There's really nothing you can do unless she allows it. There's probably a reason she's so closed off and self-kept. You don't know what kind of relationship she may have come out of. Maybe she's not open to anything more right now, and as frustrating as it is, you just kind of have to accept it. I mean it's not really her fault you fell in love with her. From what you've described, it doesn't even seem like she tried to make you fall in love with her. You can't make her open up to you. These things can't be forced.
You either wait for her to come around or move on. If you choose the former, then you have to be patient. Like really patient. Nothing ever happens as fast as you want it to.
Either way, best of luck.
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Thank you both. I'm in no hurry, and am there without being intrusive. Thing with trying harder is I don't want to force it. If it occurs to her, I'd rather it be organic and fluid. Thanks again.
Come in early one morning, put a single flower in a bud vase on her desk.
it's a great start.
"When its too kinky for everybody else, its just gettin' good for me."
(Kinky Freedman)
Hence the ultimate problem. Not making someone you care for feel uncomfortable. Work sucks, feeling uncomfortable while at work would suck even more.
Without knowing her at all, it is difficult to say why she is acting the way she is... To me, it is very clear she only considers you a friend, based on her "special friend" reply to your email... She certainly may have a personal rule of "Not shitting where she eats" also or one of a thousand other reasons... One thing is certain in my eyes... At this moment, she wants nothing more than friendship for whatever reason it is... You have to accept this or you will be miserable for a very long time at work... Since she is shy and reserved, I wont suggest outright asking her if a relationship is a possibility in the future since her answer would probably be somewhat vague if not an outright lie to protect your feelings... I feel for you and wish you luck... Patience is the word of the day... Continue being the friend you have been and she will see your unwavering friendship... Perhaps when she is ready you will be her first choice...
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How old are her kids and how o;d are your kids? If they are close to the same age suggest something that involves them.
nope. her boy is in high school, mine still watching Disney channel.
Just asking a question, and hoping to be more tactful than your response. Funny that when a guy actually opens his heart and wonders out loud, the hammer comes down. Peace.
You didn't mention how long you've been trying. She may just need time. Be her friend. If something grows from the friendship, that's wonderful. If her feelings toward you don't grow, you still have a friend.
Thank you. That is a good dose of reality and sense. I think it's best to keep the friendship.
You mentioned earlier that you wrote her a poem and dedicated a Youtube video to her. Please never do that again. Like seriously. Nothing's gonna push her away faster than you doing things like that. It reads as a little obsessive and it probably set off all kinds of warning bells in her head.
Honestly, CurlyGirly really gave you the BEST advice. Just because it may seem logical for you to be together, doesn't mean she feels the same. It's about connection. And if she doesn't feel it, there's really nothing you can do. No amount of poems and Youtube videos and lunch dates is gonna change that. It's just gonna run her off. She'll probably just cut you off as a friend.
I know you can't help matters of the heart, but falling in love with her was quite a reckless thing for you to do, given that she doesn't even indicate any signs of liking you more than a friend.
I'm curious to know how/why you fell in love with her in the first place, given that you admittedly don't know anything about her.
Just put yourself in her shoes for a second: Coworker takes me out for lunch a few times and now he's writing me poems and sending me Youtube videos and is in love with me. Doesn't that seem strange to you? Especially since she's probably gone out of her way to hint that you're only friends.
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I know a lot about her, and that inclusion makes it harder to transition from friend to love. I respect her enough, and know enough about her to feel for her, and to stay.
Was just wondering about what I can't see since my hearts in it.
I hear you personalassistant. And thanks again for the songs.
Great advice!! How did it turn out?
Sometimes people do not want to be in another relationship. I had a very intense one that left me drained and although I met some great guys, my emotional stores were just empty. Relationships are work and if you aren't up for it someone usually gets hurt.
Sometimes people want to be alone to regroup, get themselves together or they want to explore being alone. She has made it pretty clear that she is not interested in starting a relationship and I am one of those who thinks you should leave her alone. She is trying to be nice but when a woman calls you friend, she means she is not interested in anything deeper. You are in a painful place because you are watching for any hint and reading into everything she does to see if she feels the same and sorry but I don't think she does.
The other thing I wanted to say, it can begin to feel a little stalkerish when someone persists and its been made crystal clear that you have put them in the friend zone.
Trying to be gentle but honest.
Maybe in the future things can be different but I am one of those people who believes it is a waste of time pining for someone when the world is full of other interesting people who will be into you.
Sometimes we "see" things that aren't there, imagine that a person could be a possibility, when in fact, they're not interested, well, not in that way, or just don't see you in the way that you would like. You can't force it, you can't force someone to like you or love you or even be your friend.
It's easy to get into a scenario where you think you might be good for a person, able to enhance their life and they yours. A mutually beneficent relationship where one supports and nurtures the other. That would be ideal, wouldn't it? Solve "problems" on both sides, make life mutually easier?
But sadly, although it's a nice fantasy and you can see it playing out in your mind, it doesn't mean it's going to happen.
You sound as though you have made it relatively clear (at least in your way) to her, that you are offering friendship. However, she has not taken you up on that thus far and I am inclined to think that it is with good reason.
You say that women find it easier to include a man in their lives. In my experience, that is not the case. Some men are incredibly difficult to read, blow hot and cold and can generally be just impossible to fathom.. as though they cannot communicate effectively, make their needs and wants (or NOT wants) understood - in just the same way that women can.
It doesn't sound like she is ignoring you, a plausible partner/connection in favour of something else, it just doesn't sound like she is interested in anything with you.
In my experience, if the feelings of one party outweigh those of the other, balance is unlikely to be found, try as you might.
My advice would be to move on, forget the idea of a relationship with her. Perhaps a friendship may spring up, perhaps not. Nothing good can come of being lovesick - it will merely detract from real life goings on, maybe make you miss something else while you're "not looking"...
Let it go and see what happens...
Namaste
IMHO...TWO of the sharpest answers have been presented by DancingDoll and Mazza. Other answers are good also. Please pay attention to these two ladies' sage advice. FWIW...I'm old enough to be their Dad, and they have helped me understand stuff...they are good answers.
Good luck...and be patient!!
Rick