About SittingBallerina



(The crazy brunette!)

*No rest for the wicked*

I live life day by day and make the most of it, rolling with the punches and seeing where the chips may fall. I thrive on being challenged and setting and achieving my goals. I'm a leader with a quick wit and a streak of stubbornness. I'm loyal and trustworthy, independent, disciplined, intuitive, impish, empathetic, genuine, sarcastic, and much more. Rawr!

*Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.*

I'm currently a grad student at one of the top universities studying Counseling: Mental Health to become a psychotherapist. The program is chaotic, intense, and fun. I love it. Thanks to everyone who's congratulated me and asks how things are going.

*Behind every beautiful thing, there's been some kind of pain*

I love to volunteer. I love music. I love to dance. I love ballet, "Swan Lake" and "The Nutcracker" being my two favorite performances. I love to kickbox. I love the outdoors. I love to read and write. I love everything French! I love art, especially the Impressionist Period. I love flowers; lilies and peonies being my favorite. I love fashion. I love challenges. I love word association. I also love medicine, especially Psychology , Neurology, and Orthopedics.

*Imagine everybody leaving without the starving self-esteems*

I own a blog sharing my sensual and erotic desires through photos and gifs. You'll know my mood by my postings; angry and frustrated is where the eroticism of me comes out and content and happy is where my sensual side is shown. All of it really portrays my sexual frustration. Quite a trip...

*Preserve your memories, they're all that's left you.*

Ellie the Femme Fatale
Relationship Status:
The Rabbit's Hole, Illinois, United States
Local Time:
30 Mar 2017 08:35
Music, Snowboarding, Tennis, The Outdoors, Reading, Writing, Volunteering, Dancing, Laughter, Fashion, Yoga, The Military, Shooting at the range, Rock Climbing
Favorite Books:
This Side of Paradise, The Voyage Out, Blue Pills, With the Old Breed, China Marine, Generation Kill, A Farewell to Arms, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Hours, Tender is the Night, The Great Gatsby, The Beautiful and the Damned, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, The Portrait of Dorian Gray, HOWL, Scar Tissue, Memoirs of a Geisha, Man's Search For Meaning, Maus 1 & 2, Psychology and Neuroscience articles & books, Oh, The Places You'll Go!, Where The Sidewalk Ends, Mrs. Dalloway, The Waves, Psychology Today and Counseling Today magazines & blogs
Favorite Authors:
Hemingway, Fitzgerald, Woolf, Whitman, Dr. Seuss
Favorite Movies:
Keira Knightley, Johnny Depp, Natalie Portman, Winona Ryder, Wes Anderson, Adrien Brody, Ryan Gosling, Audrey Hepburn, Tim Burton, Kevin Spacey, Robert Redford, Alfred Hitchcock: Breakfast at Tiffany's, My Fair Lady, Fight Club, The King's Speech, Dirty Dancing, The Artist, Ides of March, Requiem for a Dream, The Royal Tenenbaums, The Hours, Girl, Interrupted, Dorian Gray, Black Swan, Amelié, Life is Beautiful, The Thin Red Line, Pulp Fiction, American Beauty, The Edge Of Love, Psycho, King Kong (2005), The Great Gatsby (1974)
Favourite TV Shows:
House of Cards, The Pacific, Band of Brothers, Generation Kill, American Horror Story, It's Always Sunny
Favorite Music:
Metric, Emily Haines & The Soft Skeleton, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Karen O, The Doors, RHCP, Elliott Smith, Renee Renee, Sex Pistols, The Clash, Johnny Flynn, Tyler Jay, MGMT, John Frusciante, snowboarding and surf mixes, The Cure, Coeur de Pirate, Stars, French Musique, Mychael Danna, Phillip Glass, Belle & Sebastian, Serge Gainsbourg & Jane Birkin


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Topic: Use My Last Word First - in a 5 word sentence..
Posted: 13 Mar 2017 11:27

First to the finish line.

Topic: Drop letter, add letter ..
Posted: 13 Mar 2017 07:45

Spits - Spite

Topic: Last Two Letters ....
Posted: 13 Mar 2017 07:24


Topic: Guilty or Innocent.
Posted: 13 Mar 2017 06:18


You've fucked a celebrity.

Topic: Using one word describe the person above you
Posted: 13 Mar 2017 06:12


Topic: What's making you happy right at this moment???
Posted: 13 Mar 2017 06:04

Relaxing, drinking coffee and listening to music.

Topic: Songs that makes you cry
Posted: 13 Mar 2017 06:00

Last time I remember crying during a song was watching Coldplay sing live in high school: Coldplay - 'Fix You'


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The Way You Own Me

I give my submission to Your dominance My delicate neck firmly held in place with Your strong hand I relent my control to You as You control my breath Instill Your focus; focus on this moment I give You all my trust as Your power overtakes me I surrender myself into Your strength You are the brawn; I am the beauty I belong to You and You own...

Added 02 Oct 2015 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 33 | Avg Score 4.94 | Views 1,323 | 28 Comments

Oh, How I Long For You...

Miss you Want you Need you Crave you Please you Beg for you Tease me Take me Own me Possess me Command me Fuck me Grab my pussy Command huskily, "You're mine." Oh, how you make me moan... Yes. Always and forever yours. Push my back down on the bed Groan and grab the sheets Scream into the pillow  a nd I cum  You thrust harder  And I scream louder ...

Added 09 Sep 2014 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 19 | Avg Score 4.89 | Views 1,342 | 18 Comments

London Love

To J; you are my darling, my love, my mon amour. I love you. We danced slowly during dawn in Scotland Pink, blue, lavender with the golden sunlight  Peeking its way through the beautiful morning hues We kissed beneath the blanket of stars in London  The dark indigo sky wrapping itself around us  Kisses so gentle, sweet, so very full of love Sipping petit noir’s avec de la crème in Paris...

Added 23 Jul 2014 | Category Love Poems | Votes 33 | Avg Score 4.97 | Views 1,150 | 34 Comments

Love's Angst

Oh, love. Euphoric beauty Tangled in pain.  Kisses so tender  Tears that ache the heart Promises for the future; Moments just you and I Bemused with sadness When all goes awry;  Lust, desire, infatuation  Erased by crashing waves ...

Added 18 Jul 2014 | Category Love Poems | Votes 24 | Avg Score 4.95 | Views 1,045 | 21 Comments

The Tryst

You said we were meant to be soul mates And we would always be in each other’s lives  That you would give me everything  Even though all I wanted was you You bought me three nights at a luxurious hotel We laid in bed and planned our future  Stood beneath the stream of  Hot watered countless showers I knew you weren’t ready to move on Just needed to fuck to keep you satisfied  I wanted...

Added 15 Jul 2014 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 28 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,415 | 26 Comments

Musings From a Submissive

Who you are is nothing short of wonderful  You let me be my independent self We wrote each other for hours  Yet still I remained ambivalent  Then I heard your voice:  Confident, nonchalant, humorous  A smile danced across my face as I listened to your every word And as we talked it became quite clear,  I would be yours, and only yours Even when you command, By no means harsh...

Added 10 Jul 2014 | Category Love Poems | Votes 27 | Avg Score 4.96 | Views 1,734 | 25 Comments

La Chaîne Tour

The ballerina rises off her feet to stand en pointé.  Sparkles from her white costume shimmering  From the bright lights focused on her. She elongates her arms into the air, bending her small wrists And the tips of her delicate fingers lightly touch each other.  She glances at the crowd, looking for him  Even though she knows he is not there. The long legs of this ballerina are...

Added 26 Apr 2014 | Category Love Poems | Votes 25 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,286 | 25 Comments

The Yellow Mountains

We stood in the Yellow Mountains where Clouds covered the mountain cliffs and trees.  Here, existence ceased to be,  Except for her and I. Standing underneath a Ginko tree, Clouds sheltered us overhead.  Our faces grazed one another,  Lips pressed lightly against each other. She held the back of my head with her delicate hand, and Tilting her face up, she placed sweet kisses on my lips. ...

Added 14 Apr 2014 | Category Love Poems | Votes 29 | Avg Score 4.96 | Views 1,540 | 29 Comments

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Have a lovely day

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Have a great day, hope to chat soon and get to know you a little ...

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Have a great day and week Ellie.

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Happy Weekend

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Thank you for accepting my offer.

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washing the clutter of the day out of your mind.

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Here is the song...
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Thank you for today

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