How's it going? I'm Nathan, I'm a computer scientist that dreams of being a filmmaker. I write scripts and novels in my free time, am in a wonderful longterm relationship with a beautiful woman, and have an incredibly supportive family. I have an appreciation for all sorts of art, carry that emphasis into my daily life, and at least attempt to endue that appreciation into my writing. I used to have several stories on Lush, but when they purged a certain fetish the vast majority of my stories were removed. Alas, currently I am content to read the wonderful stories that other users put so much work into.Besides film and fantastic stories, I love to exercise. I wouldn't say I'm a fitness nut, but it is definitely a large part of my life. Few things in the world are better than going out for a run in the crisp, fall air, working up a nice sweat, and lavishing in that runner's high.I love to chat about anything, really, although I am shy if we've never talked before. Go on, tell me about you're day. If I'm not writing a script, playing computer games, or being a complete nerd I'll respond. But no matter what I will listen, and if asked for anything, will give.That is Nathan. All that. And right now I'm just that. One day I hope that people will think more of me. Though for now, I'll be here, chatting, writing, and listening. Maybe I'll catch a movie, too.
http://upload.lushstories.com/846719782-dH8BV7Rv-hardcore-porn.jpg With socks on
A little while ago when I was giving my wife oral I had the idea to hum, hoping that maybe the vibration would give her a little extra stimulation. My wife said she loved it, but she's never been really out in the open about her sexual do's and don'ts. So girls, has a guy ever hummed while giving you oral, and did it really make that much of a difference?
One of the BIGGEST problems in my marriage and ultimately the cause of our sexual problems was porn. Like all healthy and sexual men, I knew my ex enjoyed watching porn. As a couple, we even watched it together many times during our courtship as well as during the first couple of years of our marriage. It was hot and exciting in the beginning but soon, it got ugly. He wanted it on every time we made love, then it shifted to him sneaking around and watching it on his own late at night, so much that he wouldn't come to bed until the wee hours in the morning almost EVERY night. Pretty soon, porn took over and became his lover, it was the third person in our marriage. He then began to have problems staying hard, then he had difficulties cumming unless he jerked himself off which took forever, and eventually, he couldn't even get hard with me at all! It was BRUTAL!!! Porn had become the enormous pink elephant in our relationship. After YEARS of dancing around the issue, I confronted him and confronted him I did HUNDREDS of times about our sex life and that porn was a much bigger problem then we both originally thought. I explained to him how it was making me feel, how it was hurting our relationship and although he denied everything in the beginning, eventually he conceded and admitted he couldn't stop but at the same time, didn't want to seek help for it either. As a woman, it was painfully disheartening especially when you can see your marriage falling apart all around you and there was very little I could do to save it. The experience seriously fucked with my self esteem so violently that I spent years and THOUSANDS of dollars on therapy to try and deal with all the shit porn caused in my life and ultimately ended my 20 years relationship and broke up my family - something that still brings tears to my eyes if I think about it too much.So YES, porn can have insidious effects on one's sex life - I'm the poster child for that disturbing PSA. Having said that, despite my negative experience with porn, I think it can be a great aid in relieving tension and finding a release either alone or with a partner. I also sincerely think it can add a bit of excitement and variety into a couple's sex life provided it's kept it in check. Anything good in life is about finding a healthy balance and porn is no different. Oh wow, that is heartbreaking. I am so sorry that all this happened to you. While I never thought about porn having this kind of effect on me it's very scary to think that I could have been on this path. I would never want to do this to my wife, and it makes me very glad that I was able to put my porn down as easily as I did. I hope you are doing okay now. You're absolutely right about finding a healthy balance. Sometimes it's hard, however, and it's easier--and safer--to drop it entirely.
So a few months ago I went through a very stressful period in my life where I was consistently away from my wife, and I developed the habit of masturbating while watching porn to help expel stress. I had watched porn on almost a weekly basis beforehand and never had any problems in bed, but when I was in my wife's company again I found it very difficult to get hard. After avoiding the elephant in the bedroom I decided to stop watching porn entirely, seeing that it was desensitizing me and probably leading me down the road to a small addiction (I was masturbating twice a day, every day). Since giving up the habit, my sex life is back to normal and I find myself more aroused than usual. So, fellow Lushies, what is your experience with porn? What's your opinion on it? Any negative or positive experiences?
A repeating nightmare that I have when I'm really stressed or emotional involves my house being haunted by a dark, grey entity. I can always distinguish when I'm having the nightmare because I can never turn on lights in the dream--no light switch works. On top of that the whole scenario has a "dark" feeling over it, like I'm watching everything through a thick screen door.
I would go with the films that most notably changed cinema. Not to be cliche, but:- The Godfather- Apocalypse Now- The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly- Citizen Kane- Seven SamuraiLess cliche choices, and some of my personal favourites:- The Social Network- Drive- Take Shelter- District 9- Saving Private Ryan
I love being creative. Creating worlds and characters and amazing adventures. Even though a lot of my ideas will never see the public eye, I love knowing that I have the power and the commitment to make something that I'm proud of come to life.
A Wake, by Macklemore
Nintendo's infamous character Mario is named after Mario Segale, Nintendo of America's warehouse landlord. Evidence: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mario#Concept_and_creation
Two words: Police brutality. You'd think after decades of news coverage, riots, and charges, the laws surrounding the liberalism that police walk with would change. As can be plainly seen, it hasn't.
A few years back in high school, there was this girl. Her name was Megan Retner, and--to be blunt--she was the polar opposite of me. I don’t mean to float my own boat, but I did my best to be respectful, determined, and educated throughout my High School career. Megan, on the other hand, did not. She was a rebel; she was ignorant, disrespectful, and didn't give a shit about school. At the...
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This story takes place in an alternate universe, medieval times, where elves are part of society. Also, if you're just looking for the sex part, then scroll down a ways. If not, then please enjoy what I have to offer.... There she is. I catch myself thinking of her again. Across the bar, serving ale to the men, is Leana. Her blonde hair falls down past her shoulders, glittering like only...
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