Forum posts made by geezus03

Topic Does life go on? Even after a life altering relationship?
Posted 13 Nov 2012 00:12

Ok..First of all, very difficult to write this and ask for help from people all over world. Would really love some opinions though. Long story. Gonna try to sum it up. Girlfriend of 2 going on 3 years becomes pregnant. We had both talked about what we wanted in life and a child was not in the plans..but things happen i understand. She made the final decision to keep on with the pregnancy. Which in a way broke a trust that i had with her and things started to spiral down. I warmed up to the idea just before my son was born. After he was born i had still lost feelings towards the gf, simply because she made a decision that would alter not only my life, but our life and relationship. I must point out that we had gotten engaged to be married and were engaged for the better part of a year. She recently to move out and we ended our relationship except for the physical..or sex if i may. I woke up after our last fight, to figure out that i had been treating her badly for a long time because i had started to resent her for the problems we started to have between us. I don't want anyone to think i resent my son. I do not. He is now beome.the best thing i have ever made and accomplished in my life. I only want him to have a proper family, as i had not had growing up. I guess what i am really asking of you people is...Anyone else been in this type of situation? I think i already know i should stop sleeping with her, but its very difficult.. I personally am seeing a councellor for the issues this has given me. Does counselling work? And finally I know are, and what i did wrong, but i am afraid i made them for to long..should i cut my ties with her?dontknow , except for what i.need for my son..and rebuild me?? She is the love of my life and gave me a son for this i can never "hate her". I will always have a deep love for her! Any advice could surely help me out fellow lushies! Those of you that took the time to read this Thank you!

Topic What do you drink, if anything to give you energy?
Posted 08 May 2012 23:46

I know it may even sound gross, i don't even like the stuff but try a bottle of V8 juice..Some good old fashioned veggies happen to get me going sometimes, without all those chemicals and sugar!

Topic Say something nice about the profile of the person above you
Posted 02 Apr 2012 22:17

I would have to Say just by the reading of her profile..Confident, Loves to laugh and play!! Confidence is so sexy. Well done Nikki!

Topic What makes you shiver?
Posted 01 Apr 2012 02:17

A very light back scratch..Mhmm convulsions.

Topic wet dreams
Posted 01 Apr 2012 02:12

Is it odd that i have now turned 27 and cannot remember ever having one? Something wrong?

Topic Would you lick her pussy after you came in?
Posted 01 Apr 2012 02:04

If it helps to please the women that i am with by god i am all over it. I strongly agree that if she is willing to taste my juices then i should, and am fully compliant to return any favor at anytime.

Topic why do i got attract of women ages 30 and above? :(
Posted 01 Apr 2012 01:54

Intelligence, Confidence. Grown up looks....all factors. I must also admit that some.older women are much more attractive to me, say other than some of the younger women my age that simply just try to hard to be eye candy..