It was late summer and Katie, one of my oldest friends, was coming to stay with me. We had been at school together and had managed to remain good friends even though we had gone to different universities. She had just graduated and was thinking of moving to the city, so I offered her the spare bed while she looked for work and explored the city. Katie was a year younger than me, and had just turned twenty-one. She was quite short, with a slender figure, long blonde hair and bright, sparkling blue eyes.
She arrived on the morning of her first interview, already in her smart clothes. We barely had time to catch up before the interview was due to start, so I wished her luck and met up with her later, when it was all over. She had been very nervous, but it seemed to go well and she was now in much better spirits. It was a couple of days before her next interview and so we decided to head back to my flat to chill out and get ready for a night on the town. I was going to show her round and take her to one of my favourite bars in the old town.
Back at the flat, we finally had the chance for proper a catch up. She had broken up with her boyfriend since I had last seen her and she was obviously still quite upset about it. At one point, as she told me about what happened, I could see that she was close to tears and so I moved to sit next to her on the sofa, trying to comfort her.
“Hey,” I said as I rubbed her shoulders consolingly, “we don’t have to talk about this.”
“It’s okay,” she replied, fighting back tears, “I haven’t really had anyone to talk to.” She pulled my arm around her and rested her head on my shoulder as she continued to talk.
I can't remember how we got on to this, but at one point she admitted that she hadn't had sex for nearly three months. She even went on to confess that, since she had moved back in with her (large) family, she hadn't had much ‘time to herself’ either and she was feeling incredibly frustrated. I was slightly shocked that she had admitted this to me, but I could understand; I was going through a bit of a dry patch myself.
We ended up making plans for the evening, joking about how we were going to wingman for each other and help each other get laid, or that we were going to go to a strip club and other such crazy things. This was a dangerous subject area, I know, since she was clearly feeling vulnerable and emotional, but talking about it seemed to cheer her up and it seemed so harmless at the time.
Then, part way through the conversation, the laughter died down and she looked up into my eyes, her makeup smudged and tears still glistening on her cheeks. For a long moment I thought we were going to kiss. I had that hot, light-headed feeling you get as chemistry takes over and your face moves towards theirs... but it was not to be. She looked away suddenly, as if distracted by something and changed the subject.
I was surprised at how disappointed I was. I had never really thought about her like that. I thought she was cute, of course, but she had always been ‘my friend Katie’ and I had never looked at her in that way before... but I certainly was now!
"I'd better start getting ready," she said, sitting up. "Can I use your shower?"
"Urm, yeah." I replied, still slightly befuddled. "Sure. You know where the bathroom is” I added, gesturing towards the hallway. She nodded, stood up and left the room. “Oh, I left a towel for you on the spare bed," I added loudly as she left the room.
"Thanks," came the muffled reply from the hallway. A few moments later, she stuck her head back around the door, towel in hand. "I won't be long," she said, smiling. Her eyes met mine for only a second. It could have just been the light, but her pale cheeks seemed a little flushed. She scurried off, closing the door behind her.
And that should have been it. I could have chilled out, watched some TV and tried to calm down... or even sneaked off to my room for a cheeky wank.... But I didn't. I sat there for a long time, paralysed by a devious thought that had entered my mind.
You see, at that time the bathroom door wouldn’t lock. The bolt had been wrecked a few weeks earlier during an incident that had involved one of my drunken friends, the shower and a traffic cone (as most student adventures do). It’s a bit of a long story! What’s important is that the lock was broken. I had informed the landlord, who had been rather useless and hadn’t got round to fixing it yet, but since my flatmate was out most of the time and so I spent most of my time along in the flat, it hadn’t been much of an issue. Anyway, for some reason, I just couldn’t get the fact the unlocked door out of my mind. I was still in a light-headed, slightly delirious state, and haunted by the kiss that had not just happened, and I just couldn't resist the temptation.
I waited until I could hear the water running, then I tiptoed as silently as I could out of the living room and along the hall to the bathroom. As I reached the door, I heard the sound of bare feet padding across the lino floor, followed by a muffled thump as the shower door closed. I bit my lip; my heart was beating hard and my hands were shaking. My brain was telling me to stop, to walk away, but most of my blood wasn't in my brain and it was not in charge! As slowly as I could, I turned the handle and very gently pulled the door open.
Thanks to a convenient set of design choices by the building’s architect, I could see into the shower unit through the tiny crack in the door, but she was facing away from me, toward the window, and so had no idea that I was there.
And there she was, in all her naked splendour. The golden glow from the setting sun shone through the half-open blinds, filling the room with a complex pattern of light and glinting brilliantly from her pale, shimmering skin. She was standing with her back to me, her long blonde hair already soaking wet and clinging seductively to her neck and shoulders. I bit my lip to stop myself from groaning as my eyes took in the view.
As she stood there, running her hands through her hair, my eyes kept following the water as it traced its way across the contours of her body; down her slender back, across her small, round ass and down her long, beautifully smooth legs. Acting without input from my brain, my hand had moved downward, rubbing the throbbing mass in my tightening jeans, as I used my other arm to balance myself and hold the door open as wide as I dared.