About Fluttered



What is it that I seek but a willing heart and open mind? For myself at this point in my life I am being led to find my answers in learning from the wisdom of others and through a process of submission to and from others, for pure love is the entirety of submission.

Over time like many, my use of Lush has changed and what I seek now is chat in the context of connection. I am grateful for the lovers and friends that I have, that have helped me journey to this point in my life. There are certain beautiful people that have become significant over my three incarnations of Lush going back to 2014, to name them all would be crass, I am happy to say that there are some really special people within my friendship circle all of whom are worthy of love in their own right and I do my best to love them in the manner that they value. Friends come and go for their own reasons some of which are known others depart in response to unknown circumstances and I wish them well. We all need special friends who remain ever present and ever constant, and I am blessed with such in PLC (thehoncath) my soul mate - gone, but not ever forgotten, for a chord that binds is unbreakable. I must give reference to my Kintsugi (RJ) now gone with love to pastures new. I have recently rediscovered an angel who in my first period of time on lush brought acceptance and hope to my soul which was dark at the time

To interpret and articulate this love for others is complex, for I love to bring pleasure to others connecting with them through sexual expression. My past created a barrier to loving just one, although there is a craving for that which is growing stronger day by day nurtured by an incredible soul

My lush life is the epitome of a living story to cherish. Each relationship like a separate chapter within the book of my life and whilst I have enjoyed each page of each chapter, I am duty bound to salute those people who have inspired me to write. I am learning again the power to live in the heart of another and this brings a richness and flavour that impacts my writing.

Occasionally someone out of reach takes time to get to know me and i would seek to acknowledge them for their grace one such is Pixie H.

My blog picture is a sample of Kintsugi, where something that was broken has been repaired, restored and made more beautiful, valuable and unique by the hands of someone who loves, a metaphor for my life. I recognise that also I should be as Kintsugi for others it doesn't matter how many pieces are left, when care and compassion blend with understanding, a priceless treasure can be reborn.

I wish for all my friends that they flourish and grown in the understanding of themselves and their needs, wants and desires.

Please don't whisper unless you can demonstrate you have read my profile and understand its nuances

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Oxfordshire, United Kingdom
Local Time:
17 Aug 2018 21:42
Some things I love:

Nature, lightning, water, forests.
Beauty, which is much more than skin deep
Story that is lived
Poetry that calls to my heart
Favorite Books:
Books that open my mind to a world of possibilities, probabilities and aspiration, these should always be savoured
Favorite Authors:
Grisham, Connelly, Rupi Kaur, Larkin, Blake, Addonizio, Okri, Tickell, Jone, Hoffman
however the list is endless
Favorite Movies:
Dances with wolves
Favorite Music:
Music is another world which can transport you to the outer reaches of your boundaries. Perhaps the greatest music is in the hearts of lovers as they dance to a music all of their own making


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Stories Published By Fluttered All Stories »

Desire satisfied

K eeping myself in your heat My sole ambition To sail the uncharted waters of life A ll my desires are found in you My hungers satisfied by your need  My needs met by your hunger  T he time we take each day Is as if all time stands still Where nothing else exists but you and me E very breath that I take  Is like the waves of the sea Enevitably bringing you closer and back to me ...

Added 15 Aug 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 5 | Avg Score 4.8 | Views 202 | 5 Comments

Longing has a power

Longing has a power That burns in my heart. The physical distance is many miles. But the virtual distance, Is but when I speak your name, breathed out on my lips. As I conjure your vision, I see your smile in my mind, I watch again how you bite your lower lip, As you blush, I long to hold you close.   I know these words will dance in your mind And I shall take care not to tread...

Added 13 Aug 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 186 | 3 Comments

Her Smile

Many thoughts stir my heart As I ponder alone. Many places attract me  With charms of their own  But my thought of all thoughts  When her smile does afford  This place of all places  She strikes such a chord  It’s the end of my pain  When she smiles at my face It’s the word of her heart  To my prodigal space It’s the greatest and grandest gift  She could impart Surpassing my reason  And...

Added 04 Aug 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 285 | 4 Comments

The Monarch

Today, I watched as a Monarch fluttered by, Delicate as she moved here and there. So much of a Monarch’s life is hidden And yet their form is rich beyond compare. Such grace within a captive soul, Trapped in a cage of bittersweet memories, Wanting to indulge, but not knowing how. Longing  to break free, but not knowing how. Her colour, vibrant, shining like the sun  How can I hope to see such...

Added 02 Aug 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 7 | Avg Score 5 | Views 196 | 5 Comments

Inked Crotch Satisfied

I watched and I felt as she swallowed me whole. Her moist lips squeezing the base of my cock, causing me to let a sigh of pleasure escape my lips. My cock head was then massaged by her throat. This was to be a merciless attack of pleasure that I would remember till my dying day.  She was taking me on a journey that was never going to last long unless I buried my face in her offered molten...

Added 01 Aug 2018 | Category Flash Erotica | Votes 5 | Avg Score 5 | Views 932 | 5 Comments

The Inked Crotch Smelled

Saturday 10:15 pm I picked up the panties that had been dropped in my lap, lifted them to my nose and mouth and inhaled deeply. I watched the sylph-like figure of my muse swiftly begin to leave the club and I threw her panties on to my table in mild frustration. I thought I glimpsed something not quite right. I picked them up saw inked on to the crotch “Follow Me”. I looked up to where she...

Added 31 Jul 2018 | Category Flash Erotica | Votes 9 | Avg Score 4.89 | Views 1,153 | 8 Comments

The Dancing Squid

  Hip Hip Hooray Three cheers for the squid that taught me to dance, To dance with bear and butterflies, but most of all to dance with her. And in her precious arms, she held me tight Safe from the past, Secure for today, Free for my future. My body melded with hers, Our interlocution made strong Through her presence, becoming as one But, If you could see her eyes, the way...

Added 30 Jul 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 7 | Avg Score 5 | Views 199 | 5 Comments


There she lay Tense  Frustrated by circumstance  Knowing but one way to find pure release  As she lay naked upon her bed  Her fingers ministered  To her small but perfect breasts Round and round her areoles her fingers gently danced  Nipples stiffening as the dance grew longer  More intense  Driven by need  Her fingers moved  Swiftly  Like mercury  silently  Silkily  Swarming  Over her...

Added 27 Jul 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 7 | Avg Score 5 | Views 210 | 4 Comments


Squid Is my greatest dream She is a sexual tease Leading me on, pushing me forward, I’m hard Her mind alive with fun, her uterus used, to bless me with joy i bury my face and taste her charms, then I nuzzle her pearl, my cock diving deep and hard and long  How can I not fall for her charms or resist her spell as her inky fluid washes over my rampant loins her lithe body alive with sensation...

Added 26 Jul 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 10 | Avg Score 4.9 | Views 205 | 7 Comments

Logic Personified

I stand looking over the water  to where her physical presence resides. Plotting to capture her body, and her very being. She has some perfectly radiant qualities  Educated and living in the depth of her soul. How can I be sure of what I see when she slinks off into the sunset of her mind. Moving to the pulse of a happening rap Paradox betwixt the facets of her mind  that shine in...

Added 25 Jul 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 10 | Avg Score 5 | Views 147 | 7 Comments

Stories Coauthored By Fluttered

Inked Crotch Tasted

I sigh when he tastes my arousal, he takes his time exploring me, and my fear subsides.  This is not his first time.  I weave my fingers into his hair holding him in place and press myself into his sharp tongue. I’m moaning softly.  The earthy smells of arousal, sweat, and saliva fill the air. I’m in ecstasy – I needed this; it amazes me that this stranger can work my body better than my...

Added 01 Aug 2018 | Category Flash Erotica | Votes 5 | Avg Score 4.8 | Views 690 | 5 Comments

Your scent all around me

My beautiful feeling of eternity Your voice screaming pleasure but saying nothing I am waiting for your hands to find the light in my soul As we share the sheets of our love. Our skins hurt as they have been wrenched apart I miss you in every room now you are not here  I walk between the orchids and the roses  But yours is the only scent I feel  It has surrounded me since the first day ...

Added 17 Jul 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 14 | Avg Score 4.93 | Views 319 | 9 Comments

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