Season Of Change
Tags: Trans, F/F, Romance, Sports
Megan had known for quite some time that Katie was hiding something about herself. But the fact that it was this...she felt herself flush. How do you hide something so important about who you are? Something that is bound to be found out sooner or later? She wondered how Katie had been able to do it for so long. Her whole life probably. She felt anger at society for imposing their rigid views on others and how people like Katie who weren't "normal" automatically were stigmatized. It wasn't like she herself understood what Katie had to live with, but she had empathy.
She had seen her last week, late after practice, her stuff still in the locker room. Everyone else had already left and she had stayed to talk with coach in the parking lot. She realized as coach was pulling away that she had left her toiletries and ran back in. She could hear the water running as she approached the showers and as she turned she saw Katie. Naked. From the front. They saw one another, both of them seemingly frozen to the spot they were standing in. Megan knew she was not mistaking what she saw. It was as clear as day between her legs. She blinked at her, her tongue feeling stuck in the back of her throat. "I uh..forgot my..uh.." Megan reached for her stuff still hanging in the nearest stall. Katie grabbed her towel, her face turning red, their eyes still on one another. Megan bumped into the wall behind her and then turned around, leaving, embarassed.
Again, she wondered how in the world had she hid something like this? Katie had never usually stayed to shower, leaving to go home normally. Megan found this quite normal as a lot of other girls did as well. Her uniform never showed...anything. And they never really hung out when they weren't playing so it wasn't as if she would have noticed. But she wondered how it was possible that she hadn't known. She thought her reaction to what she had seen was probably pretty good compared to how many of their teammates might have reacted. And Megan surprisingly hadn't felt repulsion, only shock. She wasn't quite sure why she felt the way she did. She had led a pretty sheltered life, didn't grow up around any transsexuals or transgendered people. It would be normal to be more taken aback, wouldn't it? A woman with a penis wasn't something you see everyday. Or someone living as a woman. She just wasn't sure. Maybe because it was Katie. Someone she had known for the past few years, someone that she loved as a friend and teammate. They had a really intense connection. practically being able to read each others minds. It was her job to support her and have her back. They trusted each other 100% when they played together, but she couldn't trust her enough to tell her this? All of the sudden, she felt like she didn't know her at all, and it bothered her more than she cared to think about.
The rest of the week, Katie had been visibly tense, as though waiting for the other shoe to drop. Megan thought she was insane to think she would even say anything to anyone. Why would she? It wasn't her business to tell. When she had finally realized Megan wasn't going to say anything, she saw the tension leave her slightly. She still had trouble looking her in the eyes, as did Megan. She had no idea what to say. She did however notice that her eyes would go to her crotch. She didn't mean to look, but she was still curious about how she hid it. Katie was...well, she was quite stunning as a female. A perfect body. 6'2" with the elite body of an athlete. Long arms and legs like a model, perfect ass, and proportionate breasts. She envied her stature, wished she had more of her qualities physically. Never once had she noticed anything different about her, and definitely no bulges, something if she were honest she tended to notice in males.
She scooped up the ball and threw it back to Katie who caught it with ease, turning around. Everyone started to leave and she could tell Katie still wanted to throw some more, but didn't want to ask. So Megan stayed, even though she was nervous. This was Katie for goodness sake, and yet she felt like she was looking at a stranger. They went through their paces, and when both of them were finally too tired, they stopped. Megan walked towards the dugout, taking off her mask. She wiped the sweat from her face and unzipped her bag. She was shoving her things in when Katie came down, throwing the rest of the balls in the bag on the cement floor. She sat down, putting her gear in her bag. Megan pulled her bag over her shoulder and started to walk past Katie, then stopped, turning. Katie looked up at her warily. "I just don't understand why I would have to find out that way Katie," Megan shook her head. Katie hung her head, her face crestfallen. "I..don't claim to understand the things you've gone through, but you have to be able to trust me at some point." Katie looked up at her, her eyes dark. "I trust you," Katie said quietly. "Then why have you been hiding this?" Katie shook her head, "Wouldn't you?" Megan felt her heart clench in her chest. She looked so unsure, lost. "I don't know," Megan said softly. They came to some uneasy truce standing there. "We're ok?" Katie asked, hesitant. Megan sighed and then nodded. "What I know doesn't change the way I feel about you Katie." Katie gave her a tentative smile and Megan shook her head, shoving Katie lightly in the shoulder before heading out of the dugout.
It had been weeks since the incident in the shower, both of them becoming more normal around one another. Their smiles started to come back, their eyes connecting for longer moments. Friday night rolled around and the whole team was headed to Jane's for a get-together. After a few hours, Megan had a nice buzz going. Jane's parties were always a blast. It was nice to let loose with the crew, have a few drinks and just be silly. She was social for awhile, going from room to room and finally she rounded to corner to see Katie sitting at the table with Shana, both of them laughing hard about something, cards in their hands. Without thinking, Megan sat down on Katie's lap. Megan had always been pretty touchy-feely with most of the girls on the team, slapping butts, kisses on the cheeks, occasional hand holding, light flirting, but right after she did it, she felt her head get cloudy. She was sitting on Katie's lap. She felt her face start to get hot and she took a large swallow of her beer.
She refused to look at Katie, instead, turning slightly to survey the rest of the people in the room. Katie put her hand around her so that she wouldn't slide off her lap. She felt solid and warm under her and she felt a shiver go down her spine. Katie continued talking to Shana who grumbled, slamming down her card. Both of them laughed, Katie studying her cards in her hand. Megan slowly relaxed into her. This was Katie. She could do this. She looked at her cards and then the ones on the table. "Ten," she whispered into Katie's ear. Katie's eyes met hers and she grinned, nodding. Dang, she was so cute. Oh Lord, where did that come from? Ok, she officially had too much to drink. She pushed off of Katie's lap and went to the kitchen, needing to clear her head.
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Katie watched Megan leave, shifting slightly in her chair. Fuck. She could feel herself swelling slightly. Megan had always had a slight effect on her, but lately, she hadn't been able to take her eyes off of her. She had hidden who she was for so long from her teammates and friends so when Megan had walked in on her that day, she felt as though her world was about to end. She thought for sure she would view her with disgust, but Megan hadn't looked at her that way. If anything, she was mad Katie had not been honest with her. She could respect that. And Megan had started to act normal around her again after they talked. And Katie's want for her went up another notch. Yeah, she wanted Megan bad. She didn't have a lot of experience, but she knew instinctively what Megan would feel like in her arms, clenching around her, their mouths meeting.
When Megan had sat on her lap, she almost wanted to push her off. That she had sat on it in the first place signified trust. She could never break that trust. It didn't mean she couldn't feel attraction, right? After the card game was over, Katie had another shot and then went upstairs. There was a line for the hallway bathroom but she knew that there was another bathroom in the the spare bedroom. She made her way down the hall and went inside the bedroom, shutting the door. As she was reaching the bathroom, Megan came out. Damn she was so beautiful. Megan smiled up at her, and Katie winked at her, their eyes on one another. Both of them were tipsy and as she started to go into the bathroom, she felt Megan lingering. "What?" Katie asked, looking at her. Megan shook her head, biting her lip but her eyes flickered down to her pants. Katie felt herself stir slightly. "Want to watch?" she teased, starting to undo her pants. Megan looked up at her surprised. They stared at one another for a moment and then Megan came in, closing the door behind her.
Katie felt her heart beat fast in her chest as Megan perched herself on the counter sink. She undid her pants and pulled them down slightly. She reached in and gently pulled her penis out. Megan bit her lip, her eyes taking her in. "You can't...look at me for God's sake," Katie let out a breath. Megan let out a laugh. "Why not?" "Because I can't go to the bathroom if I have an erection." Shit, why did she just say that out loud? Megan opened her mouth biting her tongue and then closed her eyes. Katie let out a small laugh and then started to go to the bathroom. Megan looked through her fingers and Katie grinned at her. Finally she finished and tucked herself back in securely. She buttoned her pants, watching Megan slide off the counter. "It's..beautiful you know." Katie felt her heart stop as she washed her hands. "Perfect...size," Megan let out and her face reddened slightly. "Yeah?" Katie asked softly, wiping her hands on the towel. Megan nodded. "And that's when it's soft," Katie teased. Megan blinked at her and then gave her a slow smile.
She stepped closer to her and she felt her breath catch in her throat. Megan wrapped her arms around her neck and Katie bent down slightly, putting her arms around her, lifting her slightly. Megan slowly slid down her body as she put her down and she looked down at her, feeling a strong urge to kiss her. Her eyes slid away from Megan's lips and then Megan's lips touched hers. Tentative at first, then more sure, their mouths opening against one another. She felt herself immediately get hard and she pulled Megan to her, lifting her onto the counter. Her legs wrapped around Katie as their hands roamed and she rubbed Megan lightly against her, her hand cupping her breasts lightly, feeling her nipple hard beneath her thumb. Megan moaned softly, then suddenly froze in her arms. Katie felt her withdrawing and she backed away slowly. Megan looked confused, her eyes dark. "It's ok," Katie said softly, putting her hands up. "I...I'm sorry," Megan whispered, getting off the counter and leaving the bathroom. Well, it wasn't the first time Katie had been rejected and it certainly wouldn't be the last. She really hoped she hadn't just fucked up their relationship. She couldn't afford to lose her to her stupid hormones.
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"No," Megan whispered, but it was too late, as she felt Katie slowly invade her body, her thick penis so large she though it might break her. Katie was over her, holding her arms and legs down as she thrust into her over and over, her vagina stretched wide to accomodate her. "Stop," Megan begged as Katie's mouth went to her nipple, licking it lightly. Megan shook her head not wanting to feel this pleasure. Katie held her arms with one hand and reached down, lightly rubbing her clit. Megan bucked, trying to fight Katie but she was too strong. She felt a gush of wetness flow through her around Katie's dick as she was fucked long and hard. The pain was no longer pain and Megan groaned as she slowly relaxed around Katie, taken over and over. Her whole body tingled in anticipation, every nerve singing for release. Katie let go of her arms but Megan didn't resist, her body molded to Katie's. Katie rolled over so that Megan was above her and Megan gasped as she fell the rest of the way onto her. She felt impaled, her clit now against her stomach. "Ride me," Katie said softly. Megan felt her hips start to move, her body slowly folding over Katie's, their breasts against one another. Katie held her hips, pulling her up and then slamming her down and Megan cried out, the pleasure almost too much. She started to speed up, her body becoming pliant, like liquid. Katie's hand went between her legs, pressing on her clit, her other hand going to her neck and their mouths met. Megan felt out of control her body spiraling downward. She felt oversensitive, needing release but not knowing how to get it. Katie pulled out of her and Megan moaned as she felt herself being turned over onto her knees. Her face went to the pillow as Katie entered her from behind. Megan groaned as she was taken, Katie's body over hers, pushing her down into the bed. Her pussy was on fire, her clit rubbing against the sheets. She felt her orgasm settle deep in her belly, waiting.
Megan woke up, her heart beating loud in her chest, her body sweaty from her dream. She gasped softly. She slowly sat up, gulping air. What the fuck was that? She felt her vagina throbbing and she pressed her legs together. She was still at Jane's. Why was she dreaming about Katie? But as she asked herself, she knew the answer, her stomach clenching lightly. She was attracted to her. And the fact that she had a penis, well, it turned her on immensely. She felt wetness between her legs and she closed her eyes, rubbing them. She felt need flow through her, remembering Katie's mouth on hers, pressing into her. Finally, she got up out of bed and walked to the other bedroom to go to the bathroom. Katie was laying on the other bed, no one else in the room. Her arm was thrown over her face, her long legs taking up the whole bed. Megan swallowed, looking at her. Her clit was aching. She knew what she wanted, knew what she was fighting. She hadn't mistaken Katie's desire, had she? She felt out of sorts, her body screaming at her for release.
She closed the door, it locking behind her. She took of her shirt, her breasts sensitive already and slipped off her pants. She wanted Katie, inside of her. She wanted to know what it was like to be with her. She climbed up on the bed and then straddled her. Katie stirred, her arm coming off her face and she looked up at her sleepily. She really was pretty damn sexy. Megan reached down pulling up the hem of Katie's shirt and Katie watched her, letting her remove it. Katie's eyes went down to her naked body and she saw her start to wake up, sleep leaving her eyes. She bent down and their mouths met. Megan felt the throbbing increase between her legs. She knew she was wet already from the dream, readying herself. She slowly undid Katie's pants and Katie didn't move, unsure. Megan pulled them down slightly and then her hand went inside the unbuttoned jeans. Katie swallowed, her eyes changing as Megan found her, already thick in her hand as it twitched lightly. She pulled out her full length and felt it slowly get hard in her hand. She needed her inside her, desperately. She slid down the bed, pulling her pants off the rest of the way. She came back up, her legs going to either side of Katie's legs and she took her in her hand again. She leaned over Katie, who was starting to breath more heavily.
"Megan," Katie whispered, her hands going to Megan's hips. Megan rubbed her lightly against her already wet folds and Katie sucked in her breath. "Do you want to be inside of me?" Megan whispered. "Yes," Katie swallowed. Megan bit her lip and then slowly impaled herself on Katie's perfect organ. Both of them groaned as Katie filled her slowly. She felt perfect as she slid in, oh so gently, until she was sheathed by her completely. "Fuck," Katie managed, her eyes growing heavy. Megan moved over her slowly, moaning. She felt so full, so fucking good, she almost couldn't see straight. Katie sat up slowly, holding Megan to her and her mouth trailed down her breasts, biting her nipples lightly. Megan arched, her hips moving with Katie's as they made love, the only light coming from the moon outside.
Katie's hand was firm on her lower back, moving up to tangle in her hair. Megan's whole body clenched in desire, her vagina tightening convulsively around Katie's penis. Katie leaned down over her, laying her on the bed and raised her leg over her shoulder, leaving the other one on the bed. Megan groaned at the new angle, Katie feeling smooth inside of her, her mound hitting her clit on every thrust. Megan cried out, her body searching. She opened her eyes, looking up at Katie who was looking down at her, her eyes hungry. She knew Katie wanted to pound into her, but was being gentle. "Take me," Megan whispered. Katie shook her head, refusing. She took her other leg, hooking onto her other shoulder as she felt herself spread wide open, helpless. Katie came over her and their mouths came together. Katie's hands slid into hers and they laced together as Katie rocked into her, making her take the slow climb. Soon she was moaning and twisting under her, her orgasm starting to overtake her. She felt Katie throbbing inside of her, felt her walls ripple and as Katie reached down to lightly rub her clit, they both came explosively, Katie's groan muffled in her neck, Megan's loud as she threw back her head, their bodies sliding together, Katie's larger one cradled in her. She realized instantly that Katie had actually come inside of her. They hadn't used protection. And she hadn't even thought about it, something very uncharacteristic of her. She felt Katie's come mingle with hers inside of her and the thought actually excited her. What in the world? She knew she was in serious trouble.
Katie was angry as she threw her duffel on the floor. She was pissed about the last month. She was playing like shit. She couldn't concentrate, and she was upset. Upset she let herself sleep with Megan, that she had let her seduce her. Her whole life centered around sports and her dream. Sleeping with her made her lose all concentration and focus. Her timing was off and her head hurt constantly. She had come inside of Megan, something she had never done with anyone before. It had felt so good, so right, that it hadn't even crossed her mind once that they weren't protected. She saw it in Megan's eyes the moment she realized it as well after they had both climaxed and were laying in each others arms. And neither of them had moved away or said anything. Being able to do that...she felt herself start to get a hard-on and she cursed. She wanted Megan above her, under her..she wanted her any which was she could have her. But she refused to acknowledge what had happened between them because then it would make it something they would have to deal with. Megan didn't approach the subject either, both of them circling the other, tentative.
She sighed, changing into baggy jeans and a tshirt and grabbed a beer. She turned on the tv, watching some sports highlights when she heard the door. She got up, pulling her pants up and opened it, her breath stopping. Megan stood in front of her, looking edible. A tank top and worn jeans. Hell, she could be wearing a potato sack and she would look good. Katie moved, letting her in, and closed the door behind her. Megan went to her couch and sat down. She noticed the dark circles under her eyes, her skin a little pale, her freckles standing out. "What is it?" Katie realized something was wrong the way she was fidgeting, her eyes full of turmoil. Megan cleared her throat and then she looked at her. "I..I'm pregnant." Katie just stared at her, uncomprehending. "I..." Katie swallowed, blinking, "You are?" Megan nodded, and she rubbed the heels of her palms into her eyes. She looked like she had been crying. "God," Katie whispered, biting her lip. She felt her world tilt slightly. "Are you...ok?" Megan shrugged but she could see she wasn't. Katie took Megan's face in her hands, her heart thundering in her ears. "Tell me what you want to do," Katie said softly. Megan's eyes met hers. "I don't know..." Megan managed, looking as if she was going to cry.
Katie wrapped her arms around her and Megan buried her face in her neck, trembling. Being pregnant changed everything for a student athlete. Both of them were on scholarships, both of them working hard to get where they were. But Megan was the one that had to carry the child not her. It didn't matter what she wanted. Megan's words mirrored her thoughts, "What do you want me to do?" Katie bit her lip, both of them pulling away to look at one another. "It doesn't matter what I want." Megan watched her, "It does." Katie felt her heart clench. Katie shook her head, "It's your body." "You were there too if I recall correctly," Megan said softly. Katie felt her groin tighten and she nodded. "I....." she hesitated. She had made a baby with someone. The thought was overwhelming. And sexy. Her seed was growing in Megan and the thought was...wonderful. "I would love to have a child with you," Katie said softly.
Megan blinked at her, her tongue coming out to lick her lower lip slightly. "Yeah?" Megan whispered, her eyes changing slowly. Megan must've thought Katie was going to say she wanted her to have an abortion. Hell no. "Yeah," Katie whispered. They looked at one another for a moment and then Megan gave her a beautiful smile. Katie lifted her up and pulled her over her. Their mouths met slowly and Katie felt herself immediately becoming erect. How could she pretend she didn't want her? That she could ignore this? She had always loved Megan. Her time of waiting was over. She trailed her mouth down Megan's neck, holding her close. She put her hand on Megan's stomach and she felt some emotion she couldn't name. "We're going to have a baby," Megan whispered and Katie smiled up at her, brushing the hair off her face. "Yes Ma'am." "If it's a boy were naming it Kamikazee," Katie grinned. Megan laughed, pushing at her, "Hell no." Katie laughed. "You know I love you babygirl, right?" Katie asked her, their eyes on one another. Megan nodded shyly, "How about you take me to bed and show me?" Katie sucked her lower lip into her mouth. "Your wish is my command," and she stood up, taking Megan with her.
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