About Fluttered


What is it that I seek but a willing heart and open mind? For myself at this point in my life I am being led to find my answers in learning from the wisdom of others and through a process of submission to and from others, for pure love is the entirety of submission.

Over time like many, my use of Lush has changed and what I seek now is chat in the context of connection. I am grateful for the lovers and friends that I have, that have helped me journey to this point in my life and that want the best for me. There are certain beautiful people that have become significant over my three incarnations of Lush going back to 2014, to name I them all would be crass, I am happy to say that there are some really special people within my friendship circle all of whom are worthy of love in their own right and I do my best to love them in the manner that they value. Friends come and go for their own reasons some of which are known others depart in response to unknown circumstances and I wish them well. The most special of friends will always have her place in my heart, I think particularly of C/P who gave me the confidence to reshape my heart into what it is today, and even if over time their memory dims, her love lives long in the hearts of many.

To interpret and articulate this love for others is complex, for I love to bring pleasure to others connecting with them through sexual expression. My past created a barrier to loving just one, although there is a craving for that which is growing deep within my heart. There is one who is taking me by the hand,building on the foundation of others and leading me through still waters to a place of depth that I have longed to find. I am learning again to give of my own heart and the power to live in the heart of another - and what a vibrant heart it is -and this brings a richness and flavour that impacts my life, my thinking, my emotions and my writing.

My blog picture changes from time to time, the fluttering image is a reflection of joy and freedom that I am enjoying. Occasionally it is a sample of Kintsugi, where something that was broken has been repaired, restored and made more beautiful, valuable and unique by the hands of someone who loves, a metaphor for my life. I am thankful for my own special K in whom I flourish. I recognise that also I should be as Kintsugi for others it doesn't matter how many pieces are left, when care and compassion blend with understanding, a priceless treasure can be reborn. Or at times it talks of the elephant who encourages me to live in kindness and love again. At still other times it talks of the quality not quantity of contact which drives my friendship.

I wish for all my friends that they flourish and grow in the understanding of themselves and their needs, wants and desires.

Please don't whisper unless you can demonstrate you have read my profile and understand its nuances

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Oxfordshire, United Kingdom
Local Time:
24 Jan 2019 10:49
Some things I love:

Nature, lightning, water, forests.
Beauty, which is much more than skin deep
Story that is lived
Poetry that calls to my heart
Dreams that captivate my very soul
Favorite Books:
Books that open my mind to a world of possibilities, probabilities and aspiration, these should always be savoured
Favorite Authors:
Grisham, Connelly, Rupi Kaur, Larkin, Blake, Addonizio, Okri, Tickell, Jone, Hoffman
however the list is endless
Favorite Movies:
Dances with wolves
Favourite TV Shows:
Favorite Music:
Music is another world which can transport you to the outer reaches of your boundaries. Perhaps the greatest music is in the hearts of lovers as they dance to a music all of their own making


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What is Life?

What is life If not the most precious gift of all? Life is love without regard Life is love despite What is life If not the essence within all? Life is love without regard Life is love despite What is life If not a seed of love planted in all? Life is love without regard Life is love despite What is life  If not nurtured within all? Life is love without regard Life is love despite ...

Added 21 Jan 2019 | Category Love Poems | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 109 | 2 Comments

A Most Beautiful Gift

When you are given   A most beautiful gift When you see  A most beautiful sight  My heart rejoices  To know that one is there Beyond compare Who simply  Meets my needs How can you define With three little words,  Which hold such power,  glibly said by some, Yet, mean the world to others  What is my dream  But to hold my precious one? Precious one beyond compare  That comes off the page...

Added 11 Jan 2019 | Category Love Poems | Votes 8 | Avg Score 5 | Views 189 | 7 Comments

Feeling my love

Naked lying on my bare body She lays Hungering for my pleasure Feeling my love My hand at rest on her head  Eyes closed She lays  Her mouth at rest on his head Hungering for her pleasure  Feeling my love The peace  Following the storm The torrent of emotion spent Succumbed to need Worship Adoration Resting at peace She lays  Feeling my love Secure in my love In our world that’s perfect   ...

Added 09 Jan 2019 | Category Love Poems | Votes 4 | Avg Score 4.5 | Views 208 | 2 Comments

There is a hope

There is a hope that makes my poets eyes lift from the page and see your face.   There is a hope that stirs my fertile mind that gives me strength  for each and every day   There is a hope that burns within my heart my passions and my love for you   There is a hope that stands the test of time  that brings us close each day and night.   There is a hope that drives my...

Added 07 Jan 2019 | Category Love Poems | Votes 8 | Avg Score 5 | Views 251 | 7 Comments

The Candle

  I was lit in the darkness My single flame  Alighting a deep red candle  My tallow… scented  Dripping down my body My light in the darkness  Shining on the form  Of a naked form Spread-eagled on her bed  Each limb tied with silk  Secure  I dropped on her form  My heated tallow  Dripping over her nipples  In the shadows  It looked as if her nipples were  Blood red  I was guided by my...

Added 24 Dec 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 303 | 3 Comments

That Day

It was destiny that called  That day when we met Noticed because of her words  Noticed because of something more Noticed because something was missing  That only she could fulfill  It was destiny that called  That day in her bed  Noticed because of her smile Noticed because of her song Noticed because her pain was gone That only I could fulfill It was new life that called That day in her...

Added 23 Dec 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 362 | 7 Comments

Emotional Poverty

The monster of loneliness That lived in my bedroom Has been banished. Warm and full is my bed  As my love comes to visit.   Warm and full are my thoughts  As I feel your skin rest against mine. As my fingers, dance and caress  Your sensitive places, building your pleasure, Taking us on a journey out of ourselves, To a place of hope, inspiration and wonder  As our bodies unite...

Added 19 Dec 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 8 | Avg Score 5 | Views 283 | 5 Comments

I will call to you

I will call to you, in the silence and darkness You will hear my voice And in the shadows of the night I will bring you light I will call to you, in the white noise of life You will hear my voice And in the busyness of the day I will bring you life I will call to you, in your fears and doubts You will hear my voice And in the turmoil of your day  I will bring you love...

Added 28 Nov 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 11 | Avg Score 4.82 | Views 449 | 10 Comments

Absent love

  They say that absence makes the heart grow fonder  Who In God’s name has had to wait this long  Waiting to know she is safe Waiting just to know Fear wears the clothes of the unknown  Sometime dressed in rags  Sometimes dressed in the emperors finest  Fear distracts Fear defeats  Hope comes like a breath of air  Like wind sweeping through trees Rustling branches  Caressing everything...

Added 27 Nov 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 8 | Avg Score 5 | Views 343 | 8 Comments

My Song in the Night

I will sing my song as long as I live  The siren who called to me, With her song of alluring captivating power, She has taught me to sing again She ensures I never go hungry For she feeds all my needs and wants For I have a new song on my lips  The deep cry in my heart, met My night time songs of loss and despair, That used to keep me awake at night, My demons banished by the care of...

Added 18 Nov 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 7 | Avg Score 4.86 | Views 262 | 7 Comments

Stories Coauthored By Fluttered

Inked Crotch Tasted

I sigh when he tastes my arousal, he takes his time exploring me, and my fear subsides.  This is not his first time.  I weave my fingers into his hair holding him in place and press myself into his sharp tongue. I’m moaning softly.  The earthy smells of arousal, sweat, and saliva fill the air. I’m in ecstasy – I needed this; it amazes me that this stranger can work my body better than my...

Added 01 Aug 2018 | Category Flash Erotica | Votes 12 | Avg Score 4.75 | Views 1,162 | 12 Comments

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