Well I'm nineteen and in first year university. I was adopted and my parents divorced a few months ago so now I'm living with my Mom. I was a virgin until I was eighteen, but finally lost it a few months ago to an older guy. I'm Asian by birth cause I was born in Vietnam, but I was adopted when I was less than a year old so I'm really just American. I don't speak Vietnamese so don't get mad at me if you do. A lot of changes in my life in the last two years with my parents separating and all, but I'm okay. I was dating the guy who took my virginity pretty seriously for a while, but we're on a "time out" right now. My Mom won't let me be "serious" at my age. I'm Asian and petite so I look "virginal" and young and innocent, but don't let that fool you haha. I'm pretty wild once you get to know me. I'm really into the stories on Lush when I have time and learning more about being a woman.
Well this is just natural. Most women....well we admire other attractive women. I will notice how a girl dresses, how she carries her self, how she interacts with other women.....I mean some girls are just SO DAMN ATTRACTIVE. It's pretty much natural I think? I mean my answer would be to say yes.....she's curious, but probably too tightly strung to do anything? The fear of rejection....how you will react....plus even for myself.....I'm really nervous how to make the first move with another girl? All my girlfriends....I mean the close cuddly ones....have made the first move? So......well.......it's damn simple with guys.......but I think with other girls it's more complicated? Give her encouragement......perhaps go and invite the girl over to chat. Say your wife really likes her outfit and wants to know where she bought it. Women love to talk about clothes together. This will get the ball rolling. Who knows.....hehe....have fun with her. Let your wife spread her wings. I'm sure she'll love you for it. You might even get a blow job.
Well there was this one guy........
Well I think this is a fantasy of pretty well every woman.....even if they refuse to admit it. From talking with my friends and my mom's friends....well women all all very sexual. Most of them are just too scared or insecure....or the opportunity just never comes around? It's sad actually we are all so repressed.
Well I didn't really realise how important sex was to me......or even how sexual I was? Well I was a virgin......gosh it seems like forever ago? I've grown so much as a woman. My mom has been so amazing. I mean I'm so lucky. My dad moving out was incredibly hard, but I'm so proud of both of us looking back. We are both much stronger women now.
OMG yes.....my nipples both love to come out to play. Knock knock....."Are Crissy's nipples home? Do they want to come out to play?" Mom looks about....calls out...."Crissy your friend is here, she wants to play with your nipples.".......giggling and yippppeeeee screaming ensues as little Crissy bolts out the door haha.
Well if he (or she) has done her job I won't be talking for long haha. But I do love to cuddle and keep touching. It has occasionally turned into round three or four haha.....but usually it's just cuddling. IDK....you can talk about anything really. It's not important. It's just being held and that intimacy that's important. I think especially in a girl/girl relationship....well there is a lot of stigma and insecurity....body issues and sex issues....so it's like really important to float down from the hotness into a warm like lull and just be together as two women who care for each other. Sex can be like so hot that you just wonder...."did that just happen?"......"did she just make my body do all that?" and you need to collect your wits and calm down.....I love just cuddling.
Didn't I answer this before? K....with a guy? Oh you mean with a guy.....oh in Steve's bed. I planned it hehe Well I did actually.
Well for me kissing....especially intense.....look in the eyes deeply.....grind your bodies together....make murmuring sounds kissing....is totally the most intimate. Well......even ten times more so if it's with a girl . OMG did I just say that? Another thing that is totally taboo and hard to deal with is masturbating in front of each other . I mean just try it? Even most guys won't do it at first. And girls.....well they are just as hung up. If you want a totally intimate moment then share that together......get to a point where you can lie on the bed.....let her watch.....K.....not easy right?
Well like a girl said above it's totally a society double standard for us girls. Hey my mom dates guys much younger and I know she gets like funny looks. But look she's in amazing shape, does yoga and she really likes how younger guys make her feel. It makes her happy and I say....hey whatever rocks your boat mom. At first I was uncomfortable and I was nervous what my Gf's would think....but actually they were totally down with it more than me. Jenny even got my mom to come clubbing with us....she was like totally cool with it and helped me get over my hangups. Now for me I've always been attracted to older guys? Whatever.....get over it. I mean not like slobs with guts....but guys who take care of themselves and have a lot to offer a girl. I know guys who are in their forties who look like they are like early thirties and plus their brain is active and they are doing interesting shit in their life. C'mon totally admit it girls a confident older guy who has a nice body, who smells amazing, picks you up in a nice car and never says a totally dumb-shit thing the whole evening? Well that's sorta nice right. Okay my two-cents girls. Whatever.....does it even make sense?
Well for men I like guys who are fit and toned, but not like bulging muscles or anything . I like a guy who does stuff and is exciting and fun to be with....not a couch potato kind of guy. My guy needs to be romantic, but not clingy. He needs to be confident and let me be a woman and be independent. Hmmm oh and he better be good in bed (okay girls feel free to grin haha). Hmm for girls I like Jenny....hehe ....well it's true....she's my bestie and I love her....well I like girls who are a bit larger up top than me....who are fun and perky....who are more outgoing than me....I'm sort of a bit shy actually at parties and clubs.....Usually I like a girl who takes the initiative since I'm reluctant to be the first one to kiss.....well now I'm much more confident as a woman, so maybe that isn't true anymore. I mean if I found a woman I was very attracted to I could probably break out of my shell and make a move....well actually now I know I would. Lately I'm feeling very empowered as a woman. Miley has also really helped to be a role model in that regard....well plus my amazing mom also.
So these won’t really be like stories. At least not yet since I don’t really know how to make up stuff like the writers on here. It will be more like a diary or a blog to tell you about the sex things and other things in my life. This first diary entry I’m gonna give you some background so you understand why I picked this guy for my first time. So this happened yesterday and I’m writing...
Added 15 Sep 2014 | Category First Time
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As I wrapped my gloss smudged velvety soft lips around his pulsing hardness, slipping his bulbous reddish head into my timid mouth, a small tear gathered in the corner of my eye. I felt empty, vacuous almost; an empty vessel with a beating heart, but I still wanted this final time together. I wanted to at least offer him this final gift for being so sweet to me for two years. I had been lucky...
Added 16 Sep 2013 | Category Love Stories
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My minidress the bait, You don’t wait. Your smile enchanted, Values got slanted. Your wink was sly I don’t know why You made my feelings knot Friendship blocked, a clot. You shouldn’t touch We both know But you persist I don’t resist The feelings grow Rapidly not slow. You harden, I wet, You whisper and touch, I let. You stare, You touch my hair. How...
Added 19 Aug 2013 | Category Love Poems
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No I don’t want to go steady, I’m too young, not ready. I just want to be a woman and be me, Can’t you see? Let me fuck who I want. Hold me down and thrust, But don’t force me to trust. I want your cock to rock me, Not a ring to lock me. Let me fuck who I want. I like several different guys it’s true, Don’t let that make you blue. Toy with my clit, tease me and flirt,...
Added 02 Jun 2013 | Category Love Poems
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“Come in Foxtrot, Whiskey, Echo Bravo, Whiskey dot Foxtrot Alpha Charlie Echo Bravo Oscar Kilo dot Charlie, Oscar Mike slash Sierra Tango Echo Papa Hotel Alpha November India Echo dot Mike dot Oscar November Golf. Do you read me?” Oooops! Oh, are you reading my story already? Haha! Oh, okay then I better get going. Hey, okay, so my name is Crissy. Well “Cristina” if you want to be...
Added 27 Nov 2012 | Category First Time
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My Confession Tenderly you hold me Just like you told me. You stroke my hair And touch what you dare. I feel your hardness as you deeply thrust A man doing what you must. Between your fingers I learn My rubbery nipples tingle and burn. The waves get bigger As you stoke my trigger I want to cum… Yes baby I badly want to cum!! Thrust harder, release me, Oh...
Added 19 Apr 2012 | Category Love Poems
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