About Dontholien


Hi all. I really enjoy reading erotica and i have recently started to write too so Lush is perfect for me. I love to have a good old nosey at the new stories and on the forums.

My favorate stories are reluctance and voyeur but i do read mostly anything.

My own stories are either purely fictional/baised on my fantasies or they are baised on true events or real emotions. With my true stories i really tend to tie a little part of myself into them, i cant seem to help pouring my emotions into my stories, its almost therepeutic for me so i really hope others enjoy them. (I know i only have a poem up at this very moment but there are stories on the way soon, i promise!!)

Please note - I DO NOT do and am not interested in cybering or sexy chats so please, dont even bother...

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Rivendell, Greater Manchester, United Kingdom
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20 Sep 2017 03:51
Favorite Books:
I love to read!! I can read anything at all and rarely dislike books. I love how books can draw you in and you become emotionally tied to the story. My favorate books are the Twilight series. I love books by Danielle Steel and Mary Higgans Clarke but like i said, i'll read anything.


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Topic: New to the idea of ownership
Posted: 30 Apr 2012 13:19

Thanks for the suggestions, Im really hoping to have a talk with him about it all and tell him id like to go the extra step, its exciting to think where this could go. Ive been thinking maybe a suggestion that we have a "play night" through the week after discussing roles and terms and stuff, punishments would be new to us but im sure they wouldnt have to be dished out too often, id be a good sub <img src="/forum/images/emoticons/angel7.gif" alt="angel7"> lol

Topic: New to the idea of ownership
Posted: 29 Apr 2012 11:50

Ive only recently discovered bdsm and only explored it lightly with my partner. Ive always thought that the slave/master thing is just not my thing so never really thought about it but im currently reading 50 Shades of Gray and ive found its actually exciting me in ways i never have been before mainly because i never thought about it properly like i am now. Iknow it sounds silly but i think its just the term "slave" im not keen on.
Im in a happy relationship and so far weve always been sexually compatible, i always have been the more submissive one, letting him take control and i know he really enjoys it that way but now im starting to think i would like to have some more serious Dom/Sub roleplay. We have kids and opposite working patterns so it couldnt be a full time lifestyle thing but saying that it would be a new thing to both of us so its not something we could just switch to like that.

If you dont mind me asking how did everyone else get into the lifestyle thing? Did you find it with a partner who was also new to the idea or was it something youve always wanted and you found someone to suit your wants? Forgive me if i sound ignorant at all, id just love some insight. T be honest i wouldnt know how to start the conversation with my partner or if he just wouldnt be into it or realise exactly what i mean if i were to talk to him about it, maybe i need to get him to read the book too?

Topic: Irrefutable Proof...that a good woman can bring balance and stability to a man's life...
Posted: 20 Apr 2012 13:18

<img src="/forum/images/emoticons/evil6.gif" alt="evil4"> I had to do a double take twice! lol

Topic: make love or get fucked
Posted: 19 Apr 2012 10:23

I really do enjoy it hard and rough but sometimes im in the type of mood where i need my guy to just take me in his arms and be tender and gentle with me but what i like the most is that my guy can tell from my mood how i want or need it

Topic: Come introduce yourself and tell us a lil about you.
Posted: 12 Apr 2012 13:31

Hi everyone, im Dontholien and i think im into BDSM. Ive always known i like my man to be rough with me but i think im now realising its me wanting him to have power over me. Im quite a submissive person and that definatly comes through in the bedroom but im not too sure if the whole master/ slave thing is for me. I am a total novice at all things bdsm so i found (now this sounds really nerdy) a score sheet type thingy online with lots of suggestions on it that your ment to score on a 1 to 5 to kinda get an idea of your own likes, what you would like to try and whats an absolute no no. Ive found that i like restraints though its the strength of a mans arms that turns me on more than hand cuffs and i found out im curious about spanking & whips <img src="/forum/images/emoticons/embarassed.gif" alt="Embarassed">
I can say that bdsm really isnt a lifestyle thing for me atm, im more at the point where im learning about myself and im learning more about bdsm and that there is more to it than whips and chains

Topic: Ever fallen in love with someone you can't have?
Posted: 12 Apr 2012 13:21

I havent but my partner did <img src="/forum/images/emoticons/crybaby2.gif" alt="crybaby"> and the person he couldnt have wasnt me, i was the reason he couldnt have her.............

Anyhoo, verrrrrry long story short, we all ended up hurt, there were lots of tears but somhow out of all that craziness we got a happy ending. Mental when you think about it

Topic: What's your hobby....??
Posted: 09 Apr 2012 15:34

Im a baker, its what i do for a living but i love it, unfortunatly due to it costing less to buy in frozen mass produced baked goods that can be just defrosted, dated and stuck on the shelf there are only a handful of breads that i make from scratch at work. When i get home my passion for cake baking and decorating has turned from a hobby to a business. Theres nothing i love more than starting the day with some flour, eggs, butter an sugar and ending the day with a beautifully decorated cake that makes people go "wow". Thats my hobby

Topic: Refusing Cunnilingus
Posted: 03 Apr 2012 04:58

To be honest its not my favorate thing either, i love eye contact and skin contact so i find having him disapear down there leaves me feeling a bit lonely.

Topic: Breasts Loving Breasts
Posted: 03 Apr 2012 04:46

I like that one!! Very sexy

Topic: men masturbating for women
Posted: 02 Apr 2012 13:18

I love it! Esp when i get splashed <img src="/forum/images/emoticons/free-sexy-smileys-947.gif" alt="free-sexy-smileys-947">

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Stories Published By Dontholien All Stories »

The Black Fog

I made myself a box, Somewhere to put things like Unwanted memories and painful thoughts. Memories of tears and betrayal, Thoughts of "what if's" and "maybe's". I fought so hard to capture them all, It took so much time and effort. They were slippery and didn't want to be caught, They escaped easily from my fingers And rejoined the thick, black fog that was my mind. Somehow though I managed,...

Added 17 Jan 2011 | Category Love Poems | Votes 4 | Avg Score 4.75 | Views 1,370 | 3 Comments

It Started When I Met You

Oh how I'll never forget our very first kiss, Stolen, Forbidden, Guilt ridden on my part, But oh so beautiful and bissful. I'll never forget those first few meetings, The sweet lies and your way with words, The way you made me feel what you wanted me to feel More importantly, The way you made me think the way you wanted me to think. It wasn't long then 'till I was yours, Totaly and...

Added 11 Jan 2011 | Category Love Poems | Votes 3 | Avg Score 4.67 | Views 2,171 | 1 Comment

Her Favorites

It had been a few days since they had last had a chance to have sex and it had only been a quicky and as much as she loved any sex with him she was really feeling the need to climax. He would be at work for another few hours yet so she went to the bedroom and got a few toys out of her top draw and settled down on the sofa with just a silk dressing gown on, her laptop opened on her...

Added 11 Dec 2010 | Category Straight Sex | Votes 10 | Avg Score 4.7 | Views 7,721 | 2 Comments

Welcome Home My Love, Part 1

She had had a long, hard day at work and all she wanted now was to get back to the comfort of her home and relax but she knew better than that. She knew there would still be housework to do and her little boy to look after so precious time to herself would have to wait although she thought that as usual once everything was done and her little one was tucked up in bed she would be ready for...

Added 13 Jan 2010 | Category Oral Sex | Votes 5 | Avg Score 4.4 | Views 11,727 | 4 Comments


I'm mad at you. I drink the last mouthful of vodka out of my glass, it heats my throat as it goes down. I grab the bottle and pour myself another glassful, this is drink number four now, I take a sip as I blink furiously to keep the tears at bay. I'm so fucking mad at you. How could you do it to me? I trusted you and that's what you do to repay me. I know what's been going on with her ....

Added 04 Jan 2010 | Category Straight Sex | Votes 3 | Avg Score 4.33 | Views 3,749 | 1 Comment

After The Party

She gave his hand a squeeze as she slipped away to the toilets, it was a great part and she had had a bit to drink but she was starting to get horny now and had a plan to get him to take her home to bed. She shut the cubical door behind her and felt a thrill of excitement as she slid her lacy black french knickers off. She was surprised by herself as she slid a hand up her dress to...

Added 16 Dec 2009 | Category Exhibitionism | Votes 6 | Avg Score 4.83 | Views 12,990 | 5 Comments

After The Shower

Sophie stood facing up towards the water, allowing it to cascade down her body; the feeling of the hot water running down her was so sensual. As the water pounded down on her she allowed herself to think to how she got to be stood here taking a shower in his flat. She had just ended a relationship. It had been dead for a long time but they had just carried on living life together...

Added 08 Nov 2009 | Category Masturbation | Votes 12 | Avg Score 4.67 | Views 11,562 | 5 Comments

Through These Broken Eyes

I gaze at you as you sleep soundly beside me, bathed in the soft light. I watch you take gentle breaths and lean closer just to hear the soft sigh of air leave your lips and I look at you properly.   I focus on your eyes. Those green eyes that can wordlessly tell me a million things with just a glance, they can tell me your mad at me or that you need me. They...

Added 24 Oct 2009 | Category Love Poems | Votes 3 | Avg Score 4.33 | Views 1,269 | 4 Comments

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