Updated January 17, 2016Disclaimer: Finding a good man is like nailing Jello to a tree - I was desperate to nail Jello to a tree! When the perfect man came along I forgot all about the damn tree. Over three years ago I stumbled upon Lush. Little did I know then what I would find here. I found myself here. I found parts of me had been tucked into the corners of my mind. Forgotten fantasies abandoned, left to collect dust. I found my forever person here. Funny to think I could have just as easy lost myself in this cyber world. 🌎My fatal personality flaw is that I live life without a middle gear. I LOVE with my entire heart, I feel SORROW to my core and I CELEBRATE great moments as if they could be my last. I can't imagine life any other way. I unapologetically follow my heart. 💙I aim to be a good person and even better friend, but I don't always succeed. I am human after all and I have not yet found my super power. Even people with great intentions make poor choices. My story is full of wrong turns and bad decisions, but my journey has been breathtakingly beautiful. Caution I am so clumsy I should come with a warning label or be bubble wrapped. (They do make pink bubble wrap) I am not liable for accidents, consider yourself warned. 🚧 Please proceed at your own risk. 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸Health care is my life's passion. I long to help those that don't have a voice to ask, but in doing so I often forget to help myself. I am excited to be venturing into new territories with my professional self. ~•~•~ Friends ~•~•~I am surrounded by amazing friends on Lush. I don't get to thank you one by one, but without you my world would be monochrome. I get such support from each of you and I try to return it. I act brave, but it is on the shoulders of my friends and Tony's support that I find the courage to fight with a smile. You fill me with courage, humble me and make my world beautiful.....but most of all each of your unique stories inspire me. ~•~•~ Desire ~•~•~Life is short, listen to your inner desires. They may not always fit into the pretty little box 🎁 society considers acceptable, but own them anyway. Never apologize for what you find sexy or what turns you on. Only when you listen and acknowledge can you be fulfilled.Sexuality is complicated topic. I have ventured back and forth into the world of BDSM while on lush many times. Ultimately I found my forever person during my voyage. I have found the guidance and safety to be myself and express my sexuality without fear of judgment. He is my Daddy, my forever person and my best friend. As his baby girl I am loved, safe and finally free to be myself. I am DONE trying to fit my square peg into the round hole so to speak. 💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟~•~•~ Love ~•~•~The heart is incredible and it has the capacity to love beyond anything imaginable, there is no way to quantify the amount of love the heart can hold. All the great poets have attempted and failed. 💓 Fill your heart with things that make you feel happy to be alive. ~~~~Relationship~~~~A Lush friendship has blossomed into a connection which is rare and unbreakable. I know this love is a gift, I am in love with the greatest man I have ever known and I don't take one second for gtantef. It is my privilege and an honor to love him. I will always be his biggest supporter and his best friend. The minute his arms embraced me, I knew I was forever changed. With our first kiss he breathed new life into me and I felt alive for the first time I can remember. Making our dream of being together took work and sacrifices, but I finally get to wake up next to him every morning and share our lives together. The fairytale did not come to us easily, we both dared to chase our dreams. We held hands and lept together. We are beyond blessed. ❤Old fashioned values and a home where the man is the head of the household is our reality now. He is my guide and my protector, the head of our home and love of my life. He protects me and always has my best interest in mind. In return I trust him beyond words and love him with all of my heart and soul. I am finally home. ~••~•~ Friend Requests and My page ~•~•~I accept friend requests if you have put a little pride in your bio. Please just include a line or two about yourself or why you want to be friends.Please post freely on my page, I love returning the favor. No need to censure your sense of humor, you are my friend because I like your qwerks. I love the female form and I love a healthy sense of humor. I just so happen to like sex too but let's save the intimate couple posts for my Daddy, as the sexuality within me belongs solely to him. I would never disrespect my friends relationships and I hope they wouldn't mine. I love him way too much for that. Thanks, Lilly 🌸 ❤❤❤💙💙💙💙💚💚💚💛💛💛💛💜💜💜💜❤❤I have learned to settle for nothing less than what feeds your heart and soul, for when you settle you become broken.💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝I hope to enjoy your friendships along the way. ~ Lilly 🌸
When I say I want you I am trying to say… I want all of you. Not just the jagged bits Or thread worn pieces Left like debris in a storm I want your whole heart I want to know your soul I want all of you Not just your lips But your deepest kiss Not just your limbs Intertwined within mine or your arms and hands Interlaced holding mine I want to feel the weight Of your body pressed Fully...
Added 14 Feb 2017 | Category Love Poems
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As he sleeps next to me I wonder, Does he understand what I see When I look into his gentle eyes Every time he says he loves me? As he sleeps next to me I wonder, Does he realize he rescued me, Not from the perils of the world But from hurt even I couldn't see? As he sleeps next to me I wonder, If he loses himself in our embrace? Does he feel butterflies like I do As his kisses trail along...
Added 08 Feb 2017 | Category Love Poems
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My world seemed to stand still, as if hypnotized by the rhythm of our breathing. I love the gentle coziness of passion’s aftermath; often it seems like time has ceased. The soft yellow glow of streetlights lazily peeked between the generic blinds, a hazy light just bright enough to reflect against the shimmer of our naked flesh. The calm after the storm is the way I visualize our...
Added 28 Jan 2017 | Category Flash Erotica
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This story doesn’t have A true beginning And I don’t know if it Will have an end With love it is hard To pinpoint the exact minute It surpassed lust and Encompassed your heart We were close friends Who had never met Then we were lovers Who had never touched Soul-mates But living separate lives Perfect together But a million miles apart In the middle of the ...
Added 14 Jan 2017 | Category Love Poems
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The fresh spring rain made musical splashes against the glass windows of her tiny apartment. The continuous sound and rhythm of the rain created a beautiful melody, slowly calming her nerves. She was brimming with nervous energy, like a constant current coursing through her insides, and the rain gave her something to focus on. The effect was cathartic and very soothing, almost hypnotic. ...
Added 23 Dec 2016 | Category Love Stories
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No red roses are required tonight Or serenades accompanied by piano I am a woman and I am ravenous Desiring an orgasm to curl my toes So let go of your inhibitions Do not be afraid to really fuck me My mind is blinded by lust An orgasm just begging to be free No pleasantries need be exchanged Our lips lock into a mind numbing kiss An unfurling of clothing soon follows ...
Added 18 Aug 2015 | Category Erotic Poems
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At times I want incredible sex with no strings But in reality sex is rarely ever consequence free I just want the orgasm without the complications So again tonight I am asking, "Will you fuck me?" Before you even answer I strip to my sheer panties The panties only accompanied by a come hither grin Tonight my eagerness to fuck you is crystal clear Now our mutual ache for sexual...
Added 18 Oct 2015 | Category Erotic Poems
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The quiet wisp of my clothes As they fall effortlessly to the floor Leaving me completely exposed Every supple curve of my body The golden glisten of damp skin My hunger and need is palpable Standing naked and vulnerable I tremble in anticipation of what's next Thinking of the one thing I crave Desperately needing your touch Knowingly, your hands reach for me My bare skin burning...
Added 22 Jul 2014 | Category Erotic Poems
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Sexuallly sated so sleep came quickly You rest peacefully naked next to me My need to fuck you seems insatiable As I feel the animal within me awaken Desire for you once again consumes me Carnal urges defying all logical reason My mind and body rendered defenseless To this latest bombardment of raw lust No need this time for romantic wooing Nor gestures of heart-stopping intimacy My...
Added 31 May 2016 | Category Erotic Poems
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Tear drops are like snowflakes No two are exactly the same, Each one has a different meaning A different place from which it came. Some tears celebrate new joys Others the pain of a sad ending, Tears can come from pure delight Or come from your heart mending. Each falling tear drop is unique Slowly falling without a sound, But silently telling it's own story Inside it, pure emotion...
Added 25 Feb 2014 | Category Love Poems
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Mindful of the inclement weather, I had just left the theater. Tonight's offering—a local stage cast with an operatic Othello, by William Shakespeare. Attired in tails and a top hat, with spats on my brogans, I tapped my cane as I cantered along the pavement, carrying myself very well with a sense of who I was. Overhead, storm clouds were brewing with a tympani of thunder. Wind, whistling...
Added 04 Feb 2017 | Category Fetish
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