About Lilly


Updated February 26, 2018

Disclaimer: Finding a good man is like nailing Jello to a tree - I was desperate to nail Jello to a tree. However, when the perfect man came along I forgot all about the damn tree.

Five years ago I discovered Lush (Thank You Google). Little did I know what I would find here. I found myself here. Parts of me that had been tucked into the corners of my mind. Fantasies abandoned, left to collect dust. I found my forever person here and we are getting married in May. My cyber world merged with my real world seamlessly. Funny to think I could have just as easy lost myself in this cyber world. 🌎

My fatal personality flaw is that I live life without a middle gear. I LOVE with my entire being, I feel SORROW to my core and I CELEBRATE great moments as if they could be my last. I can't imagine life any other way. 💙

Caution I am so clumsy I should come with a warning label or be bubble wrapped. (They do make pink bubble wrap) I am not liable for accidents, consider yourself warned. 🚧 Please proceed at your own risk. ⚠


~•~•~ Friends ~•~•~

I am blessed to have made some amazing friends on Lush. I don't get to thank you one by one, but without you my world would be monochrome. I get such support from each of you and I try to return it. I am TERRIBLE at posting pictures and messaging but I am trying to get better, TRYING is the key word.

~•~•~ Desire ~•~•~

Life is short, listen to your inner desires. Even if they don't fit into the pretty little box 🎁 society considers acceptable, own them anyway. Never apologize for what you find sexy or what turns you on. Only when you listen and acknowledge your needs can you truly be fulfilled.

Sexuality is complicated subject. Myself, I have ventured back and forth into the world of BDSM while on lush many times. Ultimately I found my forever person during my journey. I have found the guidance and safety to be myself and express my sexuality without fear of judgment. He became my Daddy, my forever person and my best friend. As his baby girl (I am not a little) I am loved, safe and finally free to be myself. I AM DONE trying to fit my square peg into the round hole so to speak.


~~~~My Relationship~~~~

A Lush friendship turned into a rare and unbreakable love. I know this love is a gift, I am in love with the greatest man I have ever known and I don't take one second for granted with him. It is my privilege and an honor to love him. I will always be his biggest supporter and his best friend.

The minute we first embraced, I knew I was forever changed. With our first kiss he breathed new life into me and I felt alive for the first time in so long. Making our dream of being together in real life took work and sacrifice, but I finally get to wake up next to him every morning, sharing our lives together. The fairy-tale ending did not just happen, we both dared to chase our dreams. We held hands and lept together. We are truly blessed and in May we will be married. ❤

Old fashioned values and a home where the man is the head of the household is our reality now. He is the head of our home and love of my life. He protects me and always has my best interest in mind. In return I trust him beyond words and love him with all of my heart and soul. I am finally home.

~••~•~ Friend Requests and My page ~•~•~

I welcome friend requests and enjoy getting to know people. Please just include a line or two about yourself or why you want to be friends.

Please post freely on my page, I love returning the favor. No need to censure your sense of humor, you are my friend because I like your quirks. I love the female form and a wicked sense of humor. I just so happen to like sex too but let's save the more graphic stuff. I would never disrespect my friends relationships and I hope they wouldn't mine. I love him way too much for that. Thanks for understanding. 🌸


I have learned to settle for nothing less than what feeds your heart and soul, for when you settle you become broken.

I love the Lush community and hope to enjoy your friendships along the way. ~ Lilly 🌸

Daddy's baby girl
Relationship Status:
Engaged to Midnitexpres
With Daddy, North Carolina, United States
I am a self proclaimed girly girl and I love all things that sparkle. I love quiet nights curled up on the couch with a good book (or my Daddy). I also love to listen to live music. I can't dance to save my life but I love to watch other people dance to live music. Give me enough drinks and I think I can dance, but see disclaimer above about lack of coordination.

I love the outdoors, hiking, camping, caving and cliff jumping. I love all things that get the body's adrenaline pumping (yes especially sex). I love to go on adventures in the outdoors and just enjoy the beauty around me. Most of all, I am ready to walk barefoot in the sand with my soul mate.

I am a football junkie and love to watch HS, College and NFL. I am quick to jump up and down and find myself yelling at the referees through the TV (or in person). I love to talk about all things football related. I play fantasy league and I can calculate quarterback ratings like a pro. I dabble in spectator basketball, swimming and golf too.
Favorite Books:
I cry reading anything by Sparks, he is able to translate into print the love that so many of us need to believe really exists. I also love to get so scared reading Koontz and King that I double check the lock on my doors and peek under my bed before going to sleep.

I recently reread Still Alice for the third time and I still can't read it with dry eyes.
Favorite Authors:
I find comfort in the familiarity of the authors above but I also love to dive into the world of an author I have never read before. Jodi Picoult is a new favorite, as well as John Green. I just started the In The Air series and love it so far.

I continue to be impressed by the caliber of authors here on lush. So much talent, if I love your work, you know who you are. I have learned so much thanks to many of them.
Favorite Movies:
Movies that I love take me on an adventure. I want to cheer on the underdog, celebrate great love or be unsettled by great fear. I love movies and my likes range from Disney/Pixar to romantic comedy to slasher horror movies. I could watch The Fault in Our Stars over and over because it proves that you can live beyond the limitation your illness.
Favourite TV Shows:
So lean in closely, because this is our secret...... I am a closeted reality show addict. I find great satisfaction in watching reality TV and realizing that my life is quite boring in comparison. I have great water cooler talk at work about The Voice and The Bachelor. I am also up to watch anything football related.
Favorite Music:
I enjoy anything more with music going in the background, I love so many types of music. It is the language of our hears when words fail us. Have you ever listened to a song in a foreign language and been so moved by the song despite the language barrier. I am currently addicted to Sam Smith and Andy Grammar.


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Topic: 1 Month Added to all existing Paid Memberships
Posted: 20 Mar 2018 23:53

Thank you for everything you do to keep Lushland up and running. It is appreciated

Topic: Please wish Kee a very Happy Birthday today March 20
Posted: 20 Mar 2018 20:09


Hope it was the best birthday ever!

Topic: A Happy Birthday to DanielleX!!!
Posted: 15 Mar 2018 22:29


Topic: Moderator of the Month, for February
Posted: 13 Mar 2018 14:29

Congratulations! Such a deserving person.

Topic: RUMPLATIONS: Honky Tonk and Cyber Bar
Posted: 11 Mar 2018 14:20

Coffee please. It's 4am here and I'm back at the ER with my S/O. I'm so exhausted from all of this. I really hope they stop the bleeding once and for all.

Keeping you and your family in my thoughts. Take care of yourself too.

Hi Lushies. I hope everyone is surviving their Sunday. Rump, how about something with a little kick?

Topic: Only going to say this once, so pay attention...
Posted: 10 Mar 2018 21:58

I am so glad someone finally cleared that up!

Topic: Happy Birthday Emily 260
Posted: 09 Mar 2018 18:45


Hope you have a fantastic birthday!

Topic: RUMPLATIONS: Honky Tonk and Cyber Bar
Posted: 08 Mar 2018 18:52

So exciting about all the upcoming weddings! Oh and a very happy belated birthday to you Lilly!

Sorry to hear about the shop break in, Al.

Totally agree with Rumps that Milik's latest is a must-read. Time to order a beer while I check if I've forgotten to mention anyone else's news!

Thank you for the birthday wishes. It was a fantastic day. I agree the flood of Lush weddings is pretty exciting. I love all the happiness. And yes, Milik's new piece is incredible. I just finished it.

Bill, I will try that Lemonade please.

Topic: RUMPLATIONS: Honky Tonk and Cyber Bar
Posted: 08 Mar 2018 10:07

NyQuil pairs well with more NyQuil!!!

Wedding planning? Lilly, does this mean there are three Lush weddings this year!? Crazy cool. Though our wedding plans are pretty much just eloping: going to the courthouse to get a piece of paper, and then eating a nice meal out so I don't have to cook that night (there will be a party post-wedding at some point).

Can you register for sex toys at the Lush toy shop?

Gotten through a fair amount of comp entries. Good writing; tough field.

Fairly awake for a change. Still doesn't mean I don't want köffee, Bill. Kids get out early today, so I'll drop in for some fortification with some of that that Safeway Select burrbin soon.

So....wedding registry at the sex store seems much more practical with all the Lush RL weddings. We are eloping to the Myrtle Beach area the first week of May for some sun and lots of fun. I think it really speaks for the ability to be one's real self on Lush. It seems that in being the self I wish I could be in my public (much more conservative) life, I have found someone who is much more compatible than I ever imagined. Not having to hide Lush is another great benefit.

I too have found lots of great pieces in the comp. a huge field of entries that is presumably only going to get bigger as the deadline approaches.

Hope everyone is having a great day. Bill, can I have a cup of coffee with a little something to spice it up

Topic: Milik & Simplicity to be married on March 17
Posted: 07 Mar 2018 20:46

Congratulations to a great couple who deserve so much happiness. I know we are both excited to follow in your footsteps in two months. You have stood by each other's side and set a great example of how to love unconditionally. We are truly so excited for you both! May it last forever!<img src="/images/emoticons/pourwine.gif" alt="Pour Wine">

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