About Metilda

I live to write. I have a wide variety of interests and at some point they'll all surface in my stories.

I have removed a large number of stories from Lush in order to set up distribution of such works through publication channels for ebooks. Sorry Or not sorry. My active Erotica pen name is Lilith Lo.

If you are a Lust Gold member you will have access to my fuller pieces in The Vault.

Answers to Questions I'm often asked:
*Yes, my avatar is me
*I started writing because I became frustrated with a lack of erotica stories I wanted to read.
*I continue to write because I get a thrill out of penning my sexually charged thoughts on paper and sharing them with others.
*No, I'm not interested in real life relationships. (No webcam or cellphone)
*Nothing puts me off or disgusts me, some things just interest me more than others. I favor hardcore and fetish elements the most when I read.

Relationship Status:
Writing, reading erotica. Crafting jewelry, attending college and a whole bunch of other Jill of all Trades stuff.
Favorite Books:
Erotica: Addicted, Power Play, Restraint, Control (all by Stein), Otherwise Alone, Surviving Rain (Shay Savage). Non erotica: For the Love of Stones (Tobias Hill), The Art of War (by Machiavelli).
Favorite Authors:
Charlotte Stein, Tobias Hill, Machiavelli, Shay Savage
Favorite Music:
I listen to everything from Aerosmith to Enya and Puscifer to Rob Zombie. . .I'm not picky about genres - it just depends on what mood I'm in at the moment. I do passionately love Type O Negative, though. RIP Peter. Lately music from The Devil's Carnival has been in my changer.
Date Joined:
10 Mar 2013
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Latest Forum Posts
Topic: In your view what is a difference between a boy and a man?
Posted: 26 May 2015 15:43

In your view what is a difference between a boy and a man?


Appearances and all else don't matter. He could be 50 and still be a boy if he can't keep after himself, if he has to be nagged to do things like shower, and if he has no regard for the concept of safety and respect of others.

My brother in law comes to mind - in his 40's and behaves no differently than when he was a teen.

Topic: The Quality of Stories and Poems
Posted: 24 May 2015 20:16

As a scientist I have been wondering about how one might measure the quality of a story or poem.

Another suggestion could be that there should be two ways of scoring each story or poem:
1. Quality of the writing
2. Level of eroticism

I think I like this idea - offering 2 means of scoring, neither required.

Of course, around here scores tend to default to 4s and 5s. So the scale is really a matter of 4.89 vs 5 vs 4.58. So slight.

But I do like being able to separate '5 for sex' VS '5 for writing'. Not everyone cares about quality of writing - some do, and I'm one of them.

Topic: Sleep sexy
Posted: 24 May 2015 18:18

I'm iffy. Sometimes I truly don't want to get woken up. If he wakes mw up and im not in the mood ill be upfront and just tell him. Other times it's hot. But in my relationship I'm usually the one with the unsatisfied libido.

And I'd never dare wake my husband up for sex. If I'm horny and he's asleep I'll just get myself off.

Topic: vaginal orgasm
Posted: 23 May 2015 12:32

If I don't have one it's because my mind isn't in the right place for it - entirely not reliant on physical activities, but a blend of physical and mental.

Topic: Strangest Fetish You've Ever Encountered
Posted: 23 May 2015 05:48

Strangest fetish?

Piercings - like everywhere. One guys was purely addicted to piercings being played with during sex.

Well shit. I am very fascinated by hands. Something I do to pass the time in a public area is see how much I can figure out about a person by looking at their hands. I was able to conclude that one woman was probably married (obvious wedding ring), a smoker (tobacco stains between index and middle finger), and had two kids (mother's ring). I loooove massaging my boyfriend's hands. I think it relaxes me more than it relaxes him!

Anyways, I encountered an ABDL/diaper fetishist a few years ago. I know this isn't exactly uncommon, but it was not something I'd be able to handle in bed.

A mother's ring? That's interesting - and odd.

I wear two rings - two wedding rings. Both given by my husband, one was to replace the other when it was temporarily lost. Of all amazing places, I found it in the duct-work when I installed a new AC unit for the house. So now I have two! :)

Topic: Have you ever seen a porno movie from start to finish in one sitting?
Posted: 21 May 2015 05:30

Yes - doesn't mean I'm not playing, though ;)

The title of this thread so totally made me think of Snatch. "6 times . . . in one sitting."

Topic: Is something wrong with me ?
Posted: 21 May 2015 05:28

Actually - a therapist can make you feel normal as shit, or even like YOU'RE over-reacting to things.

People have sex fantasies.
People think they're fucked up because society tells them they're fucked up.
Society is fucked up (haven't you noticed?)

- That's my therapist's mantra.

Nothing new. :) But talking might help, still - by engaging you in a deeper discussion about things you're not honestly focusing on.

Topic: Is something wrong with me ?
Posted: 20 May 2015 17:30

I would be more concerned about the fact that you feel so negatively about your fantasies - that's more along the lines of self-harm, I think.

If you're troubled, seek therapy. But i would encourage to relax about it and let the stress of it go. Don't flagellate yourself over some sex fantasies, please. If you need an outlet consider writing - or at least bringing in a bit more spice into your sex life even if cuckolding just won't take place. In the future, if you feel comfortable enough, talk to her about it in a serious way.

Topic: Do You Consider Yourself To Be A Feminist?
Posted: 20 May 2015 02:13

It seems that being a feminist is becoming wildly popular and greater accepted, which is a beautiful thing, yet women are still being treated like lesser beings. And many passionate feminists are now being called 'feminazis'. Why do you think this is? And do you consider yourself to be a feminist?

The anti-male "I don't need a man" "I hate men" "men are pigs" women irritate the piss out of me. Some things these particular women do is outright insulting to a wife and mother of 3 boys.

The anti-female "I hate stay at home mothers" and "anti-nursing because that's not what breasts are for" and "why do you want kids?" women also irritate the piss out of me. They're the anti of women's equality / rights / choice. They're conceited at best.

But it's the behaviors and attitudes from these women that get to me, (over the top antic to get attention, casting blanket statements on large groups of people for no reason, having no basis for 'views' other than that they're in a bad mood), not that they call themselves feminists. They can be (not always) but can be just as annoying as a piggly chauvinist who treats me like crap because I'm a woman.

Further, women who claim to oppose 'feminism' when they clearly don't know what it is or why it came into being further irritate me.

I suppose I favor intelligent, polite women - eh?
Just like I favor intelligent, polite men.

Regardless of what they FEEL - it's how they ACT.

Topic: Ok, this is kinda unusal but if a female human has sex with a female alien, does that count as lesbi
Posted: 19 May 2015 15:11

I'm working on a 3 part series of Sci-Fi stories (Out of this world parts 1 & 2) and my human, Jennifer had sex with a male alien in the first story, and a female alien in the second... does that make her bi-sexual even though she had never had sex with a female human? I'm currently working on part 3 now...

I may make more after part 3 but as of right now, none are planned...

It better. I'm banking my sci-fi series on it being hot as hell, too.

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Stories Published By Metilda
Viette - Chapter 19 and 20

Chapter 19 “A drink?” Viette asked, her tone curt. Leonin had been pleased to see her when she entered his room, the mid-day meal in hand. He hoped it was a sign that the tension which had grown between the two of them was coming to an end. For a few moments it felt like old times, before things became cluttered with outside influences and obligations, before Viette learned of...

Added 27 May 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 91 | 4 Comments

Viette - Chapter 18

A trail of ants marched steadily to and from the corner of her small, dank room. It hadn’t been that long, had it? Weeks only. Yet webs had formed in the corners and a rotting apple core lay in a foul state, luring in all manner of living filth. Viette never imagined there would come a day when her own people would pass her over. It was unthinkable that they had done so and a part of her...

Added 26 May 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 117 | 3 Comments

Viette - Chapter 17

Going south over the mountains was like waking up from a strange dream. The journey to Grevan had brought with it the promise of excitement, of new things and amazing sights, but that now lay in tatters. Had it happened? Everything seemed so impossible now. The closer to Whitmore they came, the more raw and hollow on the inside Viette felt, like the ocean opened up and swallowed all the sea. ...

Added 19 May 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 236 | 3 Comments

Viette - Chapter 16

The noise of the festivities for the Piassa don Lemicht carried on outside, adding to the ache. All of it kept her head steadily pounding, pounding, pounding. While the King slept in the bed nearby, Viette paced the rug that stretched across the room, turning over the many things that kept her awake. Everything that had unfolded, it piled up in strange ways. She found herself listing it...

Added 18 May 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 137 | 3 Comments

Viette - Chapter 15

Viette’s heart ached for her family as she watched the ladies and their gentlemen pulse across the floor to the symphony's melody. Her memories were of far different dances, ones where the men did not dance with the women. Ones where the Gibants, the old mothers, danced together with flaming sticks. In Grevan there was a darker quality to it all. No one smiled for several of the dances and...

Added 16 May 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 181 | 3 Comments

Viette - Chapter 14

A servant from Grevan carried an armload of logs into the room. He was so small and slight it seemed cruel to assign him such a task. “Here, let me.” Viette offered, mindless of the finer threads she wore. “Oh, no m’Lady, you don’t need . . . to . . .” he stumbled over his words awkwardly as she took the logs from his hands. And though this boy wore green and white and was half the...

Added 15 May 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 169 | 3 Comments

Viette - Chapter 13

Viette had imagined the Keep in Grevan would be a structure similar, and yet more magnanimous, to that of Whitmore. When they arrived she was taken aback. It wasn't a lofty structure of bright gray and shining white, banners whipping from the towers. It was heavy, thick, bold, and dark. Stout but still lovely. The stone was auburn with a touch of glittering crystal that caught the sun....

Added 13 May 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 215 | 4 Comments

Viette - Chapter 12

The fire in the corner crackled and sparked, throwing a dancing light to the ceiling. Viette lay awake, a sharp pain running along her back from the position she was in. The King's arm around her middle, her hand trapped awkwardly underneath the pillow, neck angled too sharp. The physical discomfort wasn't what kept her awake, however. On the other side of the door were busy feet,...

Added 11 May 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 239 | 3 Comments

Recommended Read Charcoal Pinstripes

Chapter 1  The words on the screen began to bleed together, my eyes burned. Editing is my life but, damn, if it isn't one serious struggle sometimes. One saving grace for this particular science fiction end-of-the-world saga was that I rather enjoyed re-reading the sex scenes. I’m not an erotica editor, but the scenes crafted by this author's masterful fingers made my job a slight...

Added 24 Mar 2015 | Category Group Sex | Votes 22 | Avg Score 4.95 | Views 7,838 | 17 Comments

Between Midnight and Noon

Eight months. Seven days. Sixteen hours. It’s been so long since my wife last told me she loved me and then kissed me goodbye. How was I to know that one kiss would be the last kiss, the last caress? How many times would I think of her and seek her memory out in this way? “More coffee?” The waitress comes to stand in front of me, carafe in her hand. I consider that she...

Added 07 Jun 2014 | Category Straight Sex | Votes 16 | Avg Score 5 | Views 3,618 | 16 Comments

eBooks Published By Metilda
Soft, Sweet Clarice
Soft, Sweet Clarice

A Priest struggling with the demands of celibacy confesses his sins in this literary erotica piece. "I was her soul’s keeper, a leader of the church. A man of virtue and honor, not lust and sin. A man of the cloth with a dark secret within . . . But yet, each Sunday she walked through...


Stripped of her nobility and taken as a war prize, Viette is determined to take control of her life at all costs even if it means dominating a King to do so. As a servant, however, she's in no such position . . . or is she? King Leonin of Whitmore has his sights set on Viette for things beyond...

Lucky Strike: Blackmailing the Brat
Lucky Strike: Blackmailing the Brat

The Man of the House has been up to no good. He's fixated on his little brat. Born with the gift of clairvoyance, Emily uncovers his seedy secret and is certain her plan to blackmail The Man of the House will work. But George isn't swayed by Emily's ploy. In fact, he has his own agenda to see...

Finder's Keepers
Finder's Keepers

Trapped in a closet and hunted for thrills - safety mere feet away and yet so far out of reach - some kinky games are not for the weak of heart. Finders Keepers, Losers Weeper. Dare to...

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