About Metilda

I live to write. I have a wide variety of interests and at some point they'll all surface in my stories.

I have removed a large number of stories from Lush in order to set up distribution of such works through publication channels for ebooks. Sorry Or not sorry. My active Erotica pen name is Lilith Lo. I also write as Sirin Love (for Romance Erotica).

If you are a Lust Gold member you will have access to my fuller pieces in The Vault.

Answers to Questions I'm often asked:
*Yes, my avatar is me
*I started writing because I became frustrated with a lack of erotica stories I wanted to read.
*I continue to write because I get a thrill out of penning my sexually charged thoughts on paper and sharing them with others.
*No, I'm not interested in real life relationships. (No webcam or cellphone)
*Nothing puts me off or disgusts me, some things just interest me more than others. I favor hardcore and fetish elements the most when I read.

Relationship Status:
Writing, reading erotica. Crafting jewelry, attending college and a whole bunch of other Jill of all Trades stuff.
Favorite Books:
Erotica: Addicted, Power Play, Restraint, Control (all by Stein), Otherwise Alone, Surviving Rain (Shay Savage). Non erotica: For the Love of Stones (Tobias Hill), The Art of War (by Machiavelli).
Favorite Authors:
Charlotte Stein, Tobias Hill, Machiavelli, Shay Savage
Favorite Music:
I listen to everything from Aerosmith to Enya and Puscifer to Rob Zombie. . .I'm not picky about genres - it just depends on what mood I'm in at the moment. I do passionately love Type O Negative, though. RIP Peter. Lately music from The Devil's Carnival has been in my changer.
Date Joined:
10 Mar 2013
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Latest Forum Posts
Topic: How do you react when you see a guy with a bulge?
Posted: 02 Sep 2015 15:27

Would you react like she did when you saw his bulge?


I've never seen a guy in public with a hard cock.

So - don't know.

Topic: Favorite song about masturbation?
Posted: 30 Aug 2015 21:04

Crazy Bitch.

Technically, it's about sex.

But when my husband was deployed he made a video to that song of him jerking off. Every time that song plays I think of his hand on his cock . . . love love love that song. Definitely all about a good hard hand job.

Topic: Should I be more cautious around my roommate?
Posted: 18 Aug 2015 19:47

But - if you bring it up and he seems genuine and honest about it not bothering him then go with that. I think in any relationship it's best not to 2nd guess the other person's bluntly stated views. (IE: don't conclude that he's lying and act on that assumption)

At most - draw a line for yourself. Like: clothing (shorts + shirt) but maybe not a towel (because your boyfriend MIGHT mind if it fell off and the roomy saw too much and it would make him reconsider).

And it goes without saying that if your new roommate makes a pass at you handle it in a way that will show you don't tolerate that kind of shit.

Topic: Pregnant?
Posted: 16 Aug 2015 23:18

I wish it was possible to bottle this positive pro-pregnancy energy up and inject it into the body of every pregnant woman who only sees the negatives and feels unsexy and fat.

Topic: Theoretical sex life
Posted: 15 Aug 2015 20:53

Sex with multiple people - a new person each time? How exhausting and pointless. You have to go through the first-time fumbles and inner turmoil again and again.

That would honestly make me just give up and go celibate.

Topic: Friends seen naked
Posted: 14 Aug 2015 22:22

Have you ever seen your friends (female or male) in the nude? Or even had sex with them?

I haven't had a real life friend in over 10 years. LOL - Maybe I saw them in a bathing suit during the summer. Not sure.

Topic: sharing video
Posted: 14 Aug 2015 22:21

Did you ever record yourself as you have sex or masturbate, and then share it with someone?


And not often. I'd say it's 95 / 5 - 5% of the time I MIGHT share part of it. Some of that 5% I wish I could take back, actually. LOL

Topic: Name something that you learned about yourself since joining Lush.
Posted: 13 Aug 2015 19:58

Being on lush has allowed me to explore things that I would never have been brave enough to do in real life. What have you discovered since joining?

I write engaging stories that people are willing to buy and read - and then read again and again.

I started writing for lush purely on a lusty whim and had no idea it would turn into a career and open the doors to all sorts of things like writing for a porn producer and being friends with world famous authors.

Topic: Wetting yourself with excitement
Posted: 12 Aug 2015 18:24

Thanks for your candid replies. Perhaps it's a bit of a myth caused by men's ignorance and confusion about female arousal and ejaculation. I didn't realise women got wet just day-dreaming or thinking about sex, I thought there would have to be some physical stimulation. I think a lot of men, it they got intimate with a girl and found her panties were really wet, would just assume she'd had a little (pee) accident. I guess some girls/women get wetter than others.. :-P

Interesting - I never imagined a guy would think wet panties RE arousal was urine.

Topic: First time calling a man Daddy
Posted: 11 Aug 2015 16:56

hmm - interesting that daddy would weird people out but being called 'baby', 'little slut' or 'sexy girl' (etc etc) doesn't bother many women in the same way.

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Stories Published By Metilda
Recommended Read Bambi's Up To Bat

Anxious to get on the road again, Bambi bounced on the balls of her feet, her lips pursing to blow another bubble. Two, three inches around—and then it suddenly popped, sticking to her chin. Tamela stood there, a finger poised where the pink bubble had been. “Bus is full. Coach says we have to ride with the boys.” Bambi flicked her tongue, swiping the gum back into her mouth. “Sounds...

Added 05 Aug 2015 | Category Fetish | Votes 18 | Avg Score 4.94 | Views 3,909 | 9 Comments

Two Girls, One Bottle

Chapter 1 - A Movie Sipping a glass of white wine, Hailey skated across the kitchen floor. Wearing her favorite pair of knee-high socks, ones with black and white stripes, she made it to the other side of the room quickly. In the bathroom, she checked her hair in the mirror and picked at the frills of her blue cotton teddy. She was nervous without really knowing why. Brittany had...

Added 25 Jul 2015 | Category Hardcore | Votes 21 | Avg Score 4.95 | Views 7,704 | 12 Comments

Taboo Lust

Chapter 1 I stayed a few steps behind Mom as we trudged into Church. The wind had kicked up since we left the house and my ears had begun to burn, my knees had gone a bit numb quite some time ago. Twice she turned to gripe at me for going too slow but I ignored her—I was looking for Brian. Our parents married when I was only 10. Years later, much to my dismay, they divorced. Since...

Added 23 Jun 2015 | Category Taboo | Votes 25 | Avg Score 4.91 | Views 22,810 | 15 Comments

One, Five, Fifteen

Anxious jitters popped and sizzled inside me as I stood at my bedroom window—the only one with a decent view of our street—and waited for a candy apple Miata to pull around the corner. I would do it this time. I would . I told myself that countless times before but this time I was sure of it. It was November, after all, and time was running out. This time I had a plan. Better yet, I...

Added 09 Nov 2014 | Category Taboo | Votes 29 | Avg Score 4.89 | Views 16,778 | 16 Comments

Recommended Read The Devil's Undertones

I make my way to the Carnack Building with two minutes to spare. With ten minutes between classes I cannot fathom how this is going to work. First days are always stressful, and when I finally find room 294 I’m sweating and breathless. I barge in, hair a mangled mess, clothes disheveled, and the entire class looks at me. Why can’t the door be in the back of the room, I think to myself as I...

Added 22 May 2013 | Category Quickie Sex | Votes 27 | Avg Score 4.88 | Views 8,356 | 13 Comments


Dark purple satin ribbons contrasted on pale skin. Artwork. Living, breathing artwork. Hair flowing and tumbling in waves down her arched back. Hands tethered at the wrists with that striking purple against cream. The curve of her spine flows smoothly as if drawn with a single brushstroke from the shape of her shoulders to the round of her backside and the inviting cleft in between. Sarah,...

Added 14 Oct 2014 | Category Flash Erotica | Votes 24 | Avg Score 5 | Views 3,098 | 19 Comments

Between Midnight and Noon

Eight months. Seven days. Sixteen hours. It’s been so long since my wife last told me she loved me and then kissed me goodbye. How was I to know that one kiss would be the last kiss, the last caress? How many times would I think of her and seek her memory out in this way? “More coffee?” The waitress comes to stand in front of me, carafe in her hand. I consider that she...

Added 07 Jun 2014 | Category Straight Sex | Votes 16 | Avg Score 5 | Views 3,762 | 16 Comments

Recommended Read Charcoal Pinstripes

Chapter 1  The words on the screen began to bleed together, my eyes burned. Editing is my life but, damn, if it isn't one serious struggle sometimes. One saving grace for this particular science fiction end-of-the-world saga was that I rather enjoyed re-reading the sex scenes. I’m not an erotica editor, but the scenes crafted by this author's masterful fingers made my job a slight...

Added 24 Mar 2015 | Category Group Sex | Votes 25 | Avg Score 4.91 | Views 8,840 | 18 Comments

Recommended Read Soft, Sweet Clarice

I was fixated on her in ways most unbecoming. I desired her in ways I should not have desired. She was not mine for the taking, but I coveted her all the same. Her soft smile was a lustful invitation on her lips. Dimpled cheeks, curled red hair. Her body, slight and soft in contrast to mine. With shy coyness she taunted me. With each movement she beckoned me. With each sweet, innocent...

Added 23 Jun 2014 | Category First Time | Votes 29 | Avg Score 4.93 | Views 9,120 | 22 Comments

Viette - Chapter 1

All he had to do was ask her to consent and she would be his . . . and she hated herself for it. Passion, affection—she shouldn’t crave such things. But yet, on her hands and knees, fingers raw from vigorous scrubbing, her body ached to be touched. She was aware of every movement he made, every breath he took, his eyes on her as she worked. “Viette?” Her heart stuttered at the sound of...

Added 11 Apr 2015 | Category Novels | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,227 | 7 Comments

eBooks Published By Metilda
Soft, Sweet Clarice
Soft, Sweet Clarice

A Priest struggling with the demands of celibacy confesses his sins in this literary erotica piece. "I was her soul’s keeper, a leader of the church. A man of virtue and honor, not lust and sin. A man of the cloth with a dark secret within . . . But yet, each Sunday she walked through...


Stripped of her nobility and taken as a war prize, Viette is determined to take control of her life at all costs even if it means dominating a King to do so. As a servant, however, she's in no such position . . . or is she? King Leonin of Whitmore has his sights set on Viette for things beyond...

Lucky Strike: Blackmailing the Brat
Lucky Strike: Blackmailing the Brat

The Man of the House has been up to no good. He's fixated on his little brat. Born with the gift of clairvoyance, Emily uncovers his seedy secret and is certain her plan to blackmail The Man of the House will work. But George isn't swayed by Emily's ploy. In fact, he has his own agenda to see...

Finder's Keepers
Finder's Keepers

Trapped in a closet and hunted for thrills - safety mere feet away and yet so far out of reach - some kinky games are not for the weak of heart. Finders Keepers, Losers Weeper. Dare to...

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Thanks Metilda. I look forward to reading Lilith Lo's stories.
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THank you for accepting me,I will look for something good to post on your wall.

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Promise me - you'll never grow up.

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Thanks for adding me. Saw you like long haired guys ;-)

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Here is my gift to you for being absent from your profile for so long:

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