I live in Dorset, England, with my parents . We have an arable farm, but also have horses, a few pigs and beef cattle and hens. I have finished agricultural college, and work full time on the farm. I hope one day to take over the farm when Dad retires. Ive been reading lush for a while and decided to be brave and join. I am single now, but did have a boyfriend for a few weeks when I was 17, but it didnt work out.
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I don't masturbate very much. It makes me feel guilty and ashamed. But during the week before my period starts i get very horny and sometimes end up doing it by rubbing my clitoris and putting my fingers inside. I sometimes use the handle of my hairbrush.
My stories come from my fears. They aren't true events but all of them contain certain details which are true and based on real life. For example locations, descriptions of people or specific incidents. But overall each story is an expression of my fears of being seen naked, forced to undress in front of people, or assaulted in some way. Writing about these fears has been my way of coping with them. I am frightened by my fears and nightmares. But they arouse and excite me.
Thankyou everyone for your replies. Its been very helpful to read your thoughts, and has helped my understanding of what happens. The general view seems to be that the testicles dont get heavier or full, but they do become tighter and firmer . But it is interesting how you all seem to have a slightly different experience of what happens.Sarah
Light blue cotton ones today.
Its not something Ive ever talked about with my friends. I dont think my sexual appetite is any higher than the average population, although during the week before my period I do seem to become very sexually active ....meaning I masturbate a lot more. Like, 3 of 4 times a day. Normally its 2 or 3 times a week. Im not in a sexual relationship, so maybe that has something to do with it.
Pink lacy ones.
HelloIm Sarah, and live on a farm in Dorset.xx
Well, I havent actually ever seen a boy do it in real life, but I have seen video clips here on Lush, which I do like to watch. I find it fascinating to see guys ejaculating in so may different ways. I hope that one day I will get the chance to see it happen for real, when I meet the right person.
Another sunny Monday morning in May, and I am sitting in the small, wooden bus shelter down the remote country lane, about a quarter of a mile from our farm house in rural Dorset, waiting for the college bus. Its 7.00am, and I’m still half asleep as I sit on the wooden plank seat, wearing my white vest top and pink skirt, my rucksack on the seat beside me. I’m the only person who gets on...
Added 12 Oct 2015 | Category First Time
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I'm writing this in the early hours of Saturday 5th, September 2015. I want to make sure I capture every detail before the memory fades. I attend our local hospital for an appointment to have an ultrasound scan carried out. I've been having problems with my kidneys and bladder, which requires further investigation. I am shown into a dimly lit room by a nurse in her thirties. In the room is...
Added 15 Sep 2015 | Category Reluctance
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It is a Wednesday afternoon, and I've come home from college. Unusually, that day my parents were not around the farm – Dad was out with friends at an agricultural show in Hampshire, and Mum was running our stall at one of the farmers markets. After I walk inside, I change my clothes, ready to take one of the horses out for a ride. In addition to the farm, we also run a livery...
Added 05 Sep 2015 | Category Reluctance
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There is a knock on the back door of our farmhouse. I go to answer it. Opening the porch door, I find an unshaven, scruffy looking guy stood there, with unkempt looking hair, wearing a tatty T shirt and dirty jeans. He looks about twenty-five, but. it’s hard to tell really. I notice an old push bike propped up against the garden wall. He stares at me, with an odd grin on his face, showing...
Added 06 Sep 2015 | Category Reluctance
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This fantasy is based partly on something that actually happened. When I was seventeen, I went out with a boy for four weeks. He was twenty, and is the only “boyfriend” I have actually had. Unfortunately it didn’t last long, as I began to realise that he wasn’t a very nice person. He soon became very controlling and tried to make me do things I didn’t feel I was ready to do. He was...
Added 21 Feb 2014 | Category Reluctance
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I began to develop this fantasy after a few months of masturbating. It’s silly and very improbable, and I know it would never happen for real like this, but I find it helps me to feel aroused when I masturbate. Again, I am about sixteen or seventeen. It’s a Sunday morning and I have gone to Splashdown, which is a Water Park in Poole, Dorset. It’s about half an hour from where I live....
Added 18 Feb 2014 | Category Exhibitionism
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I will start with the first “fantasy” I had, which I have thought about ever since I began masturbating a few years ago. This actually started as a bad dream/nightmare, which I had when I was younger, and used to recur every few weeks. It would wake me up during the night, and I would be in a state of terror and panic, sweating and gasping for breath. But I would also feel sexually aroused when...
Added 11 Feb 2014 | Category Masturbation
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