About Fluttered



What is it that I seek but a willing heart and open mind? For myself at this point in my life I am being led to find my answers in learning from the wisdom of others and through a process of submission to and from others, for pure love is the entirety of submission.

Over time like many, my use of Lush has changed and what I seek now is chat in the context of connection. I am grateful for the lovers and friends that I have, that have helped me journey to this point in my life. There are certain beautiful people that have become significant over my three incarnations of Lush going back to 2014, to name them all would be crass, I am happy to say that there are some really special people within my friendship circle all of whom are worthy of love in their own right and I do my best to love them in the manner that they value. Friends come and go for their own reasons some of which are known others depart in response to unknown circumstances and I wish them well. We all need special friends who remain ever present and ever constant, and I am blessed with such in PLC (thehoncath) my soul mate - gone, but not ever forgotten, for a chord that binds is unbreakable. I must give reference to my Kintsugi (RJ) now gone with love to pastures new.

To interpret and articulate this love for others is complex, for I love to bring pleasure to others connecting with them through sexual expression. I don’t know if I have the capacity to love just one, although there is a craving for that which is growing stronger day by day.

My lush life is the epitome of a living story to cherish. Each relationship like a separate chapter within the book of my life and whilst I have enjoyed each page of each chapter, I am duty bound to salute those people who have inspired me to write. Occasionally someone out of reach takes time to get to know me and i would seek to acknowledge them for their grace one such is Pixie H.

My blog picture is a sample of Kintsugi, where something that was broken has been repaired, restored and made more beautiful, valuable and unique by the hands of someone who loves, a metaphor for my life. I recognise that also I should be as Kintsugi for others

Please don't whisper unless you can demonstrate you have read my profile and understand its nuances

Relationship Status:
It's Complicated
Oxfordshire, United Kingdom
Local Time:
25 May 2018 06:20
Some things I love:

Nature, lightning, water, forests.
Beauty, which is much more than skin deep
Story that is lived
Poetry that calls to my heart
Favorite Books:
Books that open my mind to a world of possibilities, probabilities and aspiration, these should always be savoured
Favorite Authors:
Grisham, Connelly, Rupi Kaur, Larkin, Blake, Addonizio, Okri, Tickell, Jone, Hoffman
however the list is endless
Favorite Movies:
Dances with wolves
Favorite Music:
Music is another world which can transport you to the outer reaches of your boundaries. Perhaps the greatest music is in the hearts of lovers as they dance to a music all of their own making


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17 Jul 2017
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Special K

As I taste honeyed lips  My tastebuds go wild. My passion increases My cock harder still  Driven by your need  As wholeness calls from deep within My penetration releases  Your wants and desires  So long held in check  The flood gates open  Your fountain erupts! Your scream,  Still echoes in my heart. My heart pumping,  Driving forward, Not stopping, Demanding all. As our breathing...

Added 24 May 2018 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 67 | 2 Comments

Special One

The fire of my love  Burns deep in my soul  It burns for one  My special one  The fire of my lust  It rages in my heart  It rages for one My special one  The fire of my heart  Demands my all It demands for one  My special one  The fire of her passion Burns in her heart  It rages for one Her special one  The fire of Her will In submission given She kneels for one Her special one  She...

Added 23 May 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 8 | Avg Score 5 | Views 113 | 4 Comments

It's Then I Need To Hear You Say

When I'm alone, And nothings going right for me.  It's then, I need to hear you say Call me, I'm but a whisper away I am right for you    When I'm perplexed, And I cant see the way ahead. It's then, I need to hear you say  Call me, I am but a whisper away, I shall be with you.    When I'm in need, And only you can satisfy. Its then I need to hear you say,  Call me, I am but...

Added 16 May 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 170 | 5 Comments


To be of substance,  Not simply a face or a body Or even any body  Or an empty soul   To matter to another! To lay in their arms watching the stars, And the moon,  As it parades through the sky.   To whisper sweet nothings, Whilst our fingers dance, Our tongues flutter,  And dew drops glisten.   Hopes cherished,  Desires consumated, Yearnings fulfilled,  Peace descended.   ...

Added 12 May 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 8 | Avg Score 5 | Views 185 | 7 Comments

In My Yesterday's

In my yesterday's It was you that I dreamt of. Not a face, or a body captured my heart But your essence and warm presence. Your charm, Your grace, Blended with my patience. My passion. In the simple security  Of each others time, Together as one, Juices flowing mingled down, over fingers and thumbs Our destiny reached.   In my today I feel the  warmth of your smile And I...

Added 10 May 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 11 | Avg Score 5 | Views 230 | 10 Comments

Our Trust is Born

When I sit here and ponder It is you who fill my mind What can I say of your heart Your mind Your body Your heart is full Of cares, of pain, And yet in truth a place is born, Of pain set free, Of joy, of hope. With seeds of love, Now within your scope. Your mind In tatters from broken past And yet in truth a place is born Where hope is building When gold aligns and soothes New life is...

Added 06 May 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 7 | Avg Score 5 | Views 204 | 6 Comments

How the tongue dances

How can I think of you  In any way but your  Glorious naked form. Caressing your form Warms my heart  And feeds my soul  Parting your lips Our tongues dance  A rhumba of love Parting my lips  My tongue dances  Your areoles glow Parting your lips  My tongue dances  A river flows  Parting our lips  Our bodies writhe Forever bound...

Added 01 May 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 10 | Avg Score 5 | Views 325 | 9 Comments

In your presence

In your presence, Dark clouds float away. Peace descends  Calm abounds. You speak deep into my soul  With words that, Comfort and heal, Thrill and encourage. You are like a lighthouse, Built on the foundations of time! Guiding me safe home, Safe into your arms. As you hold me close, Strong and safe, My heart rejoices, I have life in abundance. When we are apart, I watch the horizon,      ...

Added 26 Apr 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 11 | Avg Score 5 | Views 283 | 10 Comments

How can I tell you

How can I tell you What I want you to know? You are cautious and guarded Protecting what has already been hurt. Glimpses of vibrant passion  that once freely adorned your face. Hidden from view Scared to be open, all tender and raw Sealed in by a scared shell. Over time as we talk Slowly Cautiously  Our defences come down As trust is garnered Your true beauty is shown. The darkness and...

Added 25 Apr 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 12 | Avg Score 5 | Views 299 | 11 Comments

In your company, I find my peace

In the midst of the turmoils of life I find my rest in you.   I long to see your name,  Flash across my screen, in radiant glory,  Announcing your arrival   It is for you alone that I wait, Like waiting for Spring, In patience, In sIlence, For when you are present,  My light is perfect. The music sounds so sweet, The birds sing And, I am complete.   You reach out and caress me...

Added 18 Apr 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 6 | Avg Score 4.83 | Views 260 | 6 Comments

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