About Fluttered



What is it that I seek but a willing heart and open mind? For myself at this point in my life I am being led to find my answers in learning from the wisdom of others and through a process of submission to and from others, for pure love is the entirety of submission.

Over time like many, my use of Lush has changed and what I seek now is chat in the context of connection. I am grateful for the lovers and friends that I have, that have helped me journey to this point in my life. There are certain beautiful people that have become significant over my three incarnations of Lush going back to 2014, to name them would be crass, I am happy to say that there are some really special people within my friendship circle all of whom are worthy of love in their own right and I do my best to love them in the manner that they value. Friends come and go for their own reasons some of which are known others depart in response to unknown circumstances and I wish them well. We all need special friends who remain ever present and ever constant, and I am blessed with such in PLC (thehoncath) my soul mate - currently in a hiatus- and her family.

To interpret and articulate this love for others is complex, for I love to bring pleasure to others. I don’t know if I have the strength to love just one, although there is a craving for that which is growing stronger day by day. I find myself reading often and on each page that I read, is an untold package of delight and mystery, the epitome of a living story to cherish. However I am most glad for a certain teacher who has taken the time to help me read and appreciate literature even more, and even causing me to write. Whilst there is always more than one page in a book each unique and cherished each story enriching my life and fulfilling, I have discovered a chapter that is all consuming, a passion so tender, a breath of life and hope and my rest that is not so fractured, all thanks to her my own kintsugi.

My Avi is a sample of Kintsugi, where something that was broken has been repaired, restored and made more beautiful, valuable and unique by the hands of someone who loves.

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Relationship Status:
In a Relationship with RebeccaCatherine
Oxfordshire, United Kingdom
Local Time:
18 Feb 2018 22:28
Some things I love:

Nature, lightning, water, forests.
Beauty, which is much more than skin deep
Story that is lived
Poetry that calls to my heart
Favorite Books:
Books that open my mind to a world of possibilities, probabilities and aspiration, these should always be savoured
Favorite Authors:
Grisham, Connelly, Rupi Kaur, Larkin, Blake, Addonizio, Okri, Tickell, R Jones

however the list is endless
Favorite Movies:
Dances with wolves
Favorite Music:
Music is another world which can transport you to the outer reaches of your boundaries. Perhaps the greatest music is in the hearts of lovers as they dance to a music all of their own making


Date Joined:
17 Jul 2017
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Stories Published By Fluttered All Stories »

The light of your eyes

Each encounter with you is like love of itself, Always glorious, unexpected, and totally unprecedented.   As I walk towards you, there is no light for my path. Save that which burns in your heart, and shines through your eyes. They calll me, guide me, captivate me. I am drawn to you Mesmerized, the light of your eyes  dancing within me,  in time with the primordial rythym of...

Added 12 Feb 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 275 | 4 Comments

Up on the Moor

  Amidst the battalions of wind turbines marching across the moors. I saw my love,  Her hair blowing in the wind, As wild as her heart is passionate. The moors are cold as she searches for her Heathcliff. When she sees him, She runs and skips towards her love  At one with the rugged beauty. We come together  Coats flung on the ground  Bodies stripped,  warmed by the heat of the other’s...

Added 11 Feb 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 301 | 3 Comments

Brokenness Becomes Beauty

My heart is in your hands, Hands that are like that of Kintsugi, You are mending my brokenness With the gold of your love. Strengthened by you, I can say Rest in my love Relax in my care Know that my presence will always be there.   My joy shines like veins of gold,  Twinkling in the light of your radiance, Your inner beauty smothers my brokenness in love. My heart nuzzles...

Added 07 Feb 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 197 | 4 Comments

The Pennance

I turned my key in the door There she was on the floor My vision of beauty  Doing her duty Her naked form  A wonder to adorn Her sin, neglect  She knows to expect My intense consternation  Some pain and pleasure, a heady concoction Her penance was paid Absolution was made  The rebel was tamed  Without being maimed  The look in my eyes  Carried my disguise  I have nothing but love  For...

Added 06 Feb 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 177 | 2 Comments

Transforming Touch

You have entered the turbulence of my loneliness  Bringing with you a transforming grace  That brings healing where it touches Bringing with you,  Your presence, that brings joy, that brings love  And your comforting touch  Your kiss brings warmth That becomes heated passion  Your touch that brings life  As you caress my body, l swell at you tender touch  As I enter you Our lives...

Added 05 Feb 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 1 | Avg Score 5 | Views 218 | 2 Comments

You nurture within me

You nurture in me:   The song of a lover The vision of a poet The inquisitive questions of a child  A heart for a tin man  Courage for a lion A new mind for a scarecrow You have planted within me: Courage, so that I can speak my deepest thoughts Love, how to keep my heart safe, so that I can  boldly tell you how I feel You have awoken my mind, so I can tell you, who you are  But most...

Added 04 Feb 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 0 | Avg Score 0 | Views 278 | 1 Comment

What’s In A Dream?

What’s in a dream? Should I only dream of you at night,  Or, can I dream of you during my day? For,  you fill my mind with goodness, love, laughter and joy My thoughts are also of you unclothed  Lying on the sheepskin rug in front of the fire  Waiting to make love with me  Perfection in your naked frame  I watch the glint in your eye The smile on your lips  Your legs parting A bead of...

Added 03 Feb 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 1 | Avg Score 4 | Views 206 | 1 Comment

Yours Always

Everyone needs love to pick them up, I rejoice at your tender and gentle strength. In moments of darkness, I ask, “Who am I, that you should care in the way that you do?” Then, I realise that I am purpose made for the pleasure of knowing you. The way your mind melds with mine, My heart has become your home, The way you fit within my arms and against my body. The more I see, The more I...

Added 02 Feb 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 4 | Avg Score 4.75 | Views 319 | 4 Comments

The Fire That Burns

You have seen the shape of my mortality The inescapable struggle of loneliness and pain   Yet, you choose to give me the gift of life and love And I am unflinchingly alive Irrepressibly alive Fully alive   Full of experiencing Every fragile Miraculous Juicy Aching Tender Beautiful ounce of love Igniting the fire that burns against the midnight of my indifference  ...

Added 01 Feb 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 0 | Avg Score 0 | Views 275 | 1 Comment

Tend the Fire (sonnet 3)

In the depth of my soul's great longing I am coming, dear muse, towards thee Giving each thought and deed for reflection  Let thy touch now descend upon me   Stay close to me Lay with me Tend the fires of passion that burn so strongly Grant me patience to wait your next visit You inhabit my thoughts in abundance  Take great care, as you move through your day Then come, find your home within...

Added 31 Jan 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 1 | Avg Score 5 | Views 268 | 1 Comment

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