It changes.

I can no longer do anal and even have a hard time doing online rp with anal in it as a result of me being examined and treated for internal bleedings and coloncancer. Now anything to do with that entrance can no longer be sexual to me and it being mentioned in during sex will completely turn me off.

I also cannot do very large cocks as I'm quite tight and it hurts too much.

Fleur
xoxo

Today I turned 21, so I can't sit here an argue that I've had much of a life.
To be honest so far it's gone better than I expected, but worse than I hoped for.
I've survived things I shouldn't have and for that I'll always be grateful and especially to those people who saved my life. I'm a student. A pupil. A learner. And I have been since I was six. It's all I know. I'll go through college - as expected.

I was 7 years old. I was in my bed sleeping while it actually happened since it was nighttime here.

I woke up early and went down for breakfast and the telly was on. I thought that was curious because no one in our house watched telly in the morning since I used to watch cartoons before going to kindergarten.

Anyway, I asked my mom what was on the screen and she said that some buildings in New York had been flown into. I watched the ashes and the explotions and started crying. Mind you, at the time I was convinced that New York was the size of a minor town (Yes I was) and I was crying because my friend from school named Michelle had moved to New York. She used to send us all postcards from there.

My father had to explain to me that not all of New York was gone and Michelle was most likely completely fine. Then I ate breakfast. Then I went to school.

I may be in danger of offending someone, but that's not my intention. I am just being honest.

For many years this had absolutely no impact on my life. We did not cry for the victims. It happened to USA and to New York and as a child I did not care nor did I feel affected. My parents were concerned this would lead to war though.

The only impact this has had on my life came much later in the form of more annoying airtravel. Not until I was a teen did I understand what had happened that day. My personal opinion made then is irrelevant.

The only reason I remember anything about that day at all is an old photo in my drawer of Michelle.

Love Fleur

Not sure where to post this, so it went here!

Some of you already know me as a vintage fetichist! I really missed some stories in this genre, so I took to writing some myself which is good fun too! But still there may be some stories I've missed in my search!
If you have any stories like that, I'd like to take a look ;)

Love for the lushies<3

Fleur

Agressiveness
Most beards - I know a lot of women like that but I simply cannot deal with it most times (for some reason)
Speaking slang - I'm not attracted to what I don't understand, and don't call me ho or bitch! (But you can curse as much as you want at otherwise in bed)
Hip hop, R&B and rap - I really don't do well with this so don't ever put it on in the bedroom.
Male thongs
Baggy pants
Bad teeth - it's a kissing thing. I don't care if you need adult braces but it they're yellow and rotten we have a problem!

No... And further more it would be almost impossible bc live lightyears away from most lushies!

No... And further more it would be almost impossible bc live lightyears away from most lushies!

When it comes to porn I prefer audio and images but must of all novels. I do not watch videos (If I seldomly do i have them muted) the 'actors' ruin it for me every time by being so horrible. Yeah, I know a lot of people would say they just watch it for the sex not the plot, but for me a good plot is neccesary - indeed important.
I like period roleplay and the vidoes they make in that genre are nearly almost terrible. I simply cannot find it arousing watching some victorian roleplay including a girl with obvious extensions and an orange tan going: Yeh, Sir. I like would like to suck your cock like now.... Like like like like. WOO!

I am a sort of gamergirl, but not the steoreotypical one. I don't play 1st person games at all it doesn't attract me, though I've tried.
Either way, I play a lot of strategy games.. Like, the Anno series, the civilization series, Empire: total war ect.

I have a lot of friends who play WOW and COD and such, who give me a hard time about it :)

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