To voice the words "I'm not okay"
Is something I think about everyday.
To admit that there is something wrong
Would make me feel very strong.
How strong is just the opposite of how I am feeling
Right now I am just hoping and dealing
How can I do this, I don't know
Right now everything is moving so slow.
I don't know how to open up, and let you in
The string that is keeping me together, is getting very thin.
I want to tell you how I really feel
But, I am like an orange you have to peal.
Opening up is hard for me to do
But something I hope to work through.
I don't want to feel so alone anymore
I don't want to feel like the waves have washed me across the shore.
I trust you completely, it is I who I don't trust.
I know you Love me, and won't hurt me, and what you feel for me is not just lust.
So I am putting down my guard, and letting you in
Finally able to breathe because I am finally letting someone in...
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