Forum posts made by sirene_jaune

Topic How to pen a letter or verse for a funeral?
Posted 25 Nov 2014 03:15

Thank you BiAussieGirl.

Those last few days I had a lot of realizations about my mother I never knew. There was things I have harboured and ideas about her I had. Yet they vanished once I listened to those closest to her. I thought she didn't really care for me but in the end I found she did. She just never knew how to express it.

You are right I will write from the heart. Something short and simple.

Topic How to pen a letter or verse for a funeral?
Posted 25 Nov 2014 02:58

I know a bit out there. I haven't been writing in months, and now I am faced with writing a letter or a verse for the funeral of my mother who tragically passed away earlier this morning from cancer.

This is the most hardest task I have ever taken. My mother and I were estranged, she handed me over to my grandmother when I was a few days old. She was young and wild and did what she wanted to do. My grandmother is my father's mother and I was raised with my father's family. I know what my mother did was a selfless act and she knew I would be raised in a better environment then what she could provide.

It was never hidden what the situation was. I met up with my mother a few times and we just small talked over the years. In general I found out she was very quiet and kept to herself. I was with her during the last days of her life and I told her that I forgave her and was proud of the sacrifice she made.

Anyway has anyone out there wrote out a letter or verse to be said at a funeral about their loved one? If so what tips do would you give?

Topic How did you guys feel when you lost your virginity?
Posted 28 Oct 2014 21:03

I am writing another story of a virgin man losing his virginity and I want to know how did you feel when you went all the way for the first time?

Thanks.

Topic Watching your man with another woman?
Posted 23 Oct 2014 05:43

No thanks, one time while my SO and I had separated a few years ago he went off with a middle aged woman who had five kids for two weeks. I get sick thinking about it. It disgusts me.

Topic Anime that made you cry
Posted 22 Oct 2014 03:50

Sailor Moon. Yes I cried when I watched the last episodes of the final season where Sailor Moon battles Galaxia. After Sailor Uranus, Sailor Neptune etc are dying and Sailor Moon cries she doesn't want them to go and she can't do it on her own.

It still chokes me up when I replay it in my mind.

Oh there is an anime of "The Little Mermaid." from the 70s. Where Marina kisses the prince, jumps over board the ship and starts floating into the sky as foam. With Fritz the Dolphin calling out for her. Really this is Little Mermaid is a better version then Disney.

//www.youtube.com/embed/tJyobMimYHg

Topic Which fandom characters do you ship?
Posted 22 Oct 2014 03:40

I was bored and was wondering what characters do you ship?

Topic Age Gaps! (Big or small)
Posted 22 Oct 2014 03:35

There is a ten year age gap between my other half and I. I like I don't see him as 40 even though age has hit him hard.

Topic When you suck a man's cock, is it because you are horny or do you just want to make him happy?
Posted 17 Oct 2014 05:24

Both. The latter as my husband has ED problems. Though these days sex is for baby making and fun.

Topic Where did you lose your virginity?
Posted 17 Oct 2014 05:21

In a cheap chain hotel room. Recently went back to that particular city and was staying at a hotel with my husband on the next block from that particular hotel. I had a huge grin when we walked by it.

Topic The Rage Cage
Posted 17 Oct 2014 05:05

Feeling depressed by a co-worker's attutide. Hot n Cold.

Topic Do girls like to see two guys having sex?
Posted 11 Oct 2014 06:19

Yeah I can watch two guys having sex on a porn site. It don't bother me.

Topic Remembering where you were on 9-11-01.
Posted 11 Oct 2014 05:29

Grade 11 and in the library. I was shocked and it was the only thing on the news for at least three weeks.

Topic Dumb Starbucks: Performance art, or legal dispute waiting to happen?
Posted 12 Feb 2014 04:52

I don't care what to make of it. Just that I don't like Starbucks in general, can get better coffee from a local café then the stuff at Starbucks.

Good luck to Dumb Starbucks.

Topic The Rage Cage
Posted 12 Feb 2014 04:47

Finding out someone who I dislike, is coming to help at work tomorrow. She said she is leaving before 11. That's almost most of my fucking morning. If she really wants to help out why doesn't she go work with her best buddy. The reason I dislike her is she is a two faced cow, who finds it amusing finding peoples flaws and pointing it out. She once said I was "special", after I made a joke. Just because I have a few physical aliments does not mean I am "special".

I have heard from co-workers this woman is only there to do one singular job, however she tries to over take everyone's work. I hate being confrontational.
Wish me luck trying to get through the morning.

Topic The Rage Cage
Posted 10 Nov 2013 06:40

I never have met anyone who is in his 30s, a father who is raising his two kids to act like spoilt child. My ex I could understand as he is mentally ill. But you, you are to lazy to find a job and don't use your kids as an excuse not to find work. Don't blame me in Facebook statuses for your money woes.

Topic Would you ever see a male escort, under any circumstances?
Posted 25 Sep 2013 03:45

As someone who works as a receptionist for an escort agency I would have to say no. I don't know these people personally I answer phones, answer enquires and make bookings and hand it to my boss so I am basically the middle man.

I have nothing against escorts it is their chosen profession be it male or female.

No offence but I can get any man I want if they are interested enough in me. (Two guys are interested in me as I type.)

Topic Ladies, What Do You Think Of Guys Using Girly, Fruity Or Good Smelling Body Products?
Posted 25 Sep 2013 03:40

I don't mind. Something different I never got commented on for wearing men's body spray.

Topic Post the title most recent song that you listened to
Posted 21 Sep 2013 01:41

Ebeneezer Goode by The Shamen

Topic Does hair color matter?
Posted 18 Sep 2013 02:05

The three guys I have had sex with are brunettes. Hmmm.

Topic Biggest cock you've ever seen?
Posted 18 Sep 2013 02:01

A horse's cock. Human size 8 or 9 inches.

Topic If someone dared you to stay off lush for a month, could/would you do it?
Posted 15 Sep 2013 22:04

Yes I have done it. I missed it but I had other things to think about before I returned.

Topic the ultimate relationship level..
Posted 15 Sep 2013 16:00

Dutch ovens huh. No that is not the ultimate level of a relationship. I guess you never really been in a relationship.

Topic Threesomes - Anyone done this?
Posted 15 Sep 2013 01:48

My lover wants to do a threesome with me and I agreed to it. The third party I want is my ex. My lover has said he would be up to it if I really want my ex.

I asked my ex and he said yes but have to wait a few months as he is on heavy meds for his condition.

A threesome is something I want to add to my sex list of experiences.

So how do you start once you have all three parties? What is the outcome after the thressome is done?

Topic What is the biggest secret you keep from your partner?
Posted 15 Sep 2013 01:39

My ex is wanting to get back with me for a full time relationship. I have not had the heart to tell him I have a fuck buddy since I broke up with him.

He knows of my fuck buddy as just my friend and nothing more.

On the flip side I have told my fuck buddy that I have had coffee with my ex. I lied and said ex is still in a psych hospital and that he gets weekend release. Truth is my ex has been released for a month now.

Topic Public sex
Posted 15 Sep 2013 01:34

On Friday my lover and I went on a train ride. I placed a large newspaper between our laps. All the while I rubbed his cock under the paper. It was so obvious. Across from us was a dad and his son. Son was to busy playing with his iPad, the people in front of us could see what we were doing.

On the way home on the train lover got super randy he wanted to suck my tits. I tried to persuade him not to but he did it anyway. There was like 3 other passageners in the carriage.LOL.

Embarassed

Topic When making love do you look your lover in the eye?
Posted 15 Sep 2013 01:25

I do, it is amazing watching the expressions. Especially the pupils dilating.

Topic Agree or disagree?
Posted 10 Sep 2013 03:48

I agree but it also effects others lives as well as your own - the pain can be spread around and be a lasting influence on more than 2 lives.

That is so true.

Topic Lesbian cougar
Posted 10 Sep 2013 02:16

I am not sure about that term for an older lesbian wanting to be with a younger girl.

Who knows anyone can be labelled now days and I do know of a lesbian couple where the girl is in her 30s and her partner is in her 50s.

Topic Relationships - how did you get to know someone
Posted 09 Sep 2013 02:17

This leaves me wondering about a lot of things:

I cannot understand how someone can be a virgin, for example, at the age of 18. How different were their relationships from mine? How different would I have been as a person if sex didn't dominate my life and all the things I do? . . . As a result, none of my characters will ever be virgins.


I was 20 when I lost my virginity and it was with another virgin who I met through a phone "chat" line. We used to exchange racy texts, discuss sex etc yet we also discussed our lives.

To be honest I am happy I lost my virginity to this particular person. Even though I don't know much about him now days and have not heard from him in many years I know he will make some lady happy.

Your question made me remember a question I read on Yahoo answers, it was about "How can people just go and have meaningless sex?"

I thought that it was interesting that some people think there is morals when it comes to sex even in this day and age.

When I met my ex partner of 8 years I had only known him for a few hours when I threw caution to the wind and we fucked at his house.

My new lover I waited a month before I had sex with him. I had to get to know him and I was trying to get over my ex.

Topic Fifty Shades of Grey fans launch online petition protesting film casting
Posted 05 Sep 2013 02:46

I don't know I am not a fan of the series and I don't really know who the actors are. I know the guy playing Christian is on a tv series and the chick playing Anastasia I do not know.


It's like when Twilight came out I knew that Robert Patterson played Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. However I had no idea of Kristen Stewart or Taylor Lautner was.

People should just wait it out and see when the movie is out in cinema.