About Metilda

I live to write. I have a wide variety of interests and at some point they'll all surface in my stories.

I have removed a large number of stories from Lush in order to set up distribution of such works through publication channels for ebooks. Sorry Or not sorry. My active Erotica pen name is Lilith Lo.

If you are a Lust Gold member you will have access to my fuller pieces in The Vault.

Answers to Questions I'm often asked:
*Yes, my avatar is me
*I started writing because I became frustrated with a lack of erotica stories I wanted to read.
*I continue to write because I get a thrill out of penning my sexually charged thoughts on paper and sharing them with others.
*No, I'm not interested in real life relationships. (No webcam or cellphone)
*Nothing puts me off or disgusts me, some things just interest me more than others. I favor hardcore and fetish elements the most when I read.

Relationship Status:
Writing, reading erotica. Crafting jewelry, attending college and a whole bunch of other Jill of all Trades stuff.
Favorite Books:
Erotica: Addicted, Power Play, Restraint, Control (all by Stein), Otherwise Alone, Surviving Rain (Shay Savage). Non erotica: For the Love of Stones (Tobias Hill), The Art of War (by Machiavelli).
Favorite Authors:
Charlotte Stein, Tobias Hill, Machiavelli, Shay Savage
Favorite Music:
I listen to everything from Aerosmith to Enya and Puscifer to Rob Zombie. . .I'm not picky about genres - it just depends on what mood I'm in at the moment. I do passionately love Type O Negative, though. RIP Peter. Lately music from The Devil's Carnival has been in my changer.
Date Joined:
10 Mar 2013
Last Visit:
18 Apr 2015
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Latest Forum Posts
Topic: Proofreaders
Posted: 17 Apr 2015 19:10

Lush's standards are extremely high. Self publishing and all other free sex story sites don't have any barrier. Lush does. Be thankful that so many high quality authors are willing to offer their writings for free.

Also, Lush had a large international pool of authors for many of which English is not their first language.

Topic: Is there a too big?
Posted: 10 Apr 2015 07:54

Sometimes my husband's too big and I'm simply not in the mood to suffer for the thrills.

Sometimes. Rare that I turn him down due to comfort concerns but it's happened a few times.

Topic: The Devil's Undertones - The Novel - is on sale this week!
Posted: 09 Apr 2015 15:09

Cool title.

Thanks, Felix

Topic: Pubes and age
Posted: 06 Apr 2015 09:49

I'm in the 'please don't shave' boat. I do not get the appeal.

Topic: Is being a prostitute a fantasy for many women?
Posted: 06 Apr 2015 06:14

Gosh...is that snarkiness a taste from the original blend or is it just re-constituted bitchiness.

Naw...nothing original about it.

LOL - the idea is fun if the guys are attractive, clean, fun, wealthy, polite.

But I've see Johns - and they often are none of the above. Average High-Dollar Lady of the Night Appeal? High. Average Street Tramp Appeal? Not a drop.

Topic: The Devil's Undertones - The Novel - is on sale this week!
Posted: 30 Mar 2015 20:44


Feel free to check out my website - the gateway to my porn:


Topic: If you had enough money to quit your job, what would you do?
Posted: 29 Mar 2015 16:26

Write Erotica and Romance.

Gosh durn, I already do that. :D

Topic: Do you girls like face sitting?
Posted: 29 Mar 2015 08:54

Nope. Too self conscious. Can't stand it.

Topic: Is it a big deal being a guy's 1st?
Posted: 24 Mar 2015 05:00

Not to me. He'll have plenty. Odds are, I was a first a few times and didn't know it. Guys don't parade it like some girls do.

Topic: What is your specific reason(s) for not visiting the Chat Rooms ?
Posted: 20 Mar 2015 08:42

I like hanging out in the chatroom - I just don't have time to do it, much.

Though I do get worn tired of being shark bait - I tend to step away when I get too many hit-ups for a private chat.

Also, the way Lush chat works isn't 'chat' where everyone feels there's a conversation to have - it's more like communal Twittering with the directness toward individuals. Multiple convos happen at the same time. When there's a room set up for handle-free chat I usually jump in.

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Stories Published By Metilda
Viette - Chapter 6

So quick she feared she would slip and fall, Viette ran for the stairs. While traversing the hall she shuffled out of her soiled shoes, stripped out of her clothes. There was no wardrobe at her disposal. She had to scour room after room to find clean clothing to wear. All the while, her heart fluttered madly in her chest. “Lemmy!” Sweat poured from her brow. “Lemmy! Where are you!” And...

Added 17 Apr 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 235 | 3 Comments

Viette - Chapter 5

“Wake, you cow.” At first, Viette didn't know who it was shaking her, yelling at her. She struggled to focus her eyes on the face in the dark. Lemmy. Her manic hair catching the light gave her away even without the verbal assault. “What do you want?” “I need your help. Up.” Lemmy’s tone was unusually tense, her voice gritty, her fingers icy cold. Viette shuffled out of bed,...

Added 16 Apr 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 199 | 3 Comments

Viette - Chapter 4

Flurries of snow streaked past the grand window at the end of the North Hall. The coldness of the floor soaked through the soles of Viette's shoes and chilled her feet. She clutched her shawl tightly around her arms, turning her knuckles white. Everything had changed between her and the King. What started as concern turned to deep unease. In the days since the King departed, every sound,...

Added 15 Apr 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 166 | 2 Comments

Viette - Chapter 3

Green hills rolled to the edge of pale gray cliffs, and then it was a drop of more than two hundred feet to the ocean below. In the distance, a ribbon of narrow islands, mostly sand and rock, marked the Western most cusp of Whitmore. From here, in the seaside province of Nial, the Lords of Eastern Telnit and Western Whitmore gathered to discuss, more so debate, the exchange of grain for...

Added 14 Apr 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 200 | 3 Comments

Viette - Chapter 2

The moment hung in the air with an unpleasant thickness. Air rushed in and out of Viette’s lungs so quickly her throat stung and her mouth dried. “I’m sorry, m’Lord.” Clumsily, she backed away, eyes downcast, and made for the small, almost hidden door on the other side of the room that would allow her to enter the neighboring chamber and escape. “Stop.” He used an authoritative tone,...

Added 13 Apr 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 238 | 5 Comments

Viette - Chapter 1

All he had to do was ask her to consent and she would be his . . . and she hated herself for it. Passion, affection—she shouldn’t crave such things. But yet, on her hands and knees, fingers raw from vigorous scrubbing, her body ached to be touched. She was aware of every movement he made, every breath he took, his eyes on her as she worked. “Viette?” Her heart stuttered at the sound of...

Added 11 Apr 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 381 | 6 Comments

Recommended Read Charcoal Pinstripes

Chapter 1  The words on the screen began to bleed together, my eyes burned. Editing is my life but, damn, if it isn't one serious struggle sometimes. One saving grace for this particular science fiction end-of-the-world saga was that I rather enjoyed re-reading the sex scenes. I’m not an erotica editor, but the scenes crafted by this author's masterful fingers made my job a slight...

Added 24 Mar 2015 | Category Group Sex | Votes 21 | Avg Score 4.95 | Views 6,935 | 16 Comments

One, Five, Fifteen

Anxious jitters popped and sizzled inside me as I stood at my bedroom window—the only one with a decent view of our street—and waited for a candy apple Miata to pull around the corner. I would do it this time. I would . I told myself that countless times before but this time I was sure of it. It was November, after all, and time was running out. This time I had a plan. Better yet, I...

Added 09 Nov 2014 | Category Taboo | Votes 27 | Avg Score 4.96 | Views 13,003 | 16 Comments


Dark purple satin ribbons contrasted on pale skin. Artwork. Living, breathing artwork. Hair flowing and tumbling in waves down her arched back. Hands tethered at the wrists with that striking purple against cream. The curve of her spine flows smoothly as if drawn with a single brushstroke from the shape of her shoulders to the round of her backside and the inviting cleft in between. Sarah,...

Added 14 Oct 2014 | Category Flash Erotica | Votes 25 | Avg Score 5 | Views 2,589 | 20 Comments

Recommended Read Soft, Sweet Clarice

I was fixated on her in ways most unbecoming. I desired her in ways I should not have desired. She was not mine for the taking, but I coveted her all the same. Her soft smile was a lustful invitation on her lips. Dimpled cheeks, curled red hair. Her body, slight and soft in contrast to mine. With shy coyness she taunted me. With each movement she beckoned me. With each sweet, innocent...

Added 23 Jun 2014 | Category First Time | Votes 28 | Avg Score 4.92 | Views 8,629 | 21 Comments

eBooks Published By Metilda
Soft, Sweet Clarice
Soft, Sweet Clarice

A Priest struggling with the demands of celibacy confesses his sins in this literary erotica piece. "I was her soul’s keeper, a leader of the church. A man of virtue and honor, not lust and sin. A man of the cloth with a dark secret within . . . But yet, each Sunday she walked through...


Stripped of her nobility and taken as a war prize, Viette is determined to take control of her life at all costs even if it means dominating a King to do so. As a servant, however, she's in no such position . . . or is she? King Leonin of Whitmore has his sights set on Viette for things beyond...

Lucky Strike: Blackmailing the Brat
Lucky Strike: Blackmailing the Brat

The Man of the House has been up to no good. He's fixated on his little brat. Born with the gift of clairvoyance, Emily uncovers his seedy secret and is certain her plan to blackmail The Man of the House will work. But George isn't swayed by Emily's ploy. In fact, he has his own agenda to see...

Finder's Keepers
Finder's Keepers

Trapped in a closet and hunted for thrills - safety mere feet away and yet so far out of reach - some kinky games are not for the weak of heart. Finders Keepers, Losers Weeper. Dare to...

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It's the holiday to paint eggs!

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Thanks for adding me. Saw you like long haired guys ;-)

Posted: 30 Mar 2015 18:43
Here is my gift to you for being absent from your profile for so long:

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Posted: 14 Feb 2015 15:06
Happy Valentine's Day!

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Thanks Metilda for the add
Posted: 31 Jan 2015 22:58

Something for you
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Have a wonderful year 2015! xx

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