About Lilly


Updated March 18, 2017

Disclaimer: Finding a good man is like nailing Jello to a tree - I was desperate to nail Jello to a tree. However, when the perfect man came along I forgot all about the damn tree.

Four years ago I discovered Lush (Thanks Google). Little did I know what I would find here. I found myself here. Parts of me that had been tucked into the corners of my mind. Fantasies abandoned, left to collect dust. I found my forever person here and we recently moved in together. My cyber world merged with my real world seamlessly. Funny to think I could have just as easy lost myself in this cyber world. 🌎

My fatal personality flaw is that I live life without a middle gear. I LOVE with my entire being, I feel SORROW to my core and I CELEBRATE great moments as if they could be my last. I can't imagine life any other way. I unapologetically follow my heart, even when it is intimidating. 💙

I aim to be a good person and an even better friend, but I don't always succeed. I am human after all and I have not yet found my super power. Even people with great intentions make poor choices. My story is full of wrong turns and bad decisions, but my journey has been breathtakingly beautiful.

Caution I am so clumsy I should come with a warning label or be bubble wrapped. (They do make pink bubble wrap) I am not liable for accidents, consider yourself warned. 🚧 Please proceed at your own risk. ⚠


Health care is my life's passion. I long to help those that don't have a voice to ask, but in doing so I often forget to help myself. I am excited to be venturing into new endeavors in my life at this time.

~•~•~ Friends ~•~•~

I am blessed with amazing friends on Lush. I don't get to thank you one by one, but without you my world would be monochrome. I get such support from each of you and I try to return it. It is on the shoulders of my friends and with Tony's support that I find the courage to face the world with a smile. You fill me with courage, humble me and make my world beautiful.....but most of all each of your unique stories inspire me.

~•~•~ Desire ~•~•~

Life is short, listen to your inner desires. Even if they don't fit into the pretty little box 🎁 society considers acceptable, own them anyway. Never apologize for what you find sexy or what turns you on. Only when you listen and acknowledge your needs can you truly be fulfilled.

Sexuality is complicated subject. Myself, I have ventured back and forth into the world of BDSM while on lush many times. Ultimately I found my forever person during my journey. I have found the guidance and safety to be myself and express my sexuality without fear of judgment. He became my Daddy, my forever person and my best friend. As his baby girl (I am not a little) I am loved, safe and finally free to be myself. I AM DONE trying to fit my square peg into the round hole so to speak.


~•~•~ Love ~•~•~

The heart is incredible and it has the capacity to love beyond anything imaginable, there is no way to quantify the amount of love the heart can hold. All the great poets have attempted and failed. 💓 Fill your heart with things that make you feel happy to be alive.


A Lush friendship turned into a rare and unbreakable love. I know this love is a gift, I am in love with the greatest man I have ever known and I don't take one second for granted with him. It is my privilege and an honor to love him. I will always be his biggest supporter and his best friend.

The minute we first embraced, I knew I was forever changed. With our first kiss he breathed new life into me and I felt alive for the first time in so long. Making our dream of being together in real life took work and sacrifice, but I finally get to wake up next to him every morning, sharing our lives together. The fairytale ending did not just happen, we both dared to chase our dreams. We held hands and lept together. We are truly blessed. ❤

Old fashioned values and a home where the man is the head of the household is our reality now. He is the head of our home and love of my life. He protects me and always has my best interest in mind. In return I trust him beyond words and love him with all of my heart and soul. I am finally home.

~••~•~ Friend Requests and My page ~•~•~

I accept friend requests if you have taken a bit of pride in your profilr. Please just include a line or two about yourself or why you want to be friends.

Please post freely on my page, I love returning the favor. No need to censure your sense of humor, you are my friend because I like your quirks. I love the female form and a wicked sense of humor. I just so happen to like sex too but let's save the more graphic posts for my Daddy, as the sexuality within me belongs solely to him. I would never disrespect my friends relationships and I hope they wouldn't mine. I love him way too much for that. Thanks for understanding. 🌸


I have learned to settle for nothing less than what feeds your heart and soul, for when you settle you become broken.

I love the Lush community and hope to enjoy your friendships along the way. ~ Lilly 🌸

Daddy's baby girl
Relationship Status:
Engaged to Midnitexpres
With Daddy, North Carolina, United States
I am a self proclaimed girly girl and I love all things that sparkle. I love quiet nights curled up on the couch with a good book (or my Daddy). I also love to listen to live music. I can't dance to save my life but I love to watch other people dance to live music. Give me enough drinks and I think I can dance, but see disclaimer above about lack of coordination.

I love the outdoors, hiking, camping, caving and cliff jumping. I love all things that get the body's adrenaline pumping (yes especially sex). I love to go on adventures in the outdoors and just enjoy the beauty around me. Most of all, I am ready to walk barefoot in the sand with my soul mate.

I am a football junkie and love to watch HS, College and NFL. I am quick to jump up and down and find myself yelling at the referees through the TV (or in person). I love to talk about all things football related. I play fantasy league and I can calculate quarterback ratings like a pro. I dabble in spectator basketball, swimming and golf too.
Favorite Books:
I cry reading anything by Sparks, he is able to translate into print the love that so many of us need to believe really exists. I also love to get so scared reading Koontz and King that I double check the lock on my doors and peek under my bed before going to sleep.

I recently reread Still Alice for the third time and I still can't read it with dry eyes.
Favorite Authors:
I find comfort in the familiarity of the authors above but I also love to dive into the world of an author I have never read before. Jodi Picoult is a new favorite, as well as John Green. I just started the In The Air series and love it so far.

I continue to be impressed by the caliber of authors here on lush. So much talent, if I love your work, you know who you are. I have learned so much thanks to many of them.
Favorite Movies:
Movies that I love take me on an adventure. I want to cheer on the underdog, celebrate great love or be unsettled by great fear. I love movies and my likes range from Disney/Pixar to romantic comedy to slasher horror movies. I could watch The Fault in Our Stars over and over because it proves that you can live beyond the limitation your illness.
Favourite TV Shows:
So lean in closely, because this is our secret...... I am a closeted reality show addict. I find great satisfaction in watching reality TV and realizing that my life is quite boring in comparison. I have great water cooler talk at work about The Voice and The Bachelor. I am also up to watch anything football related.
Favorite Music:
I enjoy anything more with music going in the background, I love so many types of music. It is the language of our hears when words fail us. Have you ever listened to a song in a foreign language and been so moved by the song despite the language barrier. I am currently addicted to Sam Smith and Andy Grammar.


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Topic: Please help me wish my bestestttttt friend on lush and beyond Moon, a very happy and joyous birthday
Posted: 03 Feb 2018 11:54


I hope this is your best year ever, you deserve it! Happy birthday. 🌛

Topic: Say something nice about the profile of the person above you
Posted: 01 Feb 2018 18:09

She is witty, intelligent and kind.....a great combination. Lucky to call her a friend.

Topic: Birthday for Carolyn (Hotwife4u)
Posted: 21 Jan 2018 23:14

I hope you have had a fantastic birthday and that the next year is full of blessings.

Topic: Say something nice about the profile of the person above you
Posted: 21 Jan 2018 13:28

Adagio is unapologetically himself. He stands by his craft and does not change to fit other's views, that is an admirable trait. I like the honesty of his profile.

Topic: Please help me wish Green_Man - Larry Nigh - A Very Happy Birthday today
Posted: 20 Jan 2018 10:32

Gee...I am always late to the party. I hope you had a fabulous birthday Larry.


Topic: Please help me wish Midnitexpres (Tony) the best birthday ever!
Posted: 20 Jan 2018 10:18

Never could I have seen you coming, you have forever changed my life with your love. I hope I can help to make this your happiest year ever, you truly deserve it. I love you with my whole heart. Happy birthday ❤



Topic: Moderator of the Month, for December
Posted: 18 Jan 2018 13:51

Congratulations! You have always been such a huge help and support to authors here at Lush.

Topic: Awesome Award 1/16/18: Green_Man
Posted: 17 Jan 2018 23:03

Larry....you are so deserving of the accolades. I have known you here for as long as I have been here and have followed your work from the beginning. You are among the group of authors that I first followed that gave me the inspiration and courage to write for the first time. Thank you for being a kind friend and inspiration, both in your writing and in how you have faced life's adversity. Congrats!

Topic: Twitter Writing Challenge: 280 characters to turn people on
Posted: 27 Dec 2017 22:51

Water ran down my breasts, dripping from my aching nipples as I buried two fingers in my soft folds. I traced my swollen nub with enough pressure to send ripples of orgasm throughout my body. A hot shower is my favorite place to masturbate.

Topic: Ink Slingers - do you read smut too or just write it?
Posted: 26 Dec 2017 09:39

<img src="/images/emoticons/read2.gif" alt="read2"> Reading the submissions here on Lush is what inspired me to try to write something other than Evidence Based Practice nursing papers. I continue to follow close to 100 authors and though I am very far behind I am always chipping away at my reading queue.

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