About Metilda

I live to write. I have a wide variety of interests and at some point they'll all surface in my stories.

I have removed a large number of stories from Lush in order to set up distribution of such works through publication channels for ebooks. Sorry Or not sorry. My active Erotica pen name is Lilith Lo. I also write as Sirin Love (for Romance Erotica).

If you are a Lust Gold member you will have access to my fuller pieces in The Vault.

Answers to Questions I'm often asked:
*Yes, my avatar is me
*I started writing because I became frustrated with a lack of erotica stories I wanted to read.
*I continue to write because I get a thrill out of penning my sexually charged thoughts on paper and sharing them with others.
*No, I'm not interested in real life relationships. (No webcam or cellphone)
*Nothing puts me off or disgusts me, some things just interest me more than others. I favor hardcore and fetish elements the most when I read.

Relationship Status:
Writing, reading erotica. Crafting jewelry, attending college and a whole bunch of other Jill of all Trades stuff.
Favorite Books:
Erotica: Addicted, Power Play, Restraint, Control (all by Stein), Otherwise Alone, Surviving Rain (Shay Savage). Non erotica: For the Love of Stones (Tobias Hill), The Art of War (by Machiavelli).
Favorite Authors:
Charlotte Stein, Tobias Hill, Machiavelli, Shay Savage
Favorite Music:
I listen to everything from Aerosmith to Enya and Puscifer to Rob Zombie. . .I'm not picky about genres - it just depends on what mood I'm in at the moment. I do passionately love Type O Negative, though. RIP Peter. Lately music from The Devil's Carnival has been in my changer.
Date Joined:
10 Mar 2013
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Topic: Starting out young
Posted: 24 Nov 2015 05:37

In my view (not being in the lifestyle so much) is that it takes a level of sexual maturity and openness that young people mostly haven't developed yet - and those that do might not apply it toward a thing like BDSM.

Topic: Do you remember the first explicit erotic story you ever read?
Posted: 20 Nov 2015 10:07

* wrong thread *

Topic: Getting back out there.... how
Posted: 17 Nov 2015 19:47

Some back ground. I am currently going through a divorce. Been married a long time and raised our kids. So I am thinking about how I get back out there. Most of the friends that we have are married. Not really wanting to have them fix me up.... So how and where do I go to "get back out there"? Any help would be appreciated.


Men and Women oftne deal with relationships, casual sex, and divorce in different ways. Perhaps communing with guys who've gone through the same would be good, too? http://forum.mensdivorce.com/viewforum.php?f=12

Topic: Fisting - is it really possible
Posted: 17 Nov 2015 13:26


Well for those squeamish over the term 'fisting' the scientific term is brachiovaginal or brachioproctic insertion.

Topic: Fisting - is it really possible
Posted: 16 Nov 2015 20:44

You don't watch porn, do you? Just wander to any free porn site and click it into the search engine.

Of course it's possible - and it's highly pleasurable to those who are into it.

And though not everyone who's interested has a willing partner a lot of people love it (to watch it / read it). I write a lot of fisting stories. My bread and butter, in fact.

Topic: What is your figure sizes?
Posted: 13 Nov 2015 12:08

Do you mean Dress size? Did not know there were body sizes. Wonder if I got the right size?

Can I exchange my current body size for a new one? Does it work that way? :)

Topic: puzzles me about porn scenes
Posted: 13 Nov 2015 08:30

I was just reading the story "Hard for the Money" recently posted here. Pretty well told story, but that's not my subject.

In the story they are doing a blow job scene, and it finishes with the guy grabbing his cock and jerking off on the girl.

Why? To me this ruins the eroticism of the scene. I've had my share of experiences (partners, masseuses etc) and the last thing I would want is to finish it myself. What a waste.

Why is this kind of scene so common in porn?

It depends on what kind of porn you're watching. In some places it's not legally permissible for her to swallow.

And I absolutely love the money shot - or any other shot - of a guy getting off. Stroking a cock and watching him come is such a turn on. In fact, more so than a blowjob at times.

Topic: Titties
Posted: 13 Nov 2015 08:28

I prefer more rough attention during sex - it adds a lot of intensity to my orgasm. So clamps and all else for me, absolutely. Foreplay? If it's rough and intense, absolutely.

Topic: What is your figure sizes?
Posted: 13 Nov 2015 08:25

You first.

Topic: Do You like Hairy Cocks?
Posted: 12 Nov 2015 08:59

I never knew hair would grow on the shaft.

Not for me - I like hair everywhere else but on the actual dick, no . . . the equivalent of that for a female would be hair INSIDE the pussy - no guy would want that.

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Stories Published By Metilda
Recommended Read Dirty Girl Interrupted

Chapter 1 When it comes to objects of my affection what I truly lust for—my thing, my fetish I suppose I should say—is glass. Glass. Solid, smooth, textured, ribbed—cold or hot. Glass girl, all the way. Needless to say, when I go shopping for toys, I don’t got to the outrageously priced, hole in the wall adult store in the next town over. I’m a thrifty spender. There’s a twisted...

Added 21 Sep 2015 | Category College Sex | Votes 31 | Avg Score 4.97 | Views 21,237 | 23 Comments

Recommended Read Bambi's Up To Bat

Anxious to get on the road again, Bambi bounced on the balls of her feet, her lips pursing to blow another bubble. Two, three inches around—and then it suddenly popped, sticking to her chin. Tamela stood there, a finger poised where the pink bubble had been. “Bus is full. Coach says we have to ride with the boys.” Bambi flicked her tongue, swiping the gum back into her mouth. “Sounds...

Added 05 Aug 2015 | Category Fetish | Votes 16 | Avg Score 4.94 | Views 6,190 | 9 Comments

Two Girls, One Bottle

Chapter 1 - A Movie Sipping a glass of white wine, Hailey skated across the kitchen floor. Wearing her favorite pair of knee-high socks, ones with black and white stripes, she made it to the other side of the room quickly. In the bathroom, she checked her hair in the mirror and picked at the frills of her blue cotton teddy. She was nervous without really knowing why. Brittany had...

Added 25 Jul 2015 | Category Hardcore | Votes 24 | Avg Score 4.95 | Views 11,654 | 14 Comments

Taboo Lust

Chapter 1 I stayed a few steps behind Mom as we trudged into Church. The wind had kicked up since we left the house and my ears had begun to burn, my knees had gone a bit numb quite some time ago. Twice she turned to gripe at me for going too slow but I ignored her—I was looking for Brian. Our parents married when I was only 10. Years later, much to my dismay, they divorced. Since...

Added 23 Jun 2015 | Category Taboo | Votes 26 | Avg Score 4.92 | Views 26,739 | 17 Comments

One, Five, Fifteen

Anxious jitters popped and sizzled inside me as I stood at my bedroom window—the only one with a decent view of our street—and waited for a candy apple Miata to pull around the corner. I would do it this time. I would . I told myself that countless times before but this time I was sure of it. It was November, after all, and time was running out. This time I had a plan. Better yet, I...

Added 09 Nov 2014 | Category Taboo | Votes 29 | Avg Score 4.89 | Views 17,993 | 16 Comments

Recommended Read The Devil's Undertones

I make my way to the Carnack Building with two minutes to spare. With ten minutes between classes I cannot fathom how this is going to work. First days are always stressful, and when I finally find room 294 I’m sweating and breathless. I barge in, hair a mangled mess, clothes disheveled, and the entire class looks at me. Why can’t the door be in the back of the room, I think to myself as I...

Added 22 May 2013 | Category Quickie Sex | Votes 26 | Avg Score 4.88 | Views 8,579 | 13 Comments


Dark purple satin ribbons contrasted on pale skin. Artwork. Living, breathing artwork. Hair flowing and tumbling in waves down her arched back. Hands tethered at the wrists with that striking purple against cream. The curve of her spine flows smoothly as if drawn with a single brushstroke from the shape of her shoulders to the round of her backside and the inviting cleft in between. Sarah,...

Added 14 Oct 2014 | Category Flash Erotica | Votes 23 | Avg Score 5 | Views 3,248 | 19 Comments

Between Midnight and Noon

Eight months. Seven days. Sixteen hours. It’s been so long since my wife last told me she loved me and then kissed me goodbye. How was I to know that one kiss would be the last kiss, the last caress? How many times would I think of her and seek her memory out in this way? “More coffee?” The waitress comes to stand in front of me, carafe in her hand. I consider that she...

Added 07 Jun 2014 | Category Straight Sex | Votes 17 | Avg Score 5 | Views 3,883 | 16 Comments

Recommended Read Charcoal Pinstripes

Chapter 1  The words on the screen began to bleed together, my eyes burned. Editing is my life but, damn, if it isn't one serious struggle sometimes. One saving grace for this particular science fiction end-of-the-world saga was that I rather enjoyed re-reading the sex scenes. I’m not an erotica editor, but the scenes crafted by this author's masterful fingers made my job a slight...

Added 24 Mar 2015 | Category Group Sex | Votes 25 | Avg Score 4.91 | Views 9,360 | 18 Comments

Recommended Read Soft, Sweet Clarice

I was fixated on her in ways most unbecoming. I desired her in ways I should not have desired. She was not mine for the taking, but I coveted her all the same. Her soft smile was a lustful invitation on her lips. Dimpled cheeks, curled red hair. Her body, slight and soft in contrast to mine. With shy coyness she taunted me. With each movement she beckoned me. With each sweet, innocent...

Added 23 Jun 2014 | Category First Time | Votes 29 | Avg Score 4.93 | Views 9,534 | 22 Comments

eBooks Published By Metilda
Soft, Sweet Clarice
Soft, Sweet Clarice

A Priest struggling with the demands of celibacy confesses his sins in this literary erotica piece. "I was her soul’s keeper, a leader of the church. A man of virtue and honor, not lust and sin. A man of the cloth with a dark secret within . . . But yet, each Sunday she walked through...


Stripped of her nobility and taken as a war prize, Viette is determined to take control of her life at all costs even if it means dominating a King to do so. As a servant, however, she's in no such position . . . or is she? King Leonin of Whitmore has his sights set on Viette for things beyond...

Lucky Strike: Blackmailing the Brat
Lucky Strike: Blackmailing the Brat

The Man of the House has been up to no good. He's fixated on his little brat. Born with the gift of clairvoyance, Emily uncovers his seedy secret and is certain her plan to blackmail The Man of the House will work. But George isn't swayed by Emily's ploy. In fact, he has his own agenda to see...

Finder's Keepers
Finder's Keepers

Trapped in a closet and hunted for thrills - safety mere feet away and yet so far out of reach - some kinky games are not for the weak of heart. Finders Keepers, Losers Weeper. Dare to...

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