About rafael


I have been writing stories since 2008. My aim is to make my erotic fiction realistic, believable - and minus the cliche vulgarity which is, sorry, commonplace, but very popular on Lush. My more recent stories probably reflect this more. I would be happy to hear from any female writers to exchange ideas, insights, trade views etc.

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Cambridgeshire, United Kingdom
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22 Jan 2018 20:24
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D H Lawrence, G Greene, Maugham, Austen. Bronte Sisters.
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Classical and opera.


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Topic: Would you sell yourself?
Posted: 15 Jan 2018 12:31

I cant believe how good looking the women are on this site - amazing. It was only recently I realised that most of the avatars are of the actual site member. And the hotter they are - the dirtier the sex they write - truly shocking language etc - real xxx rated. Guys are tame by comparison.

So anyway - I have paid out for sex about 15 times in my life - and dont regret any - even if I didnt get off that well - I always enjoyed meeting the girls as they were all very nice and one or two were truly mind blowing. the first few girls I saw nothing much happened with me - but you need the right one that presses the hot buttons - and after 3 or 4 flat punts I found my girl, hottest body I've ever seen - ah that's worth paying for - her ass turned me on so much when she was on all fours I felt myself cumming every time I tried to penetrate her - in the end I had to turn her round and fuck her mish.

But I digress - would I fuck for money? No, because I'm a quick cummer and would have to refund every time. That's ok when you pay - but not when you get paid to lay.

Topic: do you believe in God?
Posted: 15 Jan 2018 05:57

LOL! Where did I claim "certainty"? Where did I claim "everything"?
Having identified and dismissing the opening Strawman fallacies , I shall move on to the relevant portion of your critique of the proposition – a proposition with which I agree – that I have any basis to accept there exist minds other than my own. For example, that I assume you have a mind.

The evidence:

As your behavior (behavior here being defined by the posting of comments to this thread) and the behavior of the other conversers with whom I’ve been privileged to exchange posts (exchanging here means a temporal sequence of posts, each referring to a prior post, with the collection having a common focus) is broadly consistent with my behavior (ref "behavior" above), I infer that the source of the posts other than mine originate from an entity broadly consistent with me. As I have a mind, and as I post, I am comfortable with the notion that the posts to this thread that are not mine originate from those who, like me, have a mind of their own.

Feel free to question the validity of inference. For the purpose of this discussion (Are there minds other than my own), and with apologies to Bertrand, I define it to be admissible.

There's a leap of faith in your inference of course - as god believers have never, as far as I know, seen or heard god, but read what they take as his words - in the same way you have inferred my existence (as a mind at least) from similar evidence.

How do you reconcile that?

Topic: When a new piece just devours you.
Posted: 14 Jan 2018 21:56

So then, may we say writing is a passion. Moreover, in a way, it is not us who writes the story, but the story writes itself, and we are just its medium. Yes, this sounds counter-intuitive but it is the current belief, and was the past believe, of many well known writers. It is, as I said originally, a passion.
I have been writing and researching, researching and writing, a history book about Manchuria for over 40 years. What is making me have to publish soon? My age. If I don't publish now, it may not be published at all. What a waste of a life! MINE! It, my son said, is "becoming my Great White."

In his song, "I Shall Be Released" Dylan sings, "when I paint my masterpiece." Writing can take us over and take over our lives if what you are that passionate about is that potent an aphrodisiac to you. Dylan finishes, "I see my life comes shining, from the West down to the East. Any day now. Any day now. I shall be released."

I know a man of 80 who is still working on his first novel.

Topic: do you believe in God?
Posted: 14 Jan 2018 21:11

The data I accept as evidence corroborate that proposition.

Please supply one example of such evidence and how you know for certain that everything you perceive is not just created by your imagination/mind.

Topic: Help! Mum has written a book.
Posted: 14 Jan 2018 08:33

I think she's got the message.

She proudly told me she would not do a vanity publication.

Topic: do you believe in God?
Posted: 14 Jan 2018 07:34

With apologies to St. Luke ...
Leave now, your faith has saved you.

Do you accept that there exist minds other than your own?

Topic: When a new piece just devours you.
Posted: 10 Jan 2018 11:59

My curse is not obsession. It's perfectionism (okay, okay... that is an obsession). I write. I delete. I rewrite. Over and over, ad absurdum! I have over a dozen stories in the works at any one time. One I have been working on for over 7 years. There have been only two or three stories I have started and completed within the span of a few days. Not because I was passionately obsessed with getting them finished, but because they almost literally wrote themselves. I LOVE when that happens!

sounds a bit like me.

I just deleted 500 words on this story and re-wrote

Topic: do you believe in God?
Posted: 09 Jan 2018 02:13

BTM - on sunday somebody knocked on our door asking

Do You believe in Jesus.

how would you reply to that?

Topic: do you believe in God?
Posted: 09 Jan 2018 02:12

I'm surprised that you don't see how.
The scientific data and knowledge available neither prove nor disprove that the universe was created by a sentient being.
The scientific data and knowledge available neither prove nor disprove that the way observation influences results of the double slit experiment defies the rules of classical logic

Edit: some more clarification.
Chryses does not take a position on believing or not believing because either position lacks sufficient evidence to persuade him.
I do not take a position on whether the outcome of the double-slit experiment defies classical logic or not because either position lacks sufficient evidence to persuade me.

well - that's not saying much though.

there are thousands of metaphysical questions that leave classical logic helpless.

does that mean classical logic is inadequate? maybe its the wrong tool.

Topic: do you believe in God?
Posted: 08 Jan 2018 11:07

Classical logic can only be used if we know all the operands and operators involved. We don't. We can't even describe the mechanics that lead to the phenomenon. Until we can, it's impossible to determine if it follows or defies the rules of classical logic. In a way, that's similar to your take on the belief in a sentient creator.

really? how?

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