I have spent the last several years evolving. Gradually I have morphed away from a very traditional, conservative, and narrow-minded way of seeing and living life. I have become more inclusive and generous in my attitudes, which put a terrible strain on an already difficult relationship with my husband. Maturing as a person has led me to willingly accept something I always denied -- that I probably belong on at least the bi and probably the lesbian side of life's street. At last I feel comfortable in my own skin, but I am now living alone, exploring my identity, and a very new Emily is being born.

I enjoy these stories and fantasies, and they have helped me become willing to risk, to embrace my sensuality, to explore those parts of me I have always repressed. Indeed, Emily in her early forties finds all her values in flux. My husband and I have begun a trial separation, which is both exciting and frightening. I love the women here who have chatted with me, guided me, made me ask difficult questions -- thank you, ladies, please keep me in your thoughts.

Interests
I have always read a lot. I get a lot of pleasure from my clothes, and am increasingly colourful and sensual inthe way I dress. I love my university-aged daughters passionately. I am experimenting with nudity... and look forward to a more progressive way of life. I am working on being utterly honest, and as I walk away from the charade that was my life it is my goal to find a fresh, true reality.

Favorite Books
Until recently I have mostly read serious biography, religious, history, but now with the help of my Kindle I am finding places I once would avoided but now am fascinated by. I adore erotic romances, erotica, the taboo, cheating, unfaithfulness, cuckolding, lesbian love, etc. As my attitudes change I am letting my reading follow, and this is reinforcing my altered attitudes.

Favorite Authors
Emma Styles, John Keats, William Shakespeare, Dana Roquet

Favorite Movies
I watched Emmanuelle many years ago and deplored it. I found it again recently and watched it. Now this classic oldie made sense. I thoroughly understand what was happening to Emmanuelle

Favorite Music
soft, gentle, romantic