About charity69


Ever get tired of opening yourself up for friendship or relationship just to have what you freely offered tossed back in your face. Because at some point in your life you have to say enough is enough. wash your hands and walk away.

I am here to write and post my writing. If you want my friendship, earn it. Show me you are not like the many of those who are here, that you truly see, or want to see, the woman With the tender and bruised heart. It only takes getting hurt so many times before you just have enough and I've had enough of laying it bare. So If you want more earn my friendship if you do you will never find anyone more willing to be your go-to person

Please take your time reading my stories and ask me anything you wish about my writing. I will be glad to talk to you about that pasion anytime.

Charity Robbins
Relationship Status:
Owned by MindsEye
Favorite Books:
I read a lot and usually find something in the book that I like I rarely quit reading a book I start.
Favorite Music:
Right now my favorite song is 'Hurt' by Lady Antebellum

But anything from any type of music with strong female vocals I love to sing and belt some strong lead vocals.


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Topic: I want a deeper friendship
Posted: 07 Jul 2017 11:54

I guess I know now, not to post on a forum at a time when I'm speaking from just my slightly broken heart.


Topic: I want a deeper friendship
Posted: 07 Jul 2017 11:47

A "deeper friendship" that is exclusively online? Hang on a second, I need to stop laughing. Okay. Better now.

The truth of Lush is, a lot of the people on here--maybe even most--are not who they claim to be. Out of all of the people on my own friends list, there are perhaps five or six whom I consider to be "real" friends--meaning we communicate, and regularly, outside of Lush, in real life. We don't (usually) talk sex, aside from comments about whatever is going on with whomever we happen to be with at the moment. We talk about ordinary, everyday things--work, kids, work, laundry (no, really), vacations or lack thereof.

Searching for "the one" on Lush is a fool's errand, IMHO, although it does happen, and several real-life, solid relationships and marriages have happened after a meeting on Lush. I wouldn't pin your hopes on it, though.

If someone clicks with you, great, just don't spend your time obsessing over their friends list (I make it a habit to not even look at my friends' friends lists, or their profiles at all, if I can possibly avoid it) and don't take it too entirely seriously until you have something solid going on outside of the confines of Lush. Meaning that you've talked with them on the phone, you're texting/WhatsApping/Kiking on a daily basis, and that person is reciprocating--meaning that you're not always the one to take the initiative.

Good luck.

Laughing that was hurtful.... Fools errand even more so ...thanks for putting it in such a way as to make sure that you were only being helpful next time try not to be so "helpful"

Topic: I want a deeper friendship
Posted: 06 Jul 2017 12:12

Ii was a flash of hurt. So times you just give up. I'm still not sure if I'm ready to put myself on the line. Hence the change.

Topic: Subs views on Pain and Sex
Posted: 28 Jun 2017 10:02

I was hoping that starting a conversation among submissives (especially those of us who enjoy heated bottoms). All of us feel differently about the amounts and types of pain we enjoy when it's no longer working me to that point of flying above it. Or it's not just about the impact and connection to the Dom then it's enough for me. I would love to be able to set a quantifiable measurement to it but the truth is it is different for me with each experience. I've never been caned and it sounds intense but lol there goes that tingle. LOL, So I'm sure I would not be safewording it right off the bat at least.

Topic: When did you know you were submissive?
Posted: 27 Jun 2017 17:03

Looking back I can say that I have always been submissive. I did not always have a name for it but I knew that I enjoyed certain things which at the time I was embarrassed about. I grew up in the deep south bible belt with strong Christian values. I was both ashamed of and turned on by that. I both enjoyed and hated being punished physically, I did not always get turned on by the punishment itself but later when I was alone.
It wasn't until I began reading about my "proclivities" that I understood and accepted who I was. Now I am proud of the fact that I am submissive.

Topic: Being a guy...like to no if woman can feel the sperm. Being Ejaculation in her.Or just the penis pumping
Posted: 27 Jun 2017 16:54

No, but I do feel the thump as his cock jerks, afterward when he withdraws I love the way it feels dripping from me.

Topic: Subs views on Pain and Sex
Posted: 27 Jun 2017 16:49

Subs do you enjoy some pain during sex?
How much 0 - 10
What are your limits on punishment?
Are you ok with hand/paddle/slipper/hairbrush/belt/crop/flogger?
which is your favorite?

Hope multipart questions are ok

Topic: If you agree for a Threesome and given option of FFM or FMM , which would you opt ? why ??
Posted: 27 Jun 2017 16:38

oh yes I would have a threesome. While I would lean towards FMM I would not dismiss an FFM. I lean towards the FMM because who would not love to have a male sandwich being the one being filled taken in every way a man can take a woman.

Topic: Do you like having your hair pulled during sex?
Posted: 27 Jun 2017 16:27

oh yes wrap your hand around it and pull especially y while I'm coming.

Topic: How many rings do you wear?
Posted: 26 Jun 2017 16:21

wear three on a daily basis but when I dress up I usually add at least two more.

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The Chocolate Box

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The Escort

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Added 25 Jun 2016 | Category First Time | Votes 22 | Avg Score 4.9 | Views 12,266 | 13 Comments

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