About Lilly


Updated January 17, 2016

Disclaimer: Finding a good man is like nailing Jello to a tree - I was desperate to nail Jello to a tree! When the perfect man came along I forgot all about the damn tree.

Over three years ago I stumbled upon Lush. Little did I know then what I would find here. I found myself here. I found parts of me had been tucked into the corners of my mind. Forgotten fantasies abandoned, left to collect dust. I found my forever person here. Funny to think I could have just as easy lost myself in this cyber world. 🌎

My fatal personality flaw is that I live life without a middle gear. I LOVE with my entire heart, I feel SORROW to my core and I CELEBRATE great moments as if they could be my last. I can't imagine life any other way. I unapologetically follow my heart. 💙

I aim to be a good person and even better friend, but I don't always succeed. I am human after all and I have not yet found my super power. Even people with great intentions make poor choices. My story is full of wrong turns and bad decisions, but my journey has been breathtakingly beautiful.

Caution I am so clumsy I should come with a warning label or be bubble wrapped. (They do make pink bubble wrap) I am not liable for accidents, consider yourself warned. 🚧 Please proceed at your own risk.


Health care is my life's passion. I long to help those that don't have a voice to ask, but in doing so I often forget to help myself. I am excited to be venturing into new territories with my professional self.

~•~•~ Friends ~•~•~

I am surrounded by amazing friends on Lush. I don't get to thank you one by one, but without you my world would be monochrome. I get such support from each of you and I try to return it. I act brave as I fight illness, but it is on the shoulders of my friends and Tony's support that I find the courage to fight with a smile. You fill me with courage, humble me and make my world beautiful.

~•~•~ Desire ~•~•~

Life is short, listen to your inner desires. They may not always fit into the pretty little box 🎁 society considers acceptable, but own them anyway. Never apologize for what you find sexy or what turns you on. Only when you listen and acknowledge can you be fulfilled.

Sexuality is complicated topic. I have ventured back and forth into the world of BDSM while on lush many times. Ultimately I found my forever person during my voyage. I have found the guidance and safety to be myself and express my sexuality without fear of judgment. He is my Daddy, my forever person and my best friend. As his baby girl I am loved, safe and finally free to be myself. I am DONE trying to fit my square peg into the round hole so to speak.


~•~•~ Love ~•~•~

The heart is incredible and it has the capacity to love beyond anything imaginable, there is no way to quantify the amount of love the heart can hold. All the great poets have attempted and failed. 💓 Fill your heart with things that make you feel happy to be alive.


A Lush friendship has blossomed into a connection which is rare and unbreakable. I know this love is a gift, I am in love with the greatest man I have ever known. It is my privilege and an honor to love him. I will always be his biggest supporter and his best friend.

The minute his arms embraced me, I knew I was forever changed. With our first kiss he breathed new life into my soul and I felt alive for the first time I can remember. I finally get to wake up next to him every morning and share our lives together. The fairytale did not come to us easily, we both dared to chase our dreams. We held hands and lept together. We are beyond blessed. ❤

Old fashioned values and a home where the man is the head of the household is our reality now. He is my guide and my protector, the head of our home and love of my life. He protects me and always has my best interest in mind. In return I trust him beyond words and love him with all of my heart and soul. I am finally home.

~••~•~ Friend Requests and My page ~•~•~

I accept friend requests if you have put a little pride in your bio. Please just include a line or two about yourself or why you want to be friends.

Please post freely on my page, I love returning the favor. No need to censure your sense of humor, you are my friend because I like your qwerks. I love the female form and I love a healthy sense of humor. I just so happen to like sex too but let's save the intimate couple posts for my Daddy, as the sexuality within me belongs solely to him. I would never disrespect my friends relationships and I hope they wouldn't mine. I love him way too much for that. Thanks, Lilly 🌸


I have learned to settle for nothing less than what feeds your heart and soul, for when you settle you become broken.


I hope to enjoy your friendships along the way. ~ Lilly 🌸

Daddy's baby girl
Relationship Status:
Taken by Midnitexpres
With Daddy, North Carolina, United States
Local Time:
23 Jan 2017 18:11
I am a self proclaimed girly girl and I love all things that sparkle. I love quiet nights curled up on the couch with a good book (or my Daddy). I also love to listen to live music. I can't dance to save my life but I love to watch other people dance to live music. Give me enough drinks and I think I can dance, but see disclaimer above about lack of coordination.

I love the outdoors, hiking, camping, caving and cliff jumping. I love all things that get the body's adrenaline pumping (yes especially sex). I love to go on adventures in the outdoors and just enjoy the beauty around me. Most of all, I am ready to walk barefoot in the sand with my Daddy, Tony.

I am a football junkie and love to watch HS, College and NFL. I am quick to jump up and down and find myself yelling at the referees through the TV (or in person). I love to talk about all things football related. I play fantasy league and I can calculate quarterback ratings like a pro. I dabble in spectator basketball, swimming and golf too.
Favorite Books:
I cry reading anything by Sparks, he is able to translate into print the love that so many of us need to believe really exists. I also love to get so scared reading Koontz and King that I double check the lock on my doors and peek under my bed before going to sleep.

I recently reread Still Alice for the third time and I still can't read it with dry eyes.
Favorite Authors:
I find comfort in the familiarity of the authors above but I also love to dive into the world of an author I have never read before. Jodi Picoult is a new favorite, as well as John Green. I just started the In The Air series and love it so far.

I continue to be impressed by the caliber of authors here on lush. So much talent, if I love your work, you know who you are. I have learned so much thanks to many of them.
Favorite Movies:
Movies that I love take me on an adventure. I want to cheer on the underdog, celebrate great love or be unsettled by great fear. I love movies and my likes range from Disney/Pixar to romantic comedy to slasher horror movies. I could watch The Fault in Our Stars over and over because it proves that you can live beyond the limitation your illness.
Favourite TV Shows:
So lean in closely, because this is our secret...... I am a closeted reality show addict. I find great satisfaction in watching reality TV and realizing that my life is quite boring in comparison. I have great water cooler talk at work about The Voice and The Bachelor. I am also up to watch anything football related, I have the entire NFL combine from this year on my TIVO about twelve hours of drills. Waiting anxiously for this years season, the off season has proven quite eventful (even children know not to play with fireworks)
Favorite Music:
I always have music going, I love so many types of music. It is the language of our hears when words fail us. Have you ever listened to a song in a foreign language and been so moved by the song despite the language barrier. I am currently addicted to Sam Smith and Andy Grammar.


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17 Dec 2013
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