Stumbled upon Lush by what I considered pure coincidence, little did I know then what I would find here. It would be so easy to lose your true self in this world of lush. Instead, I found myself here. I found my voice as a new author and I am discovering myself sexually here. A very wise man told me that I have no middle gear. He sometimes saw this as my weakness. I disagree, imagine that. I really do not have a middle gear, I love with complete abandon and I give my whole heart, I feel sorrow to my core (yes I am a crier) and I celebrate great moments as if they could be my last. I can't imagine living my life any other way. I have finally leaned in life to just trust my heart. I try to be compassionate, loving, honest, friendly, strong, and empathetic, but I don't always succeed. Sometimes (maybe sometimes is not the most accurate adjective) I am overly emotional. Did I also mention I am so clumsy that I should come with a warning label or be bubble wrapped? Consider yourself warned. I am in health care for a living and I love my work. I get to help those that don't have a voice to ask for the help they need, but then I often forget to help myself. When the world around me was crumbling I met a man on lush that would over time save me from myself. I have never been so inspired by anyone in my life as I am him, even now he continues to inspire me. Billybroadband as he is known here, put my broken pieces back together over the past year and he has a unique and special place in my heart. Even a year later I find some days I still struggle to keep it all together, I continue to be a work in progress. By loving him I learned that I am worthy of great love and that I am also able to give great love to the right man. I love erotic images, male and female. Expression of sexual fantasies and discovering new ones is a liberating thing. The more I learn who I am sexually the more certain I am that all inhibitions are permanently out the window. I enjoy getting to know more about people and making friends, I only ask please at least attach a note with friend requests.
I treasure our magical moments we call pillow time Lying vulnerable as we each let our walls down A place where our fears have nowhere to hide We reached out to each other not wanting to drown I didn't fall in love with you between thrusts Or as you gripped the sheets calling my name It wasn't even the red rose petals scattered Although your endless charm put many to shame It was as we...
Added 01 Apr 2015 | Category Love Poems
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I am so full of love but tonight my soul aches. It is twisted and contorted, tied up in boy scout knots. My love for him is a force of nature. The moons of our galaxies causing a gravitational pull never meant to be understood. Holidays are dedicated to happy red childlike hearts. Country songs bellowing of broken hearts and dreams. But what about my aching soul? It is the...
Added 29 Mar 2015 | Category Love Poems
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The ache within me tonight is a pulsing, palpable yet desperate longing. I recognize it as pure desire. From the first kiss only his touch quiets my inner hungry ache, but in his absence tonight the ache is unrelenting. Dreams of him fill the void when I sleep alone tonight. Clenching my pillow as if I am able to hold on to him. Only when I reluctantly open my eyes do I know, the...
Added 22 Mar 2015 | Category Erotic Poems
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I love you Three simple words, eight letters Spoken casually all of our lives Almost as punctuation to a thought I love you We are surrounded by the idea of love Found in all formats and in all genres Society desensitized us to it's meaning I love you I said those three words before I met you Recklessly without realizing the impact Unaware saying them can be life changing I love you ...
Added 19 Mar 2015 | Category Love Poems
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Lying naked together pressed against you The geography of your nakedness Is so familiar under my bare hands As they roam uninhibited along your body I lean into you to kiss your lips so softly Closing my eyes kissing you feels like home I realize I am most at home in your arms Achingly I touch your face as we finally kiss I relax letting my lips fall open as your lips part Our tongues...
Added 14 Mar 2015 | Category Erotic Poems
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The greatest part of me came alive in your embrace. I found my footing while looking into your eyes. I finally let myself breathe when your deep kisses took my breath away. Together walking hand in hand my fingers effortlessly filled the spaces between your fingers. I lost myself as I became consumed through the act of saving ourselves from ourselves. I held my breath while ...
Added 04 Mar 2015 | Category Love Poems
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Overwhelmed, our vulnerable hearts fill up, fragile from the weight of emotion, yet there is no collapse or implosion, only the soundless falling of a single tear. A drop in the ocean without noise or ceremony, I can feel it reverberating somewhere in the voice that I know and a stranger's cold echo lies the silence of letting so much of myself go. Letting them go is a release so profound,...
Added 22 Feb 2015 | Category Love Poems
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Lying naked wrapped in your arms Your body so warm against mine It is easy to imagine in that moment That just maybe I can still be saved Lying there I can picture the jagged pieces That make up my tenuous existence Being delicately pieced back together Bound tightly by our invisible bond I listen to the sounds of you sleeping Slow deep breaths that each speak to me Quiet whispers...
Added 20 Feb 2015 | Category Love Poems
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Together let's shed all of our inhibitions Leaving them outside the bedroom door I know tonight I will be fucked by you Lusty and raw sex like never before My body physically yearns for you The urgent caress of your strong hands I want to act out unspoken desires I am guided by your silent commands I hear the deep growl of desire in your voice Causing the flow of my nectar to begin...
Added 19 Jan 2015 | Category Erotic Poems
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Welcome back my old friend pain I forgot how you demand my attention Nothing compares to the way you feel The paralyzing strength of your grip For in your absence my old friend I find myself forgetting the dance we do Tonight you make your presence known As I grip the covers and beg for relief To live a life in pain is no way to be but escaping you seems impossible because even on...
Added 07 Jan 2015 | Category Love Poems
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