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Can You Take Me Higher

Give me what I need, take me over the edge

A special shout out to Mazza, thanks for helping me get my wicked thoughts out there, you saucy fucking minx! And to the one who fuels my wicked thoughts and feeds my desires, this is for you. xoxo Can you take me higher? Take off my panties and bend me over, spread my legs until they go no further. Explore my body with eager hands and hear my sighs, as you finger the dampness between...Read On


Grace Unbecoming

Romantic longing of a tortured mind.

She is my lovely apparition. My nameless wraith which haunts me still. I would tear the night from the very sky, should its promised darkness not bring her to me. And lo I lay here in silent prayer, that she make me suffer with her memory. Trace my flesh, make it burn and quiver. That she may take me, my very being into her embrace. I see her now as I saw her then. In pallets of grey,...Read On


An Office Affair

Finally, we crossed that thin line...

Did you do something different today?  Was it the new perfume  Or was it the magic you casted on me  Turning this ordinary day into extraordinary It all started just another day in the office  Chatting, laughing, flirting  A warm hug, a gentle peck on your cheeks  And a borderline dirty joke made you giggling But there was something different about you today  Your scent, fresh...Read On


The way you make me feel

For my love

The way you make me feel? My God, it gives me chills Makes me really want you here But so far are you, my dear The way you make me feel? Make me blush, giggle, squeel Your words give me such comfort So kind, so loving, so heartfelt The way you make me feel? So beautiful and so real My troubles seem to disappear When I see you on here The way you make me feel? Like I have been healed...Read On


Tension In The Mellowing

Though lovers reach their autumn, their tale will still be told.

There's a tension in the mellowing; A striving in the firelight; A beauty in the darkening air; A gentleness in the autumn fury. Aging love, steadfastly kept, Is still a thriving, broad-shouldered youth. Well-worn hearts are entwined in ivy, Bursting with berried, passionate joys. These ancient days of soft caresses Are forceful in the dying day, And aching limbs still spring with happy...Read On


Everlasting Laboring Love

In the darkness of the night...

In the darkness of the night, Under the full moon and stars above, I lay watching her breathe as she sleeps, And thank God for her everlasting love. The rise and fall of her mounded chest, Inhaling and exhaling softly its perfect peaks, Shows the beauty of the life laying still That has often left me momentarily weak. The silky paleness of her soft skin Illuminated gently by the hue of...Read On



Just a message for him while he's all alone... Sunrise I think the sun's setting, It's long past nine o' clock. Are you good at betting? Time is going tick tock. They say it's like a rock, Just a ball of matter But did I see it knock On the door or scatter, I think it's the latter, Time is passing us by, It doesn't even matter, If it...Read On


Eclipsed Moon

Fantasy love

Each night she rises in my sky, This moon who lights my screen. For hours each night she and I Explore the world of dreams. She makes the keyboard a magic place, Where all things become so real. I lose track of all time and space As I get lost in how she makes me feel. The hours apart are far too great, As the rising moon fills my mind. My urges and fantasies all must wait, ...Read On


When the Lightning God Smiled

Lovers witness a dramatic lightning storm up close

We stood naked behind taller-than-life windows high in the old apartment building, entranced by the dark dramatic play of wind and cloud. The stage was set for your performance. Discarding mundane convention – brief blinding bolts thrown randomly – you choreographed an encompassing dance of shimmering growling colors thrown at our startled eyes in sinuous slowed motion, ...Read On


All I Want Is Sex

Being a friend

" All I want is sex," she said. To get her naked body in bed; I only think with my little head. There are other things to talk of instead. It started out with passion and lust On an adult sex site; that’s normal, I trust. But treating each other with respect is a must Or else this relationship is for sure a bust. She lives east and I live west, Balancing families and jobs,...Read On



It meant nothing....

He said it meant nothing. He would never do it again. He didn't want to hurt her, And she wanted to believe in him. He begged her to forgive him, Which she had done from the start. He wanted the chance to prove to her, What mattered was in his heart. "Trust me, I will show you, Just give me the chance ... If it takes forever, I will take that stance" Once he says he wants to show you,...Read On



My heart aches for something that didn’t exist; It was not enough to even consider it a tryst. A longing for a single moment in time; When I thought what I wanted was actually mine. Just a lie I foolishly chose to believe; From my anguish a chance to get some relief. Little did I know my anguish would double; Feeling unappreciated for all of my trouble. I found another who...Read On


May Sorrow Take Wing

I would wait a thousand nights for you, if you just gave me one day of your heart.

The lamplight glows across the face of my dreams As reality hides from these ragged, ripped seams. A kiss in the shadows and the touch of your hand Is all that I crave in this dreaming wasteland. These fears flee your smile as I think of your face, And I know I abide without shame and disgrace As I lie in your arms and I hear your heart beat; In my endless desires rest your passionate heat. ...Read On


Southern Heat

I just needed some air...

"It's hot in here, baby!" I pull my hair up, off my neck. A quick glance in the mirror: flushed cheeks, tiny beads of sweat. You are propped up in bed, reading, but you pause to look at me and grin. "'s just me." And I must are scorching. But the temps are soaring, and I need some relief. "I'm opening the window," I announce, flipping the latches,...Read On


365 Days

Reflecting on an emotional year and coming to terms with the loss.

I would like to thank Stephanie for his insight and words of wisdom. Thank you. Days pass; months go by, a year now I can't define. Time passed so slowly, so swiftly, 365 days filled with self-imposed misery. A heavy heart, a clouded mind, trying to move on from the passion that's left me behind. I wake up lonely, there's an air of silence all around, I hear your voice and it takes me...Read On


In The Beginning

You are my soul mate.

In the beginning was the word, and the word was love. We shadowed each other and joined our hearts above. The least bit of loss was forgotten in the formulation Of our great and withstanding emulation Of the famous lovers in their adulation Of the first and final simulation That would be the final solution For the mortals in their simple equation. This alone was the...Read On

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do you ever think of me?

surf sounds fill my heart as I lean on the balcony rail breathing in the sea, feeling your touch, laughing at myself for dreams and imaginings. you are not here... will not be here... but still I dream. your warmth on my back. your erect length against me. your arms around me. your hands cupping my full breasts. do you ever imagine me? what those moments...Read On



Without you I am so lost

Without you I am so lost. I need you to talk to me. Tell me you love me. Tell me you want to touch me and you miss me. Everyday I am so lost. Have you lost interest in me? You come back sometimes and you smile and go again. I am so lost without you. I don't want to love again. I just want you back and for you to stay....Read On


All I need

All it takes is one look at you  and my heart melts.  If you only knew what I felt  when you held me in your arms. What the feel of your skin against mine  does to me. Baby all I need is who you are.  I don't need roses or some big fancy date. A night in front of a bon fire in your arms  is all it took to have me fallin. All I need is to hear you say you feel the same.  ...Read On


I wanna be

I wanna be the girl he's scared to lose. I wanna be the one he tells "I love you, baby" to. I wanna be his baby. I wanna be his best friend. I wanna be the one he loves. The one he can't live without. The one he can't walk away from knowing I'm mad at him. The one he can't fall asleep without my voice being the last one he hears. The one to always love him. I wanna be his cuddle buddy. I...Read On



The season is senseless

Wrap yourself warm in a blanket Till I’m there to buck you up Tonight. Gladly I’ll gladden You-- wrap your cock in my hand, Blow you balmy against the chilling wind-- When you see me next Lace my face with your jizz Warm my throat with white gush Plant your seed, womb-deep And cede the remainder to my ass’s account. Oh how shall I say it With that subtle, prize-fraught irony of old? That...Read On


That Boy

He's so cute and so sweet And I love it when he smiles at me. And he makes my heart skip a beat. Man that boy drives me crazy. And before I to sleep at night I hope I get to see him again. Cause there's just something about that boy.. He looks at me as though theres just me and him in the room. I'm a sucker for a man that drives a pick up truck, oh I wish that'd boy offer...Read On


The Eternal Vow

Only your soul knows the sorrow in my heart.

Though time persists and passes by The joy we share will never die. Your heart is mine I know by vow I never will release you now. Through all the years we ever grow More close, and love and learn to know It won't be lost in time, but live And win us both the chance to give Us all that's good to work and strive, Enough to earn the right to thrive. Our hearts in lightness...Read On


Honeymoon Untouched

Slowly The profound prickles Of sensual sin Tease and tickle As you gently Send tangible tingles Of pure pleasure As your fathomable fingers Trace over my skin. Delicately Your beautifully balanced Careful caresses Taunts and teases Over my body Making heavenly heat Simply soar Through my raging ravenous Whole being. Passionately The tender togetherness Of bodily basking Culminates...Read On


Letting Go (Holding On)

The hardest part of love is letting go

I started to let go of you For I knew I couldn't hold on. You kept on walking away from me, Your stride was just too strong. I said goodbye to the times we shared And the memories we made. I watched you grow more distant... I watched our friendship fade. I wiped away my tears for you. I knew they would hurt you to see. I tried to keep a brave face on So that you wouldn't feel guilty. ...Read On



Learning from a bad break up

User, I can't tell you how much it sickens me to think of how you use people. Brings tears to my eyes and puts a knot in my stomach. Using your sexuality and others desires of you, to get what you want and make you feel better about yourself. All the while you burn those around you, filling their heads with desire like the Pied Piper, calling to them like the Sirens from Odysseus. ...Read On



Late night connection between two Lush friends

Cyber Two o’clock in the morning Two bottles of wine Just the two of us. World wide world asleep Our private connection Your depths to mine My mind film rolls Brain moves muscles My fingers type Net speed flash of time The words are on your screen You read my mind film Pulse rises, senses blur You feel what I see You smell what I felt Legs part sex tingles Soft touch sensual...Read On



A poem I wrote long ago, about lust and longing

What would it be like to touch you? To pull you close and hold you? The desire makes my heart burn. Yet, I can not. What would it be like to feel your breath upon my cheek? To hear you breathe, the whisper of your sighs? The thought of this excites me. Yet, I can not. What would it be like to undress you? To expose your breasts to the light? To feel the soft skin,...Read On


Sonnnets to the Vast Unknown

acceptance of life's mystery and the vast unknown

1 Even in this bright and silent sunlight giving me another day to breath and see another dawn, another noon and night, another chance to wonder what will be and question all that comes into my mind and ponder what I’m doing here today, looking at the sky as if up there I’ll find some meaning, some answer, something I can say with any certainty what lies around the bend. And then...Read On


Growing Younger

thoughts on getting younger and not older

How can I be my age when in my heart I’m forty and not the man in the mirror with wrinkled skin, white hair growing thin, eyes not as blue as I remember them. How can this be? Why this alarm to realize there’s two of me— the man out there that people see and inside, where it counts, the man who looks at pretty women and wants one on his arm, still wants romance...Read On