FLASH REPORT:I explain below what my Avatar name means but some people are to ignorant to read. I got an email from one of them. He tells me I should give up on young girls and just, "...stick it up your own ass...". Ignorance at this level should not be allowed to breed back into our society.The "Daddy" part has NOTHING to do with being a "Dom". I am not and never will be one. I'm am a Taoist and very much into not hurting anyone.Sorry!This is one of my favorite quotes. It expresses exactly how I feel about all women."To have her here in bed with me, breathing on me, her hair in my mouth — I count that something of a miracle."Henry MillerI really don't know what to write here. I've always been a very private person but I think it's time to change that, which is why I'm here. Something new and different. That's what keeps me young and beautiful. Right?I am a gentleman and I never lie. I pretty much just tell it all up front and let everyone make up there own minds. If you like what you read and you think you can trust me, contact me. ALL of this is based on trust. Of course the anonymity allowed here makes this possible and tends to soften the initial worries. I'm just an old dude still trying to figure out what life is all about. I've done everything I could afford or had time to do so I've got a lot of It down pretty good, but there are a few wrinkles I'm still working onI'm 74 now and my wife died the 9th of January 2015 and I was pretty crazy for months. I finally listened to my family and a close friend whose already been through losing her husband after 3 years together. I looked at my gun collection for a long time, but I finally decided leaving that mess for my kids would be absolutely wrong.I don't want a funeral and may decide to be buried at sea. I was in the US Navy for 6 years. I would REALLY like my ashes launched into the sun, but that's pretty expensive. Maybe one of my kids will win the lottery. I gave my youngest son 15,000 or so Science Fiction books from my collection, many signed and first edition stuff, so maybe he'll feel guilty enough to do that. Nah, spend it on their families and think of me while enjoying it, that's much better.I want a Wake when I die. I want all of my family, friends and enemy's to get as drunk as they want and tell raucous and bawdy lies about me all night, even if they are true. I want my friends and family to cry and laugh and just sit and think. I want my enemies to scream whatever they want to about me and know that I am sorry about whatever made them enemies. Maybe that'll help them change their minds about me. if anyone objects I'll come back and haunt their asses.I want them to celebrate that I was here and, for whatever reason, remember me. I hope it's all good thoughts though.I've wanted to write for years but got so busy with making a living for the family I just never forced myself to take the time. I'm an electrical engineer and I designed computers for 35 year or so. I "Was" an engineer, but I'm not sure I could get back into it now, they forced me to retire about 10 years ago, and I'm not sure I even want to. I did really enjoy it though and was a Digital Simulation expert and taught it for many years too.In fact that's where the tag handle "LASARDaddy" comes from. The software I used for simulation was, still is actually, named LASAR which stands for "Logic Automated Stimulus And Response". A fancy way of saying, "Put ones and zeros in and read ones and zeros out". By analysis you can determine which of the millions of logic elements are not working correctly and fix it. I basically used a large computer to pretend to be another computer so it could be fixed if it failed. I did this mostly for military computers in airplanes, helicopters, tanks, ships, etc But I did do several designs for commercial airplanes for Boeing and others. Used it to design telecom for several large suppliers of electronics to telephone companies. This is a marvelous design tool too because it told me where all of the bitchy little areas where the timing was off so that it wouldn't work. The military wants to be able to fix it so when the design worked and was fixable the design was complete and they had the tests to tell them what to fix.I hard a store in a little town about 70 miles North of San Francisco and dealt in mineral specimens, Grateful Dead memorabilia and jewelry. My big hobbies now are faceting gemstones (I'm quite good at it), reading erotica (I'm quite good at that too) and writing, but I'm not very good at hat yet. I am writing a couple stories now which I'll submit shortly and I really hope I'm good at that too. I'll write about our early years because for 36 years she pretty much screwed my brains out, 5 to 9 times a week. God, I miss that. A lot.I've always wanted to watch her with another woman and would have done anything to get her to do it. Of course I really wanted to join in too, but my main concern was her and I would have done exactly what they needed or wanted. An early boyfriend of hers tried to force her into swapping and when we first got together she told me, in VERY strong language, to forget even trying so I never pushed it. Once I figured what I had or, more accurately, what she was, I never wanted to lose her. That took about 2 weeks and I spent 44 years filling in all the details.I've always been very interested in strong women. Not dominate, just strong. My cutesy way of saying it is, "Every woman should be able to stand toe to toe with God in a screaming go to hell fight, and not back down." My wife was like that and we've tried to raise our children like that. We succeeded at that and also with our grand children. Most women in the world are raised to be subservient.I always looked at any interest a woman gave me as a "Gift". Any woman that ever had anything to do with me sexually I viewed like that. My wife gave me herself for 44 years and it's still the best gift I ever got. I'll write a few stories about that.I traveled all over the world doing design work and I was sorely tempted to cheat many times, but I never did. That is just wrong in my book. Commitment has a very rigid meaning for me. I've been sorely tempted quite a few time in the last 6 or 7 years too. I got hit on in my store all the time and there were several that I'd absolutely love to climb into bed with, but I'm not ready to do it yet. I've written one story about one of my favorite customers which I will post and I'll probably do others but I have to make sure they will never recognize themselves if they ever see it.Besides, they're my customers, repeat ones at that, and it's all about trust there too so that would be wrong unless they asked me. I'm 74 now so mostly I just live in my fantasies. I have an incredible female friend now and holding hands and kissing, just touching, is incredible.I let social pressure prevent me from dating a black girl when I was in high school and that has always made me feel disappointed in myself. Of course that was in 1968 in Wagoner, Oklahoma and they were all a bunch of redneck assholes, so I give myself a little break. I did have a Chinese girlfriend when I was in the navy and have always had a very healthy interest in Asian women too. Actually I don't really care about things like skin color and hair, it's what's inside the package that's important. Hypertrichosis might be hard to deal with though.I have 8 bones in my lower back, T11 to L6, fused so I don't stand up well and 3 in my neck, C3, C4 and C5. I've also had Prostate Cancer and they killed it with radiation, but they damaged a nerve too and I don't get full erections any more. That REALLY pisses me off. I'm already talking to my Urologist about the inflatable implants and will do that in the next year or 2 if I decide to try and recover my sex life. I am quite good with my hands and tongue , but I haven't had a lot of practice with it since I married. She never really liked receiving oral so I pretty much just ignored that too. She liked it "IN" and that was always great. I do like oral though and she loved giving it so that made up for a lot.I'm not bitching here either and I do not feel sorry for myself. I've had a wonderful life with a marvelous woman. I still adore her just like I did 44 years ago when we started being "Us" and she was still sexy as hell to me when she died. I still see her in my mind just like she was when I decided I was in love with her. I had one gay experience (a hand job for me) about 1965 and I didn't like it then and I still don't. Its not homophobia though because my oldest son is gay and I like being around him and most of his friends. There are a couple I don't like though because they grab at my butt.One of my daughters writes Steam Punk and has 5 books published already. If you read that genre she is Heather Blackwood on Amazon. I proof read for her and I love doing it. I don't think I'll ask her to proof my stories though. At least not yet.Thank you for reading this.
Have? Yes, one that just found me. She cares for me and is giving me a good reason to keep on pushing on myself.Had? Yes, several, some from many years ago and one that found me and kept me for 44 years of wonderful life. She died in January of 2015 and my life went away for a while.In reality I've only had 6 "Lovers", but each was a wonderful thing and each would get a medal. I never screwed around, not my style, so for 44 years I was "Out Of The Game" so to speak. I am not anything but grateful for every one accepting me and what I was.<img src="/forum/images/emoticons/love7.gif" alt="love7">
Did you even LOOK at ANY of the videos I posted here? And, as to Sanders, like I said, it's your right, but IF he were TRULY what you believe him to be... WOULD HE have meekly accepted a totally rigged convention? Do you even understand how our political system works? Of course I watched videos and I don't believe them any more than I do the latest piece of shit posted by Jon Voit defending The Drumpf and telling us how wonderful, understanding, non-racist and non-mysoginistic he is.You will NEVER be able to make a good choice based on one data point. The whole process is rigged and already decided and if you don't study it for a time you'll miss some very important points. I think they're getting careless though and letting more be seen that has been in the past. You've implied that in several of your posts.It's about listening to what was said and extracting the MEANING from it, not just the words. I firmly believe the majority of Americans never bother to think, it takes to much effort. Instead they let some religious butt wipe who just told them he "Knows The Mind Of God" and they quiver like jelly and give him money. Politics works the same way.Who do you think is so "Good", or whatever, they can survive the 1%ers telling them what to do? What makes you think those same people will ALLOW any radical change to the system? The last time I think they kind of lost was when we stopped the Vietnam war. I had the chance to be part of that. Then The Patriot Act came along and stopped our ability to do it again.I like Sanders ideas and comments about what it'll take to make America what I'd think of as Greater, were already Great. We're letting assholes like our republican senators and representatives push us into a society that hates differences. I like the differences, it's where the flavor and texture of life is. All being the same is a bland diet of crap.Just another opinion.<img src="/forum/images/emoticons/my2cents.gif" alt="My 2 cents"> <img src="/forum/images/emoticons/my2cents.gif" alt="My 2 cents"> in made it 4 cents because it's a strong opinion.
A gerund is a verb with ing at the end that acts as a noun.Example: Smoking is bad for you. In this example the verb "smoke" has ing at the end and acts as the subject of the clause and is therefore a noun. Running is good exercise. Sucking on tits makes me happy. Thank you! I have very vivid memories of being tied up and tortured to get me to diagram a sentence. Not true, but my English teachers would shake their heads and walk away at my efforts. Mostly I just memorize what it should be. One told me once she wasn't sure what would happen to me if I didn't understand English better.Now I'm trying to learn how to write stories people want to read. My first effort at a memoir my kids want was so bad I threw up. Since then I've learned a lot and I'm getting ready to try again. <img src="/forum/images/emoticons/eusa_wall.gif" alt="Brick wall">
First date went well. Or I thought, now 2 days later and no contact. What's the rule of thumb ? Should I move on ? Move on and don't look back. If he's not interested enough to send a thank you he's probably not for you. You have expressed a concern about "No Contact" and that tells me you'd like a thank you or some acknowledgement you exist and he had a good time.I'm an old fart though and was brought up in a different time. My mommy taught me that that's what a gentleman does.<img src="/forum/images/emoticons/my2cents.gif" alt="My 2 cents">
I do not believe in destiny, it implies I have no control over my life. Love at first sight? Yeah I do, it's what happened to me and gave me 44 years of beautiful life. Lots of problems, but nothing that couldn't be worked out.I don't believe in luck either because it implies that some can control their fate with wishes and wants. Pasquale said, "Chance favors only the prepared mind." I believe that so I've been preparing my mind for years. I've found many of those favors, but missed many too, I'm not sure what the odds are though. Pretty much I believe it's all a crap-shoot, just chance taking another swing at us.Being a Taost helps with that, it helps me "Think."<img src="/forum/images/emoticons/my2cents.gif" alt="My 2 cents">
It's your vote and your right. But, the fact is Burnie sold you and his other supporters out... for the price of his newest home and that airplane.... That may well be true, but he's the best of what's offered. I do not want a narcissistic megalomaniac that looks like an orange circus peanut with the mind of a petulant teenager running it. Clinton is a better choice, but only better, not a good one.I think the house and plane stories are just more shit spewed by the others in a smear campaign. Much like Obama created ISIS. What absolute crap. The level of ignorance depicted by the fact that so many believe that astounds me.It is a choice and I choose to look at history to decide. It tells all and more should study it.
Okay, this is an anology and as such is a quite solacious depiction of another thing.As a "Sandwich" I prefer the right one.As "Another Thing" I don't care. Each has its good points for different reasons. In either case it would be totally ignorant to turn down either when offered. If she's willing to have me, I'm willing to make her feel like the only woman in existence.
The one that always got me with the kids was, "No Duh!" To me that was the epitome of ignorance for some reason. At least I think that's an irregular verb form. I'm still not sure what a participle is and the term Gerund is so far out of my ken it's gibberish.My English teachers would stand and shake their heads at me watching me diagram a sentence. Now THAT is truly a non-logical thing because of all the conflicting rules.I never got it. <img src="/forum/images/emoticons/beat_deadhorse.gif" alt="beat_deadhorse">
A harvest pot-luck bar-b-que for 20 or so. My daughter is doing it and everyone brings stuff from their gardens. She's making ravioli made from slices of zucchini wrapped around Gouda cheese and covered with fresh tomato from our garden. Her husband has harvested a couple pullett roosters (We have a beautiful Rhode Island Red that rules the yard and we don't want fights so they get eaten) for the carnavores like him and I. My grand daughter is doing a big caprese salad. Others are bringing many new things too. I'm hoping some of our heritage purple tomatoes are ripe. It seems to take them longer than the red ones. We have a solar hot tub and 30 or so chickens for a back yard so it'll be an entire sting evening.
Bernie Sanders! Anyone else is a step back in social development. Of the 2 proposed it's a giant leap back with the likelihood of nuclear war if that narcissistic megalomaniac gets in. I don't think he stands a chance.I think it's all been decided by the aristocracy with the money and we'll never really know.
My breathing finally slowed to the point where I could talk again. I had been huffing, like a lion right after a kill, I was so wound up, my mouth wide open and working hard on getting enough air. I had just had an orgasm that was a mind-bender and it took me several minutes to slow down enough to say, "I think that was the best thing that's ever happened to me. I love you beyond words....
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Someday I hope everyone gets the chance I got, to live like they're dying! ********** I've been living that idea since two-thousand and four when I first heard Tim McGraw sing it and decided it was as profound a thought as any I had ever heard, and I had heard a lot in my sixty-two years then. I think about them. I research and study and try to understand. Sometimes I get there and...
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Coincidence is a marvel, it blows my mind at times. I've thought about and wondered at "Synchronicity" in our lives, Deja Vu fascinated me too. How something can happen then fall into the whirlpool that we know as life and you forgot it totally for many years, then suddenly it rears it's head and becomes the most significant thing in your life. That has happened to me several times but the...
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Two Years Ago ***** Lisa was sitting across from me eating Paige's steak while we talked. When she laid her fork down and took a sip of wine, I heard a soft sound, a thunk. When I felt her bare foot touch my right knee I knew it had been her shoe. She wiggled her toes and pushed her foot up, stroking my leg and making me very hard as she moved it under my kilt. I've worn nothing but a...
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The redhead's name is Margot Stein and her appointment was in twenty minutes, but right then I was kind of occupied with the doctor, Dr. Ruth Marris. She was in the stirrups with me naked on the roll-around stool and my mouth sucking on her clit as I worked two fingers in and out of her. I can tell the stool was designed by a male gynecologist. I had a slim vibrating dildo in her butt, too,...
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"Hi, how are you tonight?" It startled the hell out of me and I jumped, then I heard a female giggle. When I turned I saw that she was a repeat customer but I couldn't remember her name. I have a lot of repeat customers. She bought collectable minerals for her brother and I've met him, Dave, he's a nice guy. Why could I remember his? She's sexy as hell, not him. She's tall, five-ten...
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What the hell was that? My eyes snapped open and an intense white light was coming out of the bathroom. I threw my hands up and tried to block it, it was so bright it hurt. I thought it was coming from the bathroom, but it didn't look like what I had seen last night as I fell asleep. Where was the mirror? A large, gold framed mirror had been over the sink for eight years. My wife had picked...
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My name is Alicia. I'm a geologist and I'm here in Colorado to find a new pocket of Rhodochrosite. Also a Microcline called Amazonite, a beautiful green and white mineral, and gold, silver or anything else of commercial value. I head the Geology Masters program at Stanford, in California, but I keep my eyes open for everything, even on a personal expedition like this. One of my...
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I wrote a previous story about meeting someone from Lush. I got to thinking, 'What if it hadn't happened that way?' All of them stand alone but the shift in settings is fun. I did use some personalities that I know quite well. I hope you enjoy this and I plan to write about a few more ways. If you have some neat ideas send them to me, I am interested. I won't do violent ones and I'll give...
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It started with wanting some of the worlds best frogs legs. It ended with even better legs and me being a different, I like to think better, man. I still love her, way down inside where I keep it hidden, with respect, not from any kind of shame. I've never told this story before because I've always been a very private person but I think it's time. I'll let my kids read it one day so they can...
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