About Fluttered


What is it that I seek but a willing heart and open mind? For myself at this point in my life I am being led to find my answers in learning from the wisdom of others and through a process of submission to and from others, for pure love is the entirety of submission.

Over time like many, my use of Lush has changed and what I seek now is chat in the context of connection. I am grateful for the lovers and friends that I have, that have helped me journey to this point in my life and that want the best for me. There are certain beautiful people that have become significant over my three incarnations of Lush going back to 2014, to name them all would be crass, I am happy to say that there are some really special people within my friendship circle all of whom are worthy of love in their own right and I do my best to love them in the manner that they value. Friends come and go for their own reasons some of which are known others depart in response to unknown circumstances and I wish them well.

To interpret and articulate this love for others is complex, for I love to bring pleasure to others connecting with them through sexual expression. My past created a barrier to loving just one, although there is a craving for that which is growing deep within my heart. There is one who is taking me by the hand and leading me through still waters to a place of depth that I have longed to find. I am learning again to give of my own heart and the power to live in the heart of another - and what a vibrant heart it is -and this brings a richness and flavour that impacts my life, my thinking, my emotions and my writing.

Occasionally someone out of reach - certainly sexually-takes time to get to know me and i would seek to acknowledge them for their grace one such is Pixie H.

My blog picture changes from time to time often it is a sample of Kintsugi, where something that was broken has been repaired, restored and made more beautiful, valuable and unique by the hands of someone who loves, a metaphor for my life. I am thankful for my own special K in whom I flourish. I recognise that also I should be as Kintsugi for others it doesn't matter how many pieces are left, when care and compassion blend with understanding, a priceless treasure can be reborn. Or the elephant who encourages me to live in kindness and love again

I wish for all my friends that they flourish and grow in the understanding of themselves and their needs, wants and desires.

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Oxfordshire, United Kingdom
Local Time:
21 Oct 2018 04:53
Some things I love:

Nature, lightning, water, forests.
Beauty, which is much more than skin deep
Story that is lived
Poetry that calls to my heart
Favorite Books:
Books that open my mind to a world of possibilities, probabilities and aspiration, these should always be savoured
Favorite Authors:
Grisham, Connelly, Rupi Kaur, Larkin, Blake, Addonizio, Okri, Tickell, Jone, Hoffman
however the list is endless
Favorite Movies:
Dances with wolves
Favorite Music:
Music is another world which can transport you to the outer reaches of your boundaries. Perhaps the greatest music is in the hearts of lovers as they dance to a music all of their own making


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And then she touched me

And then she touched me, Reached through my mind, Tugged at my heart strings, i became her willing marionette. Seduced  by her love Her care Her devotion Her protection She lifted me from despair And helped me dance again And what a dance  The rhumba was exquisite  To dance and love again She taught me selflessly In giving of her self  In ways in which I learned  To treasure....

Added 17 Oct 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 8 | Avg Score 5 | Views 270 | 7 Comments

The Painted Lady

I found my lady  I wanted to place  A diamond on her finger  Diamonds in her ears I was not rich  But there was  One thing  I could do for her  For I can paint  With my words  Paint with my feelings Paint with my dreams  Paint a diamond  On her finger  Paint an orgasm  In her mind  Paint a volcano Watch it burst Over her body  Her rapture complete  She became high On my dreams Rich on...

Added 16 Oct 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 7 | Avg Score 4.86 | Views 171 | 7 Comments

My Darling

Come my darling,  Startle me with your presence,  Which is as life sustaining as air .  Open my heart to love you.  Open my mind to attend to your needs.  Open my spirit to worship you Open my life to love authentically and boldly   Be with me in my longing  Stay with me in my needing Go with me in my doing  Most of all rejoice with me in our loving Come touch me, with your...

Added 10 Oct 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 7 | Avg Score 5 | Views 223 | 6 Comments

The Fountain of Life

Fed by my lover  Gushing, spurting,  Fountain unstoppable.  Kneeling before the flood  Washed in lust,  Tongue merciless,  Stirring the flow,  Pushing harder,  Lover screaming,  Body bucking  Lust exhausting,  Tongue exhilarating,  Head crushing,  Pussy grinding,  Life defining,  Sex    ...

Added 03 Oct 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 12 | Avg Score 5 | Views 296 | 12 Comments

Colours in a black and white world

  Painting our love,  From the colour palettes of our mind. Higher than the stars, Broader than the boundaries of endless space, Is the boundless love we share. Our colours mixing, In the moments we spend hanging in the sky, Riding on the wings of love. A kaleidoscope of colour fills our dreams,  As our love blossoms in the wind.  Reaching new heights of contentment, Crying out as you push...

Added 08 Sep 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 9 | Avg Score 5 | Views 265 | 6 Comments

Waiting in the shadows

In times when those we love,  Have cares we cannot reach. We long to hold,  when hurts would weigh them down. We wait with baited breath, Our lovers to return,  so we can feel included. How can we hold them even closer, When standing in the shadows, We gladly offer all we are, Our strength, our hope, our purpose! We celebrate each contact, Requiring hope to fill our hearts as well,  But...

Added 06 Sep 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 391 | 6 Comments

A la Carte

 I saw her knelt upon the restaurant table  He was the only guest  She was his a la carte menu A taste at his behest  The candles glinted in the glass Reflected in his face.  Those pools of light so deep were they  It brought her to her place  For she would go and do for him Exactly what he asked  His pleasure, that was paramount His love, in which she basked  He poured some wine upon...

Added 03 Sep 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 7 | Avg Score 5 | Views 219 | 4 Comments

Across the room

I saw her across the dance floor, her heels taller than a £50 note. She was all I ever wanted! I walked towards her and held out my hand. She stood without a word, took my hand and pulled her close. As we kissed, I reached to her left side, undid the secret zip pushed the red lace off her shoulders, leaving it to pool on the floor.  Her red silk thong was all that was left. As the...

Added 01 Sep 2018 | Category Flash Erotica | Votes 19 | Avg Score 5 | Views 851 | 20 Comments

And Time Stands Still

When times appear, That life gets in the way of lush. Responsibilities, push priorities out of place! It’s then I feel and know, The depth of our connection. The fleeting glimpse via the restroom  The addicts need for succor and a fix Then words are left, as if a shadow  Portrays again her deepest need  And yet, her words speak life of hope and comfort. Her words a trail of pleasure, Deep...

Added 29 Aug 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 10 | Avg Score 5 | Views 268 | 3 Comments

Primal Scream

  Primal Scream  How can I not paint a picture  Of how you looked  In the time you proclaimed  Your primal scream  The look on your face  As the scream  reverberated your frame  And swept up from your core  Is etched in my mind  Like bass relief, the power  The primordial sound  Still echos in my ears What led you to this glorious point ? What shaft of light  Danced within your...

Added 21 Aug 2018 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 461 | 5 Comments

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Inked Crotch Tasted

I sigh when he tastes my arousal, he takes his time exploring me, and my fear subsides.  This is not his first time.  I weave my fingers into his hair holding him in place and press myself into his sharp tongue. I’m moaning softly.  The earthy smells of arousal, sweat, and saliva fill the air. I’m in ecstasy – I needed this; it amazes me that this stranger can work my body better than my...

Added 01 Aug 2018 | Category Flash Erotica | Votes 10 | Avg Score 4.7 | Views 903 | 10 Comments

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