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Yep, I fell for him, and he fell for me, both in a lustful way. He was single, we met up on occasion, just lustful type things by the roadside. He then got back with his ex, and we carried on, briefly. my lust turned into something more for him. Then stuff happened out of our control, that didn't help, then we did it, but I so regret it the look on his face, I felt so guilty. He wanted nothing to do with me after. Some time after he split with his ex, and I hoped but knew, he'd never want me again. I've almost come to terms with it, as know there is no future. I see him occasionally and now I don't get those butterflies for him, still best looking guy around, and would one day like to be friends again with him. But, was 6 months of heartache, and I'm very wary now, really never want to go through that again. Nearly happened again (he said he was single!), luckily managed to find out he is sort of already involved with someone, long distance, but still his feelings are for her. I hadn't gotten past the just friends feeling, but he seemed like a good 'un. We are friends and spend many an evening together, also know a bit more about his situation :)
Let me try and remember... When he stands behind me and rests his hand on my waist, leans over and kisses my neck, and slowly works his way to my collarbone, and as he does so slides his hand around to my back, so he would be facing me, then pulls me tightly close, so I can feel his whole body against mine. Though really just gentle kissing/caressing of my neck does the trick, i do miss those early years before marriage.
On the very rare occasion work has been quiet.
Either to have my own farm or be the head/manager of a farrowing deparment on a pig farm. Though for now I do have as close to my dream job, I am in farming already.
Ahh ok. Not at the moment there isnt. Thank you for your quick response.
How can we delete our online message history? as we are able to delete things from our inbox but i can't find the button to delete the Online section of messages.
Sometimes its just nice to read, instead of chatting though... and when you get some that only want to talk sex its a bit of a pain in the arse. Now i don't take just chats, i wait till they said me a message, if they are really that interested they will message and then that way you can say what your willing to chat about. Friends should never push you.. if they do you could send a message saying you will block them for a week or something next time they push you too far, or something along those lines.
I'm a wolf (most of it was right)... or i might also be a wild dog
Hi all, I was (well i still am) into BDSM 9 years ago with my now ex-boyfriend. The connection you get being able to trust that person with your life is amazing. However after I broke up with ex-boyfriend I met my now husband. He is not into it at all (i went from one extreme to the other), I have kept myself under control (thats the only way i can think of calling it) about BDSM, but i'm starting to hanker for it. I used to be very dominant, but now as I find myself IRL becoming more and more in control (being a mother, wife, look after home finances and run my own business), i'd rather like to try being a sub.To add I don't feel as close in trust as I do with my husband as i did with my ex and I think its because of the lack of BDSM, if you've had the connection you will know what i mean, as i do trust my husband and I am close, but its not the same.
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