Without knowing it I gradually became a pseudo-cuckold way back. I didn't understand why I liked it but I loved discussing my girls sexual past and when the situation arises her sexual present. Most didn't understand and assumed I encouraged then to flirt or more with others because I wanted to have other women as well. I did stay doing the early years but it never turned me on the way it did when I heard out just knew about my girls innerslut. So these days I have no desire to cheat, I just want a woman who can understand and accept me for what I enjoy in a woman.

Decades later I think I am ready to pt it and hopefully share it with someone as perfect as the one I chased away.