The year was 1978, and I had just turned sixteen. I knew my life was going to change; it had to, as it was the start of my last year at school, and after that, college beckoned. What I did not know was those changes would start that very day, the very first day of the new school year.
The town where I grew up has three secondary schools, two well-financed and well-run, and the third one; well, let’s say it was where you ended up if you lived in the poorer part of town or couldn’t get into the other schools. I went to the third school.
By the time it came to my final year there, the school had a new name, a new headmaster, and plenty of new ideas, one of which was to stream the brightest students into two top classes. The reason was the school wanted some excellent exam results. It needed to compete with other schools to get some increased funding.
I am Alan, happier playing sports than doing academic studies. Yet, I suspect with more luck than judgment that l found myself in one of the two top classes; Upper-5-B to be exact. But streaming us was not the only school rule change; there were others, three of which directly affected me.
The first was no sport for the top two classes; we were there, “only at school to study.” That one pissed me off, as I loved playing football, and I had been the captain of the football team.
The second rule change, except for specialist subjects, all lessons would be held in your tutorial classroom, and the teacher would rotate; he or she would come to you. I shrugged on hearing that; I was not one for gossiping in the corridors or having a crafty cigarette in the boy’s toilet.
The last rule change was perhaps the most controversial among us pupils; each boy was going to be forced to sit next to a girl, an alien species too many of us boys!
We were told this disturbing news by the new headmaster, a strong ex-military man with a moustache that made him look like Winsor Davis. His forceful words, “We are only there to study, learn, and achieve excellent exam results.” Then he added, he was only there, to save the school.
There was no discussion; we were given no choice.
By the end of the first tutorial, our year teacher had paired the girls and boys up. It was a bit of a lottery, but I lucked out. I couldn’t help smiling when I got placed with Wendy, a beautiful tall blonde girl who was new to our school and therefore, none of us knew anything about her. She was hot and sexy, though they were not terms I used then. This was largely the age of innocence; with no sisters, my only exposure to the opposite sex had been limited to just two very brief fumblings.
I had never had a girlfriend, though with my teenage hormones flowing, I knew I liked girls, but they also scared me. I had even been told in the past, through the school year grapevine, that X or Y wanted to go out with me, but I was too shy to take it further. When it came to girls, I didn’t know what to do! I was more comfortable on the football field, playing a match against our toughest opposition.
Wendy was tall and athletic, with blue eyes and a wide, warm smile. A couple of my mates asked me if we could swap seats. Not a chance. As far as I was concerned, they had paired Wendy and me for the entire school year.
For me, it was a strange feeling sitting next to a girl, especially a beautiful one. She was a mystery, not only because she was a girl but also because she was new to the school. My form teacher gave me the extra responsibility of helping her fit in.
I know the first few words I said to Wendy were nothing but an embarrassing mumble. But I needn’t have worried; even though she didn’t have any brothers, Wendy was chatty and not that alien at all.
It turned out she had a younger twin sister, Caroline, born just seven and a half minutes after her. As they grew up, they remained close, helped by frequently moving home, schools and having to make new friends. Wendy told me, her past was like living life in a revolving door as her father moved from job to job as he climbed the corporate ladder.
Caroline was in the other top class, Upper-5-A. She was the victim of another school rule; siblings were not allowed to study in the same class. Wendy explained to me that though they were twins, I would be able to tell them apart.
I grinned.
The idea that there was another Wendy, another beautiful girl, fascinated me. My inner thoughts must have been written all over my face as Wendy nudged me before telling me, “You need to wait until the end of the day to meet her, but you are meant to be looking after me!”
It was the first of many times during that year that my class partner would put me in my place.
There was something else. This one I quickly worked out by myself. Wendy didn’t need my help. She was a natural social butterfly, and it didn’t take her long to develop a network of friends.
During that first school day, I found out Wendy’s home was located roughly halfway between where I lived and the school. I walked past her house twice a day. As she was still new to the local area, arrangements were made for us to meet at the school gate and walk home together. My friends were dropped for the day in favour of the twin sisters, Wendy and Caroline.
Despite being with her sister most of the day, the first time I saw Caroline, I was somewhat tongue-tied. At that time of my life, it was my way: clam up, stay quiet and listen. I didn’t want to be the tall, athletic guy who turned into a mumbling fool every time I met a new attractive girl.
You could tell Wendy and Caroline were twins. Their blonde wavy hair, facial looks, blue eyes, long legs, and body shape, were all similar but not identical.
There were differences; Wendy was a little shorter, and a little curvier than her sister. They were both extremely beautiful young women, but for me, to look at, it was Caroline who shaded it. She was truly beautiful.
That afternoon, as we left school for the first time in our final year, as requested by Wendy, I escorted both sisters home. The six-foot me, who knew nothing about girls, suddenly felt protective of the sisters, disregarding my friends to be with the two beautiful twins. I didn’t know then it was going to be the first day of many that I escorted both girls home.
As the weeks ticked by, I got to know Wendy and Caroline better, and the new knowledge gave me confidence. I began to understand the nuances between the two sisters. Yes, I studied them just like it was part of the school curriculum. I didn’t try to hide it; they both knew I kept checking them out and sometimes, I was rewarded as they flirted back with me.
Wendy often giggled and put on a little show. Caroline would warmly smile or even blush. Yes, I learned that the younger twin, when teased, blushed. It was something I found endearing.
With time, I realised the crucial difference between the twins was their personalities. Wendy was confident, outgoing and flirty: Caroline was quiet, even shy and yet, to me, more engaging.
The year drifted on, and my academic studies improved, as did my communication abilities with the two beautiful girls and, for that matter, girls in general. When I should have been playing school sports, I was now enhancing my romantic studies as I walked home with the twins. The sisters now thinking nothing of flirting or even holding hands with me; their reward, my boyish humour!
Occasionally we were joined by friends during our journey, and step by step, I grew in confidence. Much to my surprise, I suddenly became romantically linked to other girls in our year, but I wasn’t interested. I simply was not ready for a steady girlfriend.
How could I be?
I had no money, I was too young to drive a car, and my parents seemed only interested in how I did at school, not financially supporting my social life.
With the year’s progression, I noticed changes, especially with the girls in my year; they all seemed to of suddenly matured. They weren’t girls anymore; they seemed to of bloomed into young desirable women. As the end-of-year exams approached, some of the girls were met at the school gates by men too old to be at school, taking them home in their cars. It took me a while to understand and accept that we were all rapidly growing up.
As far as I knew, neither Wendy nor Caroline had boyfriends, but they mentioned to me they had started to go to the nightclubs in our town, of which there were two.
Maybe it was a hint that they wanted me to go with them. There was a growing attraction between us, but at that time, it passed me by.
I asked myself, how could I go to the nightclubs? You had to be eighteen, and guys always got carded; tall attractive girls like Wendy and Caroline didn’t.
But I began to realise I couldn’t leave it long if I wanted to ask Caroline out.
Of the two sisters, it was she who romantically interested me. Wendy seemed too mature for me. There may have been only seven and half minutes difference in their ages, but in the months after Christmas, Wendy seemed to of suddenly outgrown me.
My attraction for Caroline was not just her looks; it was her shyness, her quiet demeanour; the fact she reminded me of myself. It helped my confidence. Those sly glances she gave me as Wendy chatted away. I am sure we were both giving out signals to each other, but we were both too shy to act. It was our way.
Then there was Wendy… I certainly didn’t want to upset her by showing an obvious interest in her sister. I was thinking I would wait until after the final exams, and then ask Caroline out. Yes, I knew I was making excuses, putting a decision off.
The school year end arrived, final exams, and afterwards, we were all due to go our separate ways. The twins were going on to college, as for me, an apprenticeship, and a different more practical college. Our lives were taking different directions, and I still had not asked Caroline out. I dithered, and I reiterated to myself, after the exams.
However, there was a final twist to the school year and something that had never happened before or, for that matter, since. The school arranged an end-of-school disco to be held in the local village hall. But it came with one condition; you could only go as a couple, boy and girl. Same-sex couples were not allowed (remember this was 1979).
It was suggested that you go with your class partner. Wendy asked me straight away, and I said yes, without thinking. Then I realised that maybe I should have asked Caroline and that I had missed my chance. It didn’t matter, as it turned out that she was going with Trevor, her class partner, though I suspected that at least a part of her wanted to go with me.
The disco evening came in early June, just after the last exam and a month since our last revision classes, the last time I walked home with Wendy and Caroline. During that time, I had only spoken to Wendy once, on the phone, to confirm what time I was meeting her to take her to the village hall disco. With the arrangements made, I realised this now felt like a date, my first date with a girl.
The anguish of each final exam was slowly replaced with new, more intermediate thoughts…
What do I wear? How do I behave? Is this just a one-off?
Was I taking the wrong twin sister to the disco?
I only knew the answer to the last question.
That evening I wore my best denim bellbottom jeans, and a snazzy, somewhat seventies-looking, long-sleeve shirt. Its sleeves rolled halfway up my forearms, my watch showing. My school shoes were now replaced by black shiny winkle pickers, not the very long ones, but they were the fashion of the day. This was going to be my first-ever date, and I wanted to try and look my best. That is, if I could, impress both the twins.
As I walked to pick up Wendy, I wondered if she thought this was a date, too. I wasn’t sure. We hadn’t talked about anything like that right through the school year. However, a date with Wendy wasn’t my plan, as I hoped during the evening to catch Caroline on her own and ask her out.
The twins' house was large, in a good area of our town, and I had never been inside it. The walk up the front garden path was filled with anticipation and nervousness. The brass front door knocker was heavy. Its thud reverberated through me as it came down and signalled the start of the date, and my plan. Every school day, I had walked twice past this house, yet tonight, it felt so different, like another exam. The knowledge I had gained about girls all year from the two twins was going to be put to the test.
The practical knowledge I had of a girl’s body was only based on my hand and the size of their breasts. My measurement method, if they exactly fitted into the palm of my hand, the breasts were perfect, as nothing was wasted. But there were two other measurements, larger, more than a handful, or smaller, less than a handful; I simply didn’t appreciate that breasts came in defined sizes.
As for getting to see or feel a girl's pussy, not that we called them pussies then, we called them fannies, or vaginas, but never the C-word. Well, that was unlikely to happen. I was still largely innocent of the joys of what a girl’s body could offer, and yes, like most, I was still a virgin, and I assumed Wendy and Caroline were both virgins too.
After a brief hello to my date’s parents, Wendy and Caroline appeared. They were dressed similarly in knee-length skirts and blouses, a wide black belt around their middle; though the style and the colours of their clothes were different. Their hair was wild, and their makeup flawless. They were both going to be the two hottest girls at the disco.
I couldn’t help glancing at Caroline when Wendy was looking the other way. I sensed she knew I wanted to be with her. It was at that very moment her date, Trevor, arrived, our sly grins lost in his arrival.
Our walk to the village hall was full of laughs and giggles. Me holding Wendy’s hand, though my eyes kept dancing with Caroline's figure as she walked next to her date. In my pocket, a small hip flask full of my dad’s whisky. Trevor was similarly equipped; he had vodka, while the twins seemed to have already discovered some alcohol before they left home. That was in addition to the small bottle that I knew each of them was carrying in their handbags.
It wasn’t far to the village hall and when I say village hall, think more community centre. The front of the building was two stories, which consisted of offices, two bathrooms and a conference room. The lower floor, at the rear, was a single-story, high-ceiling hall with a kitchen to one side. It was where the disco was being held.
With Amii Stewart’s “Knock on Wood” booming out, we arrived and showed our tickets to the two teachers guarding the entrance. Inside, a disco deck was set up in the corner with a deejay manning it. A large disco ball hung from the ceiling, and two sets of coloured lights bounced their beams on it, forming patterns of coloured stars around the room. A set of strobe lights behind the deejay occasionally flashed in time with the music and, in doing so, briefly illuminated the room.
Our small group was one of the first to arrive. The hall was almost empty. The two girls seemed to peel away to the few other girls there who had congregated on the other side of the room.
Trevor and I found our solace in our hip flasks, though we had to be careful as we didn’t want them confiscated by the couple of teachers who were there on duty.
We were all sixteen, had left school, and it was legal for us to have sex, even get married with our parents’ consent, but not to drink alcohol. It felt strange, almost like living a half-life. We weren’t children anymore, but we weren’t yet classed as adults. But to me, things were starting to feel different, like seeing my geography teacher smoking or realising all the girls seemed to have older boyfriends. It felt like I was on the launch pad, the countdown already well on its way towards my adult life.
Outside, the sun was setting; inside, the girls danced around their handbags. While we boys huddled in the corners, talking, watching our partners, lurking but not yet brave enough to venture out and dance with a girl.
However, there was one exception: the Pogo Dance. As soon as The Undertones, “Teenage Kicks” was played, the girls quickly vacated the dance floor and were swiftly replaced by us lads pogoing away. Our smuggled alcohol was increasingly fuelling many of us, and jumping up and down, sometimes in time with the music, always seemed like a good thing to do.
As the evening turned to night, the teachers seemed to evaporate towards the local pub, and with the darkness and the smuggled alcohol, we started to mix; some of us, even merging with the girls and dancing around their handbags. I joined Wendy. Many thought we were already a couple. We weren’t, but we were good friends. Her company was always fun. I may not have known much about what she did outside school, but that night we danced together. It did feel like I was on my first date, unlike Trevor and Caroline. It was very clear that they were nothing more than class partners.
I looked for Caroline, her blonde hair, and warm smile, but she seemed to never be there on her own. The whisky had helped me find courage, alright Dutch courage, to ask her out. I knew tonight was the right time, even if I was on a date and dancing with her seven-and-a-half-minute older sister.