Hello, how is your day going? My day is going fine, thank you. Who am I, you might ask? I'm probably a lot like you, for a start. I'm a dreamer, a lover, a fighter, and a writer. I'm a man of intense philosophy, politics, and interests. I love film, above all else, my family, friends, my lover, and my country. I am very religious, sensitive, and consider myself a caring man. Like you, however, I have a dark side and am capable of some very terrible things. There are three aspects that dictate my daily and long term life: Social Justice, Film, and my Family. And all of these aspects pour equally into my one life goal: filmmaking. I want to be a Film Director. I want to create change in our hostile, dying world. I want to be remembered for correcting the mistakes of the past and making a bright, secure future for our children. I ache for it. More than a man can ache for a woman. More than a baby ache's for it's mother. More than a flower ache's for sunlight. Film, Justice, and my Family has defined me and made me who I am today. During my life I've met people who have shaped my character and added to my inspiration, helping create stories that I one day hope to share with the likes of all of you.Also like you I have a past filled with incredible highs and depressing lows. I had the privilege of having a fantastic, wise family to help guide me through pitfalls and teach me about the world, and because of that I've been told that my opinions come on very strongly. Regardless of differences though, one of my absolute favourite past times is that of learning. I love to listen and read about new things, and learning how and why the world works.I love to chat about anything, really, although I am shy if we've never talked before. Go on, tell me about you're day. If I'm not writing a script, playing computer games, or being a complete nerd I'll respond. But no matter what I will listen, and if asked for anything, will give.That is Nathan. All that. And right now I'm just that. One day I hope that people will think more of me. Though for now, I'll be here, chatting, writing, and listening. Maybe I'll catch a movie, too.
http://upload.lushstories.com/846719782-dH8BV7Rv-hardcore-porn.jpg With socks on
A little while ago when I was giving my wife oral I had the idea to hum, hoping that maybe the vibration would give her a little extra stimulation. My wife said she loved it, but she's never been really out in the open about her sexual do's and don'ts. So girls, has a guy ever hummed while giving you oral, and did it really make that much of a difference?
One of the BIGGEST problems in my marriage and ultimately the cause of our sexual problems was porn. Like all healthy and sexual men, I knew my ex enjoyed watching porn. As a couple, we even watched it together many times during our courtship as well as during the first couple of years of our marriage. It was hot and exciting in the beginning but soon, it got ugly. He wanted it on every time we made love, then it shifted to him sneaking around and watching it on his own late at night, so much that he wouldn't come to bed until the wee hours in the morning almost EVERY night. Pretty soon, porn took over and became his lover, it was the third person in our marriage. He then began to have problems staying hard, then he had difficulties cumming unless he jerked himself off which took forever, and eventually, he couldn't even get hard with me at all! It was BRUTAL!!! Porn had become the enormous pink elephant in our relationship. After YEARS of dancing around the issue, I confronted him and confronted him I did HUNDREDS of times about our sex life and that porn was a much bigger problem then we both originally thought. I explained to him how it was making me feel, how it was hurting our relationship and although he denied everything in the beginning, eventually he conceded and admitted he couldn't stop but at the same time, didn't want to seek help for it either. As a woman, it was painfully disheartening especially when you can see your marriage falling apart all around you and there was very little I could do to save it. The experience seriously fucked with my self esteem so violently that I spent years and THOUSANDS of dollars on therapy to try and deal with all the shit porn caused in my life and ultimately ended my 20 years relationship and broke up my family - something that still brings tears to my eyes if I think about it too much.So YES, porn can have insidious effects on one's sex life - I'm the poster child for that disturbing PSA. Having said that, despite my negative experience with porn, I think it can be a great aid in relieving tension and finding a release either alone or with a partner. I also sincerely think it can add a bit of excitement and variety into a couple's sex life provided it's kept it in check. Anything good in life is about finding a healthy balance and porn is no different. Oh wow, that is heartbreaking. I am so sorry that all this happened to you. While I never thought about porn having this kind of effect on me it's very scary to think that I could have been on this path. I would never want to do this to my wife, and it makes me very glad that I was able to put my porn down as easily as I did. I hope you are doing okay now. You're absolutely right about finding a healthy balance. Sometimes it's hard, however, and it's easier--and safer--to drop it entirely.
So a few months ago I went through a very stressful period in my life where I was consistently away from my wife, and I developed the habit of masturbating while watching porn to help expel stress. I had watched porn on almost a weekly basis beforehand and never had any problems in bed, but when I was in my wife's company again I found it very difficult to get hard. After avoiding the elephant in the bedroom I decided to stop watching porn entirely, seeing that it was desensitizing me and probably leading me down the road to a small addiction (I was masturbating twice a day, every day). Since giving up the habit, my sex life is back to normal and I find myself more aroused than usual. So, fellow Lushies, what is your experience with porn? What's your opinion on it? Any negative or positive experiences?
A repeating nightmare that I have when I'm really stressed or emotional involves my house being haunted by a dark, grey entity. I can always distinguish when I'm having the nightmare because I can never turn on lights in the dream--no light switch works. On top of that the whole scenario has a "dark" feeling over it, like I'm watching everything through a thick screen door.
I would go with the films that most notably changed cinema. Not to be cliche, but:- The Godfather- Apocalypse Now- The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly- Citizen Kane- Seven SamuraiLess cliche choices, and some of my personal favourites:- The Social Network- Drive- Take Shelter- District 9- Saving Private Ryan
I love being creative. Creating worlds and characters and amazing adventures. Even though a lot of my ideas will never see the public eye, I love knowing that I have the power and the commitment to make something that I'm proud of come to life.
A Wake, by Macklemore
Nintendo's infamous character Mario is named after Mario Segale, Nintendo of America's warehouse landlord. Evidence: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mario#Concept_and_creation
Two words: Police brutality. You'd think after decades of news coverage, riots, and charges, the laws surrounding the liberalism that police walk with would change. As can be plainly seen, it hasn't.
It's Wednesday evening. I can hear the rain outside my window, padding gently against the glass. It's such a lovely sound. It draws my attention more and more until I find that I'm not reading the words in my book anymore, but imagining I'm outside. I can almost feel the cool summer droplets against my warm skin, running down my face, cooling the heated passion I've been feeling for the last...
Added 10 Jan 2014 | Category Incest
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A few years back in high school, there was this girl. Her name was Megan Retner, and--to be blunt--she was the polar opposite of me. I don’t mean to float my own boat, but I did my best to be respectful, determined, and educated throughout my High School career. Megan, on the other hand, did not. She was a rebel; she was ignorant, disrespectful, and didn't give a shit about school. At the...
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It all started at a New Years party a few years back. I was 23 years old and down on my luck. Over the past couple days my ex-girlfriend had taken whatever she could from me (near fucking Christmas I know!). We weren't married, so it's not like she could have taken the house or anything, but we might as well have. She took our pictures, some furniture, the television (how the fuck did she...
Added 02 Jan 2011 | Category Incest
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This story takes place in an alternate universe, medieval times, where elves are part of society. Also, if you're just looking for the sex part, then scroll down a ways. If not, then please enjoy what I have to offer.... There she is. I catch myself thinking of her again. Across the bar, serving ale to the men, is Leana. Her blonde hair falls down past her shoulders, glittering like only...
Added 15 Jul 2010 | Category Supernatural
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My sincerest apologies to those who have waited so long for this final instalment. My thanks go out to you for waiting for so long, and for not sending me hate-mail, lol. But without further ado, let's begin... "I want to sleep with you, is that okay, with mom and dad and all?" She asked. "What if they come and see is like this?" I asked, surprised that she was suggest something like...
Added 12 Feb 2010 | Category Incest
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"Oh, I'm sure you do, Nathan." She leaned down to my ear, her lips practically pressing against me. The next words that come out of her mouth will chill me for now and ever; and still to this day, do they haunt me. "I don't think that brothers and sisters should act that way, don't you agree.........?" I had to think fast. Reaching once again into my deep never-ending pit of excuses...
Added 20 Jan 2010 | Category Incest
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"Good." Jen kissed me quickly and ran across the hall to her room, fully naked. She opened her door quickly, as not to be seen by mom, but before she closed it, she bent over and slapped her ass. Smiling as my cock sprang up, she shut the door, and left me to my day, and among other things, the one and only question in my mind. God, how am I going to survive a week.....? ---------- ...
Added 02 Jan 2010 | Category Incest
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Please read Hidden From Society before this, or some things may appear confusing to you.... "You ready for round three, boy?" she asked, I smiled, squeezing her breasts even tighter, then nodded. "Only if you are sis, but you'd better be ready," My smile turned into a naughty smirk. "Cuz three is my lucky number........." My sister rolled over, pushing me on top of her, and held...
Added 26 Dec 2009 | Category Incest
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I knew that it was wrong, hell, ask a random bum off the street and he'll agree with you. Society was against it, the church was against it, my parents were against it, but not me. Hell no, not me. I stood there, hidden in my sister's closet, smelling her perfume and feeling her soft lingerie on my face and shoulders. Through the tiny crack in the wooden frame of her sliding closet door,...
Added 24 Dec 2009 | Category Incest
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