I'm 42, straight, disabled, and enjoy writing erotic stories and reading others.My heart belongs to a special Princess, who has captured it in her beautiful soul to keep and protect forever xxI am very shy, and most of that is due to the fact I do have a disability (hands/arm). Behind the shyness is a guy with a loving, lonely, caring soul who would like to be friends with people who don't judge others.
Usually in bed on a night mostly before I go to sleep. But during the day, almost always sat at the computer, reading stories or watching a bit of porn.
I think people are different on why they only share some, and others share a lot. Some are more open about their lives, while others are very more secrative (maybe hiding it from family and work colleagues who may come across their account somehow).Me personally, I share enough to make people a little curious but not enough to allow anyone into my life online quickly. A lot of that is due to being very open over the years in past to 'so-called friends' who went on to turn on me after discovering maybe how I looked, my disability, or more about my life, and going through that pain of being damaged by people you thought you trusted. Learning to regain that trust is a difficult, slow path once you've been burned.It is difficult to judge some people though when they offer very little to go on from their profile and I guess for a lot it's trial and error with people.
Always loved the lyrics by Sarah McLachlan, but this one especially I always felt is quite meaningful and strong in the words. "Dear God" by Sarah McLachlan Dear God,Hope you got the letter andI pray you can make it better down here.I don't mean a big reduction in the price of beerBut all the people that you made in your image,See them starving on their feet'Cause they don't get enough to eatFrom GodI can't believe in you.Dear God,Sorry to disturb you, butI feel that I should be heard loud and clear.We all need a big reduction in the amount of tearsAnd all the people that you made in your image,See them fighting in the street'Cause they can't make opinions meetAbout God,I can't believe in you.Did you make disease, and the diamond blue?Did you make mankind after we made you?And the devil too?!Dear God,Don't know if you noticed, but...Your name is on a lot of quotes in this book,Us crazy humans wrote it, you should take a look,And all the people that you made in your image,Still believing that junk is trueWell I know it ain't, and so do youDear God,I can't believe in...I don't believe in...I won't believe in heaven and hell.No saints, no sinners, no devil as well.No pearly gates, no thorny crown.You're always letting us humans down.The wars you bring, the babes you drown.Those lost at sea and never found,And it's the same the whole world 'round.The hurt I see helps to compoundThat Father, Son and Holy GhostIs just somebody's unholy hoaxAnd if you're up there you'd perceiveThat my heart's here upon my sleeve.If there's one thing I don't believe in.....It's you.....Dear God.
Memories! I can remember, the two of us walking along the grains of sand, tickling between our toes,The sun descending across the sea, fading beyond the ocean so blue and calmThe beating of my heart, at your side, a shell filled with happiness and loveAs we sit down, and stare out into the world beyond... as the darkness of night swallows us up whole within The Never-Ending Search I searched, high and low, from the Highlands to the Dover cliffs,For that one, that special life, to accompany me on my travels,A second beating heart, smothered in warmth and caring nature,That would enrichen my lonely life, turning my frown upside down,But my search continues on, as my years don't grow younger, but older,Approaching father time, who awaits my final destination of this path I walk upon......
About 2 days ago :( chatting with someone online and was a really good strong one as been a couple days before that so built it up
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder i think thats sums it up. Agree with that, is one of the best sayings and one I always love to say and hear.Mostly coz I know I aint good looking or anything special, and also because of a slight disability so I have been on the wrong end of most things of how people see me and the way often people look at me and probably consider me ugly, but I think we are all Unique in our own way , and it's whats inside that counts I feel, but then, maybe thats just how I feel growing older.Id take a girl with a heart of gold and caring who isn't absolutely stunning, than a stunningly beautiful girl who didnt give a crap about you and walk all over you to get what she wants.
I had been working at the company for a little over a month now, after being hired as a personal assistant to the boss, Miss Andrews. She was a ruthless, yet beautiful woman in her late thirties. She always wore a business suit, short skirt just above her knees. White blouses, where on some days her dark undergarments would show through. Stockings and suspenders that ran down into high...
Added 22 Nov 2015 | Category Office Sex
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Several days passed since I lost my virginity to Juliet, Mom's best friend next door. She was an amazing mature woman who allowed me to share this beautiful moment with her, one I would never forget. My mom had never found out about our encounter, or any of the future ones we would share together. Although open minded, would she have allowed my first time to be shared with her best friend?...
Added 21 Nov 2015 | Category Taboo
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You are like a songbird, chirping its song in the morning sun. I heard your call, and it lead me to you. You broke down the barriers, Smashed the wall that surrounded my broken heart. A heart surrounded in a wall of ice by queens so hurtful. Paining me with words and promises, lies and deceit. Now, the beat of my heart thumps once more, Breaking free from these chains around it. My eyes...
Added 18 Nov 2015 | Category Love Poems
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Part II of the story features a girls first experience with a sex toy, a dildo. Check out Part I if interested featuring a guys first experience with a Fleshlight toy. **** Julia's excitement was hard to contain. Her parents had left for the night and wouldn't be home till late. Tonight she was going to experience something for the first time. Not a boy, but something very close she...
Added 17 Nov 2015 | Category Toys
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This story is the first of two told from two perspectives, of a guy and girl's first experiences with a sex toy. I felt best to separate for those who didn't want to read the other side. *** A knock at the door brought the Delivery Guy, whereupon Steve opened it and signed for the parcel. He took it into his apartment and placed it on the table. The anticipation of opening it made him...
Added 16 Nov 2015 | Category Toys
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Silence is all I hear since you've been gone. No one to hold my hand, to wrap me up in their arms, That warm embrace of comfort, everlasting friendship. No one to catch those teardrops that fall from these watery eyes, Splashing onto the cold, hard floor beneath my feet. No smile to wake up to and greet me with lips so soft and tender, Nothing but the bedsheets at my side to grasp...
Added 15 Nov 2015 | Category Love Poems
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Julie was sixteen and lately had found herself growing more feelings toward her best friend, Kirsten. Kirsten was beautiful. Long, blond hair with deep blue eyes. A body that guys would jerk off to all night long. Both girls were also still virgins. The best friends had many sleepovers, since they were little. It was innocent when they were young, but as they grew older it became a little...
Added 13 Nov 2015 | Category Lesbian
Although I had turned eighteen a few months back, I was still living at home. My father had left when I was young, and I lived with my mother all of these years. At times it was a struggle, but she always found time for me, and more importantly - took care of me, making sure I had everything I could ever want. She had a great support around her also, lots of friends - many of whom were of...
Added 11 Nov 2015 | Category First Time
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I saw you from across the room Gliding amongst others, a vision of beauty to behold My heart jumping an extra beat I tried to reach out and touch you That ice cold exterior, sending shivers down my fingertips That unnatural feeling of emptiness that draws deeper inside of my body Your hands caressing another, as you turn to glance upon my stale soul Those lips that curl upon one edge Offering...
Added 28 Nov 2013 | Category Love Poems
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After being asked to keep an eye on my neighbor's 18 year old daughter while her mother went away for the weekend, I didn't expect to find myself ending up in bed with her. But that is what happened as she went from jerking my cock and giving me a blowjob, to myself going down on her and eating her pussy out to a wonderful orgasm. But things were about to go that further step.... I moved up...
Added 11 Feb 2013 | Category First Time
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