Well, I'm 27. From Central Texas, or what we call the Heart Of Texas. I haven't always loved my life. But now I'm enjoying it to its fullest. I have keen married since 03/05. We have two beautiful children. My spare time I spend with my nose in an erotic novel or on my tablet reading erotic stories. At 19 I was diagnosed with heart disease after having heart failure. So I've learned to be happy with what I've got, cause life is just too damn short. Never know when your expiration date is up. My child hood was okay, unfortunately my preteen to mid teen years were something I spent my late teens to early twenties trying to block out. I didn't have much success in that at first. My ability to be intimate with another was difficult. After being introduced to sexual desires at a terribly young age and in the most horrific ways possible, I couldn't bring my self to enjoy sex at all. But still wanted what my peers found pleasurable, a lot if one night stands followed for a few years searching. I finally found out that trust was very important to be able to let go and enjoy pleasure after my terrible experiences. When I met the man that is now my husband, he was years my senior, so I was a little apprehensive about a relationship, but as usual, sexual attraction won out. He was very patient with me but once I gave him my trust, I've been introduced to unbelievable pleasures that I should have been able to experiment and enjoy them like it should be. Time heals all wounds but never erases the memory, can't undo the emotional and mental damage. Till I realized I was still the victim, by letting it stop me from the experiences life has to offer. I found acceptance in what happened, when I was told that my heart is that of a 55year old man at 19yrs old, was able to start letting go of my fears, and enjoy it. I'm faithful to my spouse 100 percent, but I love reading, talking, and sharing erotic info. I love trying new things, and I love learning new ways in giving sexual pleasure to my hubby. Giving him back the pleasure he taught me how to enjoy and receive. Be happy with what you got, be happy with who you are, to each his own, to each her own. If your not happy, fix it, you are essentially the only thing in your way, be true to you, be true to others, if they don't like your truth, then move on. Do what you do, if you cant keep it under control, then you need to find something else to do. I'm gonna be me and enjoy my time on earth, you be you. P.S. I'm not a religious person at all, well, after my experiences, can you blame me. I believe in the simple value of being who you are and what you are, as long as you aren't causing physical, emotional, or mental hurt on others, FUCK WHATEVER ANYBODY ELSE THINKS, FUCK WHATEVER ANYBODY ELSE SAYS, BE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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