About Metilda



I live to write. I have a wide variety of interests and at some point they'll all surface in my stories.

I have removed a large number of stories from Lush in order to set up distribution of such works through publication channels for ebooks. Sorry Or not sorry. My active Erotica pen name is Lilith Lo. I also write as Sirin Love (for Romance Erotica).

If you are a Lust Gold member you will have access to my fuller pieces in The Vault.

Answers to Questions I'm often asked:
*Yes, my avatar is me
*I started writing because I became frustrated with a lack of erotica stories I wanted to read.
*I continue to write because I get a thrill out of penning my sexually charged thoughts on paper and sharing them with others.
*No, I'm not interested in real life relationships. (No webcam or cellphone)
*Nothing puts me off or disgusts me, some things just interest me more than others. I favor hardcore and fetish elements the most when I read.

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17 Dec 2017 20:48
Writing, reading erotica. Crafting jewelry, attending college and a whole bunch of other Jill of all Trades stuff.
Favorite Books:
Erotica: Addicted, Power Play, Restraint, Control (all by Stein), Otherwise Alone, Surviving Rain (Shay Savage). Non erotica: For the Love of Stones (Tobias Hill), The Art of War (by Machiavelli).
Favorite Authors:
Charlotte Stein, Tobias Hill, Machiavelli, Shay Savage
Favorite Music:
I listen to everything from Aerosmith to Enya and Puscifer to Rob Zombie. . .I'm not picky about genres - it just depends on what mood I'm in at the moment. I do passionately love Type O Negative, though. RIP Peter. Lately music from The Devil's Carnival has been in my changer.


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Topic: Do MOST women respond to lavish spending, gifts, and materialism? If so, how is this affected by ot
Posted: 17 Dec 2017 16:43

It's clear that not all women respond to lavish spending, gifts, and materialism. It's also clear that some definitely do respond to that. What I'm asking is if MOST women respond to those things, as in a solid enough majority of women, enough to make it a basic strategy to have the types of sex, and sexual relationships that a guy desires.

Do most women respond to lavish spending (on them), plentiful gifts, money, and materialism? How is all of this affected by other factors, like having a big dick, being good-looking, having a great personality, having things in common, being able to give women a great time, and being really good in bed? Which of these things is the priority of most women? Which are your priority, in particular?

Well I can't speak for 'most' women, just myself.

I had an ex one time that did believe in 'spend big, get rewarded' and it really sort of demoted him to a creep by the end of the relationship. It was just strange. Obviously I'm not the type to respond to material things. It diminishes the meaning of gift-giving to just a casual past time (and thus a complete waste of money). But it also said how little he thought of me.

And ever since that weird relationship with him, I've really sort of disliked being given anything lavish. And I don't follow up the receipt of a gift with a fuck. Because that'll just diminishes the meaning of sex, to me.

Topic: reasons to defriend people
Posted: 17 Dec 2017 12:50

Crudeness, rudeness, stalking, lying, spiteful/vindictive behaviour are all instant deletes for me, blocks if they persist in contacting me.

Otherwise I truly only delete when I clean out, I don't collect friends if they don't talk to me ect I see no point keeping them so delete.

For me, the one main thing is if they're demanding my attention, time, and explanation. "Where'd you go" and "Why won't you talk to me" will get someone blocked or deleted faster than they can blink.

Other than a few genuine friends who actually hold a place in my heart, I don't 'owe' anyone my time and attention on this site.

Topic: Help! Mum has written a book.
Posted: 17 Dec 2017 12:13

Send her to a website called Scribophile.
Gift her a membership for Christmas (though anyone can join for free).

It's an online (private) community built around critiquing pieces of writing - a lot of authors have built a career by using it as a foundation for stronger storycrafting.

Kindly explain that this is above your pay grade and you feel that she would benefit much more from a group of writers who endeavor to help other writers improve communally.


Forever ago I used to feel pressured to 'help family' whenever they asked, including my husband. He couldn't do something so he'd bring me into the project. And I found it nearly impossible, due to internal pressure to please them, to say no. Until I realized they were actually taking advantage of me. The more I did, the less they did, until I was actually doing everything on my own. The last time I 'helped' my husband he stood up in the middle of a work hour and walked out the door to go to the store and buy something. He came back to a project that went on to never be finished because that was the last straw for me.

Topic: Sticking out tongue in a photo
Posted: 11 Dec 2017 19:20

<img src="/forum/images/emoticons/laughing9.gif" alt="laughing8"> Every time I see this thread title I think of Miley Cirus going around with her tongue hanging out like a panting dog. "I don't know what else to do." . . . well not being a weirdo is a start. Just a suggestion.

So - it's silly. I'd honestly be surprised if someone found it sexy.

Topic: Putting Black Men in the Narrative.
Posted: 09 Dec 2017 23:57

To be honest - a lot of the major publishers overlook black culture. Random House and all else - their audience isn't majority black and their guideline and expectations hail from American and white European arenas. Those books are aimed at 'getting white people to understand black people' type concepts and efforts, though.

There are smaller presses that are dedicated to giving black authors a voice. Check out their variety to find out some good authors.

The AALBC is a good resource: https://aalbc.com/writers/publishers.htm

Topic: How many of you ladies wear Lola Luna ?
Posted: 09 Dec 2017 18:45

<img src="/forum/images/emoticons/dontknow.gif" alt="dontknow"> Are you "saying" you wear them "grannie panties" instead ?? <img src="/forum/images/emoticons/dontknow.gif" alt="dontknow">

LL is super frilly stuff - laces, gemstones, mesh, embroidered flowers and whatever else . . . lots of pretty little decoration things.

Topic: What’s your vagina’s name?
Posted: 08 Dec 2017 22:15

LOL - Pretty

I don't need a second name. There can be only one Metilda.

Topic: Is there anyone who thinks this tax reform is actually a good idea?
Posted: 08 Dec 2017 22:13

To be honest - I think it's dangerous to rely on taxation from such a small fraction of a society. It's like putting all your eggs in one basket. Clearly - every time the basket is shaken up that impacts more people than if we just figured out how not to put all the eggs in the basket to begin with.

At the least people should prefer the taxation methods that cannot be dodged by claiming deductions (which is what most big corps and earners do - it's quite easy to take that '35% on the books' tax percentage and walk it down to 15%. But of course- if that was on the books at %30 or %25, then when they walk it down it would be even lower than 15%.

Opportunity Cost.

It's a tradeoff.

Topic: Bed size and relationships. My thoughts, what are yours.
Posted: 08 Dec 2017 20:24

I've never had anything other than a queen.

And sometimes I sleep on the couch when my husband's snoring is way too loud - or he's having spasms in his sleep - or his arm is like a bar across my side of the bed (usually happens when I'm up late working/studying and he goes to bed). Or, if he falls asleep on his recliner, I don't feel inclined these days to wake him up and urge him into the bed. I just go to bed and sleep peacefully.

But the main cause for a lot of this is his health (declining) and my inability to tune out his many issues in order to sleep.

If we had room for a King that would be awesome because we could actually sleep together more comfortably.

Topic: NBC's Matt Lauer fired over accusations of sexual assault/rape.
Posted: 08 Dec 2017 19:47


I wonder if he could face charges for the case where he remote-control shut the door with the woman inside, and then proceeded to bend her over his desk and have sex with her, until (as she claimed) she passed out, and he ordered his assistant to take her to a nurse. Seeing as many of the accusations are pretty recent, what are your thoughts about all of this?

My thoughts in general . . . I think accusations alone mean little. I prefer evidence. Proof. Legal decisions. I don't automatically lean in the direction of 'what she said' purely because 'she's a female claiming to have been assaulted in some fashion'.

So many adults lie to get what they want and I'm just too cautious to go off and support firing people because a woman put forward an accusation . It's far too easy for a woman to lie, present false 'information' and the accused be destroyed for a lifetime.

People seem to feel my cautious and initial 'not sure I believe you - prove it' sentiments are trashy or me being a bitch - I couldn't care less. The Rolling Stone 'A Rape on Campus' article led to the final award of 1.65 million to the slandered and defamed fraternity house at UV. This 'belief without proof' mentality is the cause of that tragedy - all because one woman lied and no one dared question her.

I understand the pro-victim mentality, of course. But that's not the only factor going on these days and it seems that at times everyone has lost their freaking mind and can no longer thing logically.

When it comes to businesses - I'd prefer, if anything, that they be 'suspended depending the legal results of a trial' rather than deciding to throw someone's life in the trash as a knee-jerk reaction.

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Stories Published By Metilda All Stories »

Seducing Sarah

The trip had been on the calendar for months. Each time Vivian looked at that bright red circle, her pussy would ache for the day to arrive when Sarah would go away for the weekend to the National Tech Competition. Vivian had paid good money, not just for the trip, but to cover the cost for her best friend, George, to be the chaperone that took Sarah in, cared for her, and showed her...

Added 28 Jun 2017 | Category Taboo | Votes 20 | Avg Score 5 | Views 16,418 | 13 Comments


I've been ready for this. Ready and waiting anxiously allday. Since my lunch break when He said, “You up for it, tonight?” Planted smoothly after some drab political joke and comment on the weather. The warmth of His voice emanating that casual coolness. That laid back tone and easy going demeanor. A crisp, deep vocal hue that could put a rabid dog to sleep. Lulling and calm. Deceptive. ...

Added 11 Mar 2013 | Category Anal | Votes 21 | Avg Score 5 | Views 14,952 | 16 Comments

Two Girls, One Bottle

Chapter 1 - A Movie Sipping a glass of white wine, Hailey skated across the kitchen floor. Wearing her favorite pair of knee-high socks, ones with black and white stripes, she made it to the other side of the room quickly. In the bathroom, she checked her hair in the mirror and picked at the frills of her blue cotton teddy. She was nervous without really knowing why. Brittany had...

Added 25 Jul 2015 | Category Hardcore | Votes 22 | Avg Score 4.95 | Views 17,151 | 14 Comments

Recommended Read Charcoal Pinstripes

Chapter 1  The words on the screen began to bleed together, my eyes burned. Editing is my life but, damn, if it isn't one serious struggle sometimes. One saving grace for this particular science fiction end-of-the-world saga was that I rather enjoyed re-reading the sex scenes. I’m not an erotica editor, but the scenes crafted by this author's masterful fingers made my job a slight...

Added 24 Mar 2015 | Category Group Sex | Votes 26 | Avg Score 4.96 | Views 10,489 | 20 Comments

Suckled: Nature's Bounty

Chapter 1   I saw the advertisement in the classified section of the newspaper while I was riding the Metro. The page was folded at a strange angle, crumpled in the man's hand who sat oblivious to my prying eyes. It read: Wanted: adult wet nurse. It brought to mind things I hadn't thought of in years, long forgotten fantasies I used to entertain when I was far more inexperienced in life:...

Added 30 Jan 2016 | Category Fetish | Votes 21 | Avg Score 4.95 | Views 13,688 | 18 Comments

Recommended Read Dirty Girl Interrupted

Chapter 1 When it comes to objects of my affection what I truly lust for—my thing, my fetish I suppose I should say—is glass. Glass. Solid, smooth, textured, ribbed—cold or hot. Glass girl, all the way. Needless to say, when I go shopping for toys, I don’t go to the outrageously priced, hole in the wall adult store in the next town over. I’m a thrifty spender. There’s a twisted thrill...

Added 21 Sep 2015 | Category College Sex | Votes 32 | Avg Score 4.97 | Views 31,700 | 24 Comments

Recommended Read Bambi's Up To Bat

Anxious to get on the road again, Bambi bounced on the balls of her feet, her lips pursing to blow another bubble. Two, three inches around—and then it suddenly popped, sticking to her chin. Tamela stood there, a finger poised where the pink bubble had been. “Bus is full. Coach says we have to ride with the boys.” Bambi flicked her tongue, swiping the gum back into her mouth. “Sounds...

Added 05 Aug 2015 | Category Fetish | Votes 17 | Avg Score 4.94 | Views 12,377 | 11 Comments

Recommended Read The Devil's Undertones

I make my way to the Carnack Building with two minutes to spare. With ten minutes between classes I cannot fathom how this is going to work. First days are always stressful, and when I finally find room 294 I’m sweating and breathless. I barge in, hair a mangled mess, clothes disheveled, and the entire class looks at me. Why can’t the door be in the back of the room, I think to myself as I...

Added 22 May 2013 | Category Quickie Sex | Votes 30 | Avg Score 4.89 | Views 10,248 | 18 Comments

Taboo Lust

Chapter 1 I stayed a few steps behind Mom as we trudged into Church. The wind had kicked up since we left the house and my ears had begun to burn, my knees had gone a bit numb quite some time ago. Twice she turned to gripe at me for going too slow but I ignored her—I was looking for Brian. Our parents married when I was only 10. Years later, much to my dismay, they divorced. Since...

Added 23 Jun 2015 | Category Taboo | Votes 38 | Avg Score 4.94 | Views 44,436 | 22 Comments

Between Midnight and Noon

Eight months. Seven days. Sixteen hours. It’s been so long since my wife last told me she loved me and then kissed me goodbye. How was I to know that one kiss would be the last kiss, the last caress? How many times would I think of her and seek her memory out in this way? “More coffee?” The waitress comes to stand in front of me, carafe in her hand. I consider that she...

Added 07 Jun 2014 | Category Straight Sex | Votes 15 | Avg Score 4.93 | Views 4,958 | 15 Comments

Stories Coauthored By Metilda

A Run in With The Law

Randy and I have been dating for several months. Nearing the end of our college semester, Randy's parents took an impromptu trip out of town. With the house, and the weekend, free, we wasted no time getting together. Passion rises, as do other things, but then the lights from a car in the driveway streak through the Venetian blinds. With only a minute to spare, Randy and I gather our clothing...

Added 20 Jun 2014 | Category Humor | Votes 14 | Avg Score 5 | Views 10,437 | 10 Comments

eBooks Published By Metilda

Suckled: Nature's Bounty
Suckled: Nature's Bounty

Breanne lives a dull, single life working as an office clerk. That is until she sees a job listing in the newspaper as a Nature's Bounty Nurse. A phone call and an intimate doctor's appointment later, she's on her way to dedicating herself to a life of adult nursing for a wealthy Japanese...

The Devil's Undertones: An Unholy Love Story
The Devil's Undertones: An Unholy Love Story

On the first day of Latin Class Lara finds herself quickly entangled with her professor. A relationship blooms, spirals and spins with secret rendezvous under the cover of little white lies. It's his voice, his good looks, and that commanding presence that draws her in deeper. What Lara doesn't...

Viette: A Story of Love and Hate
Viette: A Story of Love and Hate

Stripped of her nobility and taken as a war prize, Viette is determined to take control of her life at all costs even if it means dominating a King to do so. As a servant, however, she's in no such position . . . or is she? King Leonin of Whitmore has his sights set on Viette for things beyond...

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Hi Metilda. Thanks for accepting my invite. Hugs, Dave xxx

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As I entered the master suite, I could hear the shower... feeling the extra humidity building from the steamy water.... Moving closer, I took time to take in the contrast of her tanned body against the dark slate color of the walk-in shower.... remembering the last time I joined her there.... the time I held her in my arms.... her tears becoming lost within the course of water running down her face.... it was the first time for us and the day I shipped out for what I thought would be a three year tour. And now, hear I am, finally home after all those extra months laying in a far away hospital to mend..... not knowing if I'd ever see her.... only my dreams and hopes to carry me... not knowing if she waited or if she still would want what was left of me.... But I gaze now at the smoothness of her skin.... her womanly lady charms..so swollen and I know so sweet.... "God, thank you for seeing past my doubts and giving me what life I have... And for this I'm about to eat...."
01 Aug 2017 04:51
Thinking of you dearest lady xxx

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So good to meet you and I look forward to seeing you again soon x
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Thinking of you babe

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