I'm plunging myself headfirst into all of my interests.
It's difficult for me to pin down exactly when it happened. I knew that I had a strong attraction to men from the moment I started looking at porn online. Men were just more interesting, but I never let that bleed through into my social life. I kind of kept that as my 'dirty little secret'. I had a crush on one of my high school teachers, and that unsettled me, even with the porn thing in my past. I felt that something was wrong, so I resolved to staunchly force down those desires.It wasn't exactly a good start. I came out of high school a virgin. I could get close to girls in a relationship, but I felt that I could only really have sex with men. I think that might be one of the most difficult things about identifying yourself as both butch and gay. The sex appeal and approachability factors were all the wrong way about. As a result, I couldn't let myself get close to anyone. It was only a few years ago that I finally let myself be seduced by a gay man. It was pretty embarassing now that I think about it, but it was honestly one of the most fulfilling experiences of my life.When I came out to my mum, she told me that she had been expecting me to do that since I was thirteen. She had even taken the precaution of sharing her suspicions with my brothers to minimize any fallback. She's pretty much the coolest. :)
I had a bisexual friend in Uni who developed a kind of 'system' for coming out of the closet to her partners. Basically, she felt that if you were trying to seduce someone of the opposite sex, admitting the truth openly in the very beginning might actually be an advantage. In more than one relationship, she had parters who thought that her attraction to women was pretty kinky. However, if she wanted to come out to someone of the same sex she thought she would have to be more careful. She might have to guage their feelings and wait for the right moment. She feels that gay men and women are open to being hurt in so many ways. There's always that fear that you were never a true partner, but in reality an "experiment". Like that one girl in the movies who's all about pussy untill graduation, then it's time to 'grow up' and be a 'big girl' with 'real relationships'.I called her on it once, because I felt that she was being dishonest. I think she kind of saved herself a little when she told me that she usually brings it up in a conversation about the Kinsey Scale. if she's saying these things to a guy she's trying to seduce, she tells you that she's a three. If she's saying these things to a woman she's trying to seduce she tells you that she's a five. That way she doesn't scare off the girls that she's interested in and she still has the moral safety net of relative honesty. She's still lying about the degree of her attraction to men, but it's a much smaller lie than saying that this side of herself doesn't exist. When she gets further into the relationship she might explain how the situation is. Her current girlfriend knows all about it, and they have such an awesome relationship.Of course, if she explains all of this to you outside of a relationship, she was probably never planning to have sex with you ever.... yaaaaay for me.
I should get one all over, apparently. Because I should never have to pick just one.Truer fucking words!
how the fuck?
If it has to be one, I'm going with Aragorn.Boromir can watch. That's not breaking the rules, is it?
The last time I had sex, I came inside him. But even then there was work to be done...It's not about the ending for me. At least, not my "ending". It's not over for me untill he/she cums.
Just about every guy I know loves gaming. The ones who don't are lying. This is truth.
Once, through a harmless shipping mistake, crippled the NSA. The British Government was defenseless when powerful alien velociraptors tore down the parlimentary buildings.
It doesnt make it more manly, it makes it gayer in my opinion Not necessarily a bad thing.Cute, though. Meels... honestly.
Just feel like I should say... If she's gay that means you aren't gonna get any! In my opinion, people waste a lot of time fantasizing about lesbians. Go join the bisexual line.
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