had slept as a young person sleeps, with abandon and joy. Knowing I would always awaken to new sights and sounds, new scents and feelings. Now it began, the nights when sleep was vainly sought, when he did not come.